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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

"hey sis" you get the idea

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spd

@sparepartsdoll

17 days

think discord should have a bpd torture mode where it shows a typing indicator that means "is typing in another channel/dm"

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

i need gender affirming surgery that gives me bits that float around me and that shoot lasers at things i don't like

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

*meeting a transgirl with retrograde amnesia who looks vaguely like me* her: "yeah idk i don't really remember any of my childhood and stuff" *thinking very quickly on the spot*: "wait... are you, my sister?"

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

"nope, no way, i never wanted to get into puppygirl stuff!!!" "i'm sorry, incest is okay for you? but mot this?" "well, it's not really incest because-" "we're half siblings it's *definitely* incest" "ok sorry" "ok so put on the collar now" "absolutely not!"

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@sparepartsdoll

6 months

*dissociating for 30 minutes in front of the gas station* gas station employee: "hey, you have to move on . no lollygagging and all that." *clutching my head in immense pain* "lo- loli... gagging..."

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

autistic girls love the idea of being puppygirls because the tail could do the nonverbal communication they find so hard

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

dating a sweetie that hasn't ever had enough human touch in its life, it's lying softly on my arm mostly propped up by her own muscles, like hello, i'm not delicate, you can definitely lean on my arm. you can even sit on my lap. it's okay, humans aren't fragile you can touch them

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

i can't say "movie" at home anymore or one of my dolls tries to microwave a huge batch of popcorn and waits on the couch until we watch a movie together

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@sparepartsdoll

5 months

Broooo what if you were a tiny little toy doll and some big fella made you some cute ass elaborate dresses brooooo *turning the joint passed to me around, it's marked traumaweed* Dude I'm not smoking that

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@sparepartsdoll

2 months

stop using anti animism language you aren't "turning off your pc" you're "letting it rest". start saying thank you to your car, etc

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

can you pass me the oil...? hello? i said pass me the oil *girl holding the bottle in her hand dissociating while reading the words "rapeseed oil"* I think I hauve covid

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

MISS: holy fuck i cannot work this week i think we only have $32 for food. thank god you run off clockwork i can't even fucking imagine having to feed you too DOLL *not looking up from phone*: yes miss MISS: i'm going to kill myself tomorrow

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

"please,,, sis i get so horny when i smoke weed" "i gave you a joint full of grass clippings and oregano." "..." "..." "can we fuck anyway"

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

i go "hawa" when i get embarassed and then they spin around me really fast

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

big sis that walks in on you masturbating and just sits there fully clothed saying "well, go on then"

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

don't you just want to feel the ridges on someone's teeth, the intimacy and kindess of someone holding their jaw open for you while you slowly run the tip of your finger over the rough crests and valleys on their teeth, it feels so primal and raw and close to nature

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

do you have an "uweh" or an "uwaa" puppy girl (you can test by hitting them over the head gently with your closed fist)

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

it is frustrating but adorable watching it test the limits of a person. so gently, so slowly, it's okay, sit, i will hold you up, you're being so silly.

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@sparepartsdoll

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

i think i'm turning into a lesbian the way i think girls should be a little rougher, a little more unkempt, look, i yearn for girls to remake themselves in the image of not having an image, does that make sense? i wanna see them how they are without the gaze's press on them

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

@LeroyMoment64 they are my babies

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

talking to older women means playing up how much of a zoomer i am and talking to younger women means playing up how much of a millenial i am

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

i honestly wrote these tweets as a self report, once again i am reminded my trauma is not unique, and that is fine. beautiful even. sorry you were hurt like me. but thank you too for being hurt like me. maybe it's selfish but i'd rather not be alone in it.

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

you can do whatever you want to your plushies you can do whatever you want to your shark you can do whatever you want nobody has to know they can't resist they can't fight back they're your little things

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

"just kidding i heard the whole thing, i love you too puppy~" "mmmmnx fiiine, arf~"

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

she hated it, she hated how nice and gentle her sister was to her when she had the collar on; she hated how soothing and how nice it felt to be pet and rubbed on her tummy. "maybe i could get used to this..." "what was that?" "nothing!" (oh no i didn't say that out loud did i)

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@sparepartsdoll

2 months

what if u were a little sister being lonely at the party watching ur sister have a crazy butch 4 butch makeout sesh but then she motioned you over to spoil their lil tiny sis thoughts?

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

target in sight. target is a little girlthing. a precious object. a pattable item. a cutie creature. approaching target now. target is flustered. target is adorable like that. beginning to chase target.

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

"look, your car still doesn't work right" "you're actually- you're actually trying to bribe me right now for the puppygirl play" "i'll get jax, i'll have it give you a mate's rate" "...at least half off" "fuckin' deal" "alright so hurry up, get it on me then."

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@sparepartsdoll

2 months

yippee!!!

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

they call me needle the way i get passed around when drugs are involved

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

daily big sister affirmations: - I am irreplaceable, - I am grateful for the blood that flows in my veins, - I will always have my sister(s), - I am hot as fuck, - Incest is good and so am I,

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

"are you really calling me sister already, i only just started hormones... it doesn't..." "oh shut up~ you're going to be okay sis, i know you love it, and besides, now you can do everything you've been fantasizing about, even~ before~ all~ of~ this~"

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

*seeing her with mangadex open on her second monitor and sensing her desire for a mean big sister in her life and immediately switching the register of my voice* "manga is fucking lame"

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

me: *trying to do my homework* gay little girl: >< miss watcha dooin *sits in your lap* me: my work gay little girl: *sits in seiza position on the floor* awawa imm a doll ^^ me: dude shut the fuck uo

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@sparepartsdoll

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

looks like you tripped one of your inscrutable and esoteric bpd triggers. now your mind swims with ideas of self harm and splitting. maybe you should get into bed and let me make you warm honeyed milk and pancakes with lemon juice and brown sugar ~ it'll be alright by daylight ~

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@sparepartsdoll

3 months

don't listen to your therapist, you have to save everyone on this planet personally it's absolutely your responsibility

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

hey sis i'm sad can i hit it

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

shhh be so so so quiet please, that is all i need you for, i didn't ask for you to justify your presence. you're loved anyway for the thing that you are, my little thing.

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

i hope i'm not just a puppy to you but also a little sister

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

one time i said movie on the phone to my boss before leaving for work and it was on the couch when i got back. i think it sat there the whole day

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

don't let anybody tell you that you cannot be a soft and small little thing who desires all the cliche love in the world, it's not all knives and blood and sucking a girl off with a gun to your head but that's cool too i guess

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

it's like being a "mecha pilot" in "real life" babe get your license

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

my little sister used to know a bit of magic, it was in her daisy chains, or crystal necklaces, in the tarot card readings she always insisted on doing for me, or glasses of moon water i'd see on the porch. and her readings were never that wrong

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

girls cannot live on tea and crumpets alone, they require uppies

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@sparepartsdoll

17 days

faggy boy navigates dense woods perfectly, shocks lesbian couple

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

for all the girls with bpd. she's just tired okay?

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

[misc conversation] "--bodycount" *doll perking up and walking over* "no, not like that" *looking sad, walking away*

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

can i have her wifi password *points to your disassembled girlfriend*

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

little sister who thinks her older sister that moved out is really cool but she actually has empty beer cans and takeout garbage in her room and older sister who still thinks of her little sister as an innocent little one despite her having done multiple hard drugs unknown to her

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

on transfeminine bodies as inherently sexual objects: as you come to grips with the idea of femininity there is no easing with the idea of being sexualized, it is thrust upon you all at once, your previous notions of the self destroyed by the rushing force of that broken dam

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

drugging you (fixing your sleep schedule like you asked)

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

there is nothing you can say with the word "sorry" that you can't better say with your body, little one ~

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

is this white girl's lockscreen a picture of her and her mother or her and her girlfriend

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@sparepartsdoll

6 months

i fix watches as a hobby in a small town in the middle of nowhere. i buy old broken mechanical watches, at one point worth precious thousands, but now only junk, except to me. they tick slowly, gently, they keep time about as well as a leaking bucket and yet, they're beautiful.

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

i am a plushie (cannot be removed from this bed without catastrophic consequences)

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

it's so hard 2 b asian and queer (specifically trans) at the same time. hang out with queer people, i must dismantle my coloured-ness and lean into my honorary whiteness. as for hanging out with asians, well they didn't really have a concept of queerness (when i still knew some)

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@sparepartsdoll

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

the "didn't get to bully anyone growing up" intrusive thought of wanting to just pull off a girls glasses and snap them in half

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

oh i'm sorry, would reading critical theory be easier if it was illustrated with dolls and witches?

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

@freaksister born to tell a newly transitioning girl "i can't wait to fondle your tiny pubescent tits" forced to say "congrats on finally getting on e"

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@sparepartsdoll

30 days

for april 1st the last few years (and this year) we've always decided to get back together. just for the day, just to get it all out for another day, fooling each other into thinking it could work, just for 24 hours. it's Great because i've never liked anyone as much as her

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

alright TOUGH GUY let's see YOU take a crack at rizzing up this trauma-doll

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

yes doll of course you can play *hands it a controller that is turned off*

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

she oil me up until i'm ready for her

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

every trans girl is one incident of you showing them a tweet on your phone away from incest poisoned petplay freaks

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

my girlfriend just killed me during breathplay because i replaced the water in her hydraulics with actual hydraulic fluid. yeah. tweeting this from heaven. yeah all transgirls go to heaven.

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

i've seen your tweets you degenerate!! is this what you want from me, hold on what's this one, "older sister that feeds me her stash of alcohol with her mouth" oh my god haha wait hold let me find my whiskey

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

"real sister don't say sis" i'm sorry for being born alone

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

ahh girl you can't hide your sense of being a freakish monster and your lack of ability to navigate intimate situations from me, come here bitch gimme a hug

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@sparepartsdoll

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

BATEMAN (choking with anxiety): Very nice. Let's see Paul Allen's doll. BATEMAN (V.O.): Look at that subtle anti-radiation coating, the micronized fingertip single-fire rounds. Oh my God, it even has quick deattach hair. CARRUTHERS: Is something wrong?

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@sparepartsdoll

5 months

transgirls estimating their sexual prowress appear to suffer greatly from the dunning-kruger effect to hilarious effect

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

you're a useless pile of scrap, but the sentiments of your parts, this porcelain and chipped china, exposed joints and wiring, it is endearing to me. and i'll hold you here a little longer with electrical tape and solder and i'll at least grant you last sentiments and a hot meal.

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

idly slowly pulling apart the doll in my lap because i'm zoning out and need to stim

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@sparepartsdoll

20 days

normalizing being a little annoying and frustrating to girls you like

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@sparepartsdoll

1 month

alienated weirdgirl alliance; explaining is an act that been wrung out of me. i need to skip bases one through three. i need to be on your bed;

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@sparepartsdoll

12 days

changing my steam name to "i'm mad at you" and opening and closing balatro 46 times

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

used my magic witch powers to see into all quantum branches and you're a siscon in all of them

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

"can this one play the numbers game on your phone again" "the wha-what?" "the one with the bird on it :)" "do you mean twitter??" "yeah, this one always gets such better numbers than you miss"

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@sparepartsdoll

17 days

don't get involved with her she's in a timeloop

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@sparepartsdoll

2 years

CRINGE ANGEL with her FAIL HALO

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

my whole city is flooding... have kinky gunplay petplay cnc sex... my final message .....

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

girlfriend that overwrites your favourite memories to have her in them

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@sparepartsdoll

7 days

just invented a new kind of girl i think you guys might like: so imagine a girl who intentionally dates girls who are against drugs and to their dubious consent, shotguns them weed vape style

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

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@sparepartsdoll

7 months

beautiful girlfriend wifesister

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

i wish i had a little sister to take out and buy her bubble tea after school and she could be like "this is so good!!" and i'd be like "it sure is ~ aren't you happy i'm so nice to you" and she'd say "yea!" and then i'd drive her home and

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@sparepartsdoll

8 months

if i were a psychologist i would simply ask "who do you want to rape" and then construct a full personality matrix of my patient pretty much immediately

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

doll hearing her gamer witch say in call to her friend in a 1v1 "did you fucking miss me??" and sheepishly walking up to its witch and saying "yes this one did :("

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@sparepartsdoll

2 months

the undergrad stem girls yearn for the older messed up drug addict unemployable liberal arts baddie

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

transfemme brain worm selection: i want to [rape/be raped] [the/by] [older girls/younger girls/twinks/sisters/puppygirls/eldritch beings] and it would be fun to [leash them/hold them at gunpoint/carve patterns out with a knife in their skin]

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

it is waking up to freshly cooked rice and frying spam and eggs on the stovetop. it is her piling your laundry in front of your room. it is her paying a little more rent than you. it is her waking you up so you do not miss morning classes at university.

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

you can be fixed ~

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@sparepartsdoll

1 year

close to occultism, to forces of nature, to machines, demons, gods, angels, things. because when refused the existence that is normally afforded it is easier to contextualize it all in some greater occultism, a fabric of mysticism that envelops your existence.

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