@AdequateEmily
"i mean if i could've chosen at birth i would've chosen being a girl but i guess i'm okay with being a guy. it's not like i have a choice or anything 🤷♂️" is an actual thing i told myself. god i was the world's densest 16 year old
jesus, finding out that the person who lit themselves on fire's twitch acc was named LillyAnarKitty makes it so much sadder. I hope that they've found peace 💔
@CatgirlAnarcho
does the middle bit include 5 years of dysphoria related disassociation and memory loss before learning you're trans and then transitioning
me last night: hopefully i'll wake up with 400 followers, doubt its gonna get much higher than that
guess i got proven wrong
fr tho holy shit, thank y'all so much for following!!! probably gonna resume regular posting today for the most part :3
this thread is the realest fucking thing i've ever heard, so much telling myself "everyone thinks/feels this way" or "im okay with being a boy i guess" while wearing sweatshirts in the summer and cringing any time someone called me a man.
Part of the reason it takes many trans people a long time to realise we're trans is that ... it doesn't necessarily feel basically gendered. You work that out over time depending on how many clues you get. But it's this howling, formless dissonance you'd do anything to stop.
god im such a lesbian, i cant stop thinking about getting an apartment with nat. i even looked at apartments in the area of pittsburgh i wanna live in yesterday