my grandma died yesterday. i cried a little bit but it’s not the saddest thing. she was 90 and in a lot of pain. she wanted to go. i’m mostly sad bc my mom is sad. and bc if it was my mom, i’d be really fucking sad. death is confusing. life is confusing. idk wtf i’m doing.
ohio governor mike dewine has banned gatherings of over 100 people, but this does not include religious gatherings so today i became an ordained minister — please join me for service in cincinnati and columbus next week
everybody so fucking mean these days man i go to the grocery store somebody mad at the cashier i go to the bank somebody mad at the teller everybody driving is mad everybody on the phone is mad wtf can we all take a deep breath and stop being so fucking mad about everything
i know i’ve said it 100 times but u can play my last 2 albums on twitch and make your money streaming and u won’t get a copyright strike — tag your favorite gamers
Twitch gets little sympathy for the current DMCA disaster, but the RIAA (record labels) sees streamers as renegade law breakers making bank from listening to music while people play games for 10 hours. it's just so disconnected from reality
bro i would be LYING if i told u i wasn’t a trainwreck right now. so many thoughts and emotions. so much time and energy. so many voices in my head. i want to laugh and cry at the same time. i want to be alone and be w everyone at the same time. i’m a mess.
guy from australia hit me about his merch not being shipped yet. told him i ship it myself and i was in ohio for 10 days bc my grandma died. he said he’d rather have a refund. i hit refund so mf quick. i don’t care about this money man i care about people who care about me.
so much love to everybody that supports me — hit some lows and didn’t drop music for 7 months and the numbers just kept growing bc you guys are out here spreading the word no label no budget just good people thank you i love you
white people using the “riots are bad” defense — u don’t get to tell black people how they should respond to their friends and family getting killed by police. u couldn’t possibly understand the emotional response it would trigger bc u don’t share the same experience. shut up.
just spent all my money on new recording equipment and it sucks to be broke again but this is the first time i’ve had the money to buy that stuff so thank u for streaming my shit and buying my merch i hope u know your money goes back into the music
my parents are visiting and i got lunch w them and this dude waited til we were leaving to ask for a picture bc he didn’t wanna interrupt and i know that’s not a grand gesture but holy shit i appreciate polite and considerate people i hope all my supporters are like that
saturday in columbus the police made ZERO arrests when a bunch of white college kids (adults) were literally rioting
today in columbus the police shot and killed a 15-year-old black girl
1000 white kids destroy a street in Columbus, flip 7 cars - cops refuse to show up saying “They’ll come down when it's safe for them”. These the same cops using tear gas & force against BLM protesters? Hmm.
breonna taylor is dead, and there is not a single narrative that warrants her death. no matter whose story u choose to believe, she did not deserve to die. so someone should be held accountable, and it should be the cops who fucking killed her.
i have a song on my album about being on the edge of a psychotic break and possibly becoming a homicidal maniac but then a few songs later i’m having sex w someone’s mom and dad so this project really has something for everyone especially christians
i wanna drop this new song but it’s like a love song / breakup song and lately i’ve been droppin songs about having sex w your dad so it’s kind of a hard pivot you know?
i’ve been struggling — i’m not looking for anybody to hype me up i know i’ll be fine i love you and appreciate you i just think it’s important to be honest about my shitty headspace so other people in a shitty headspace know they’re not the only one in a shitty headspace
thanks to my 1.2 billion spotify listeners that streamed my shit 167 trillion times from 7 different planets i am very popular and now everyone knows!!
i write / record / mix all my shit and some people still wanna compare me to rappers w an inbox full of hooks and a studio full of mfs coming up w ideas lol you comparing me to a music factory