Christian, ex Blue Peter presenter, podcaster, author, President of Blood Cancer UK & now Soccer Saturday host. Enquiries: jayne.jackson
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Today I am crushed with indescribable pain. Just three days after falling ill with Acute Myloid Leukaemia, my dear wife Gemma passed away yesterday evening surrounded by her family and friends. If you are a prayer - pray for my boy Ethan. 8yrs, precious and in bits. Thank you.
If my son was locked inside a hall of residence at university and was struggling mentally like so many are - Iโd get in my car and go and get him immediately. And if anyone stopped me Iโd tell them Iโm invoking the Cummings amendment. What an utter shambles.
When my wife died very suddenly two years ago, the one manager who took the time to write personally to me was Mauricio Pochettino and it was a heart felt letter. Class manager even better man.
Two weeks on since she went. I have only been able to read a fraction of the incredible outpouring of love and support for us on here in the painful days that followed. One day, with my boy, we will read them. For now, all I can say from the depths of my heart, is thank you. โค๏ธ
Dear
@BorisJohnson
If youโre prepared to jeopardise the education and emotional well-being of an entire generation of children for the greater good, why the hell are you still allowing people to travel into the
#UK
from all corners of the globe? (Heathrow arrivals this morning).
So tomorrow is an important day for me personally. Three years ago I went through something very traumatic & life changing. I wasnโt sure I could ever do this again. But tomorrow Iโm incredibly happy to be back and doing some games for
@primevideosport
over the next month.
A time for each other. A time for holding that person you cherish that bit closer. A time to say I love you that bit more intensely. A time to eat drink and be brilliantly merry. I will remember those times with my wife Gemma tomorrow & miss her so very much. Happy Christmas xx
The way my boy is coping with the loss of his Mum continues to inspire me and fill me with hope. He wrote this yesterday without prompting and without help.
#grief
#lightindarkness
A few less than kind messages about a mistake over the Chelsea keepers first name. Genuine mistake - sorry. It happens and if people knew the battle with anxiety I am going through at the moment just to do the job I love maybe they wouldnโt be so unpleasant. Just trying my best.
Another Friday. Another week gone. Another week further away from the last time we saw her. Every week I feel a bit stronger, but each week I miss her more.
Eight weeks ago I lost the love of my life. Gemma was everything - my soul mate, my rock, the wind beneath my wings and a beautiful mum. The pain of life without her is at times too much to bear but out of this heartbreak the light will shine again. Life is so precious. God Bless
Ethanโs school rang me today to say he was quite upset. They said he had expressed his sadness through a picture. This is the picture he brought home.
#teamthomas
What a day. For a long time after losing Gemma I struggled to really engage with football. Thank you
@norwichcityfc
for helping me fall back in love with the beautiful game. We.Are.Premier.League. ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
#OTBC
God Bless you Dad. You touched so many lives, but most of all mine and my precious familyโs. I couldnโt have asked for a better dad. Love you old boy.16/12/41-29/05/20.
Yesterday was a very emotional and wobbly day. I have been overwhelmed by the love and support for me on here and beyond. I am so very very blessed to be surrounded by so many who care. Thank you.
I know some will think I'm oversharing, that a pain so personal should be left private. All I can say is that I do it because it helps me to get my head round what on earth has just happened. I promise I will get through this.
#lightinthedarkness
Back home after a couple of weeks away. Promised the boy that when he went back his room Iโd go back to ours. So tonight is the first time since the night she went. Another massively unwanted first.
Absolutely not. If they relax it for Prince Philipโs funeral then relax it for everybody. We had hardly anyone at my Dadโs funeral & a lot of people have had even less - itโs a very tough pill to swallow. Whatever the lineage, no life is more important than the next.
Should we relax the 30-people limit for Prince Philip's funeral?
Around 800 people were expected to be on the invite list, but government guidelines mean that his funeral will be restricted to 30 attendees. Given he was our monarch's husband, should we make an exception?
Not everything in life works out quite as you planned, including your baby girl being born yesterday, eight weeks premature.
Thank you so much
@NHSuk
and thank you
#stokemandeville
hospital for being absolutely wonderful. Long road ahead but sheโs in the best hands.
When I went through serious mental health problems back in the autumn of 2017 and had to come off work . . . . . . one of the first people to ring me and see how I was doing was Graeme Souness.
Hell of a player & pundit who wasnโt afraid to speak his mind & someone who cared.
I think, being totally honest that Iโve over shared on here recently. But I want to say thank you for so many touching messages & people who gave to the charity in my wifeโs memory. Now itโs time for home and to get my boy ready for a new term and the challenges ahead. God Bless.
Dear
@duncancbaker
You are MP for North Norfolk and my home town of
#Cromer
I remember growing up and swimming in a sea that was at times awash with
#rawsewage
For so many years the water has been beautiful. Why in October did YOU vote to allow
#watercompanies
to do it again?
The news of Lee Collins death was shocking, how he died is so very sadly less so. Too many men are suffering in silence. Too many afraid to whisper those vulnerable words โIโm not ok.โ As someone who came close to doing the same, Iโm gutted for Lee & his family.
#timeforchange
The tree weโve planted in memory of Gemma lit up ahead of our party to celebrate her life and what would have been her 41st birthday this weekend.
#lightindarkness
To those who saw my Tweet about the man on the M1 bridge ten days ago hereโs something rather amazing. I heard from him earlier this week.
To all those who made the call that day; youโve made a massive difference to this man & his family.
#MentalHealthMatters
So a booze up at No.10 on 20 May, 2020. The same day we were worried and fear filled, waiting at home to hear if we could go into hospital to see my Dad who was nearing the end of his life. Nine days later he was gone. Cannot express how much I despise this government.
EXCL: Email obtained by
@itvnews
proves over 100 staff were invited to drinks party in No 10 garden at height of lockdown to โmake the most of the lovely weatherโ.
Weโre told PM and his wife attended, with staff invited to โbring your own booze!โ
I long for the day I wake up and the tears donโt flow. Grief is a cruel bedfellow but I know one day, Iโll wake with a smile and give thanks for those days that were ultimately so short yet so special. Have a blessed day.
My first
#30daychallenge
for
@bloodwise_uk
is to post a photo that will get 1000 Twitter likes. This is the photo me and my boy take every year. Same pose. Different place and the boy edging closer to overtaking his old man!! Please help me complete my first challenge. ๐๐๐
Chaps - Happy Fathers Day. Keep doing the most important job in the world with grace, love & humour. But my heart goes out to those for whom today is a tough tough day, a reminder of the dad youโve lost and miss beyond words. I hope amidst that pain you can smile as you remember.
Not a single question yet as to why
#Bojo
took so long to close the border to India. Not a single question on his
#G7
BBQ knees up in Cornwall. What a total joke. Zero accountability. This isn't the
#indian
or
#delta
variant - it's the
@BorisJohnson
variant. End of.
This was my wife Gemma celebrating her 40th birthday in July 2017. Just four months later Acute Myeloid Leukaemia stole her life and robbed my boy of his mother. Cancer is evil. It still destroys far too many lives. Thank you to
@bloodwise_uk
for all you do.
#WorldCancerDay
Wishing Ray Wilkins the very very best and pray he pulls through. Ray was one of the first people to pick up the phone after Gemma died. A true gentleman.
They weren't able to save my wife in November but my goodness they did everything to keep her with us. I will never forget how they looked after Gemma and our family. Happy Birthday
@NHSEngland
#NHS70
A guy called Dan Ritchie & his family, who I havenโt even met, saw my
#snacknotes
for Ethan that I do each day and felt I needed some too, to encourage me to keep going when I feel like giving up. So heโs written one for every single day of 2018. That is
#lightinthedarkness
Will never ever feel right being just the two of us, but Iโm thankful that out of the many blessings of my twelve years married to Gemma, came the biggest of all - my boy.
#bestfriends
#proud
Wish more than anything that I was getting ready for my first game of the
@premierleague
season because that would mean nothing had changed, but everything has. Good luck to the
@SkySportsPL
team for the new season. Iโll be watching. ๐
My phoneโs โon this dayโ feature just reminded me of this picture from this day a year ago. Gemma a picture of happiness as we and my family spent a lovely week together in Portugal as part of her 40th birthday celebrations. Six months later she was dead.
#LoveLifeLiveLife
Today is a personal milestone - one year of
#sobriety
After years of a destructive relationship with
#alcohol
a year ago I decided enough was enough.
I havenโt now become some anti booze campaigner; but for me its been the best decision Iโve ever made. Its been liberating.
So quick in the end and so so tragic. Another beautiful life cut cruelly short by the bastard that is cancer. Steve & Freddie your wife & mum was a truly remarkable woman. Courageous. compassionate & so strong. My thoughts & prayers are with you both. God Bless.
Our beautiful, courageous Rachael died peacefully this morning surrounded by her close family. We are crushed but she would want me to thank everyone who took an interest in her story or sent messages of support. Youโll never know how much they meant to her. Steve and Freddie xxx
Three times my wife Gemma went to the doctor in six days and three times she was sent home and told to rest. Four days after her final visit to her GP she was dead. We have to help and train our GP's and to detect
#bloodcancer
earlier.
@bloodwise_uk
is doing this.
#hiddencancer
The
@APPGBloodCancer
MPsโ report on blood cancer has just launched! Blood cancer is the UKโs 3rd biggest cancer killer, claiming more lives each year than breast or prostate cancer. Read our full response to this important development >>>
#hiddencancer
Busy week done. Three games. Always cold but always fun. Loved it. Such a privilege to be asked to do this by
@primevideosport
and so good to be able to finally put to bed the doubts and worries of the last three years.
Great to see
@rioferdy5
winning a
#BAFTA
for his brilliant doco
#beingmumanddad
So powerful seeing guys in particular opening up about grief and showing itโs ok to be vulnerable. ๐๐
You take so much of life for granted. Iโve walked past our front windows hundreds of times coming home and seen Gemmaโs smiling face looking out at me. Iโd give anything to see that face again.
Very proud to say that the book I spent 6 months writing is out on June 13. It's not an A-Z on how you do grief, it's the story of a wife & mother who had her life cut cruelly short by cancer & how my boy went to hell & back & found life & hope again.
Matt Hancock, 15/05/20 - โYou can meet 1 other person from outside your household in an outdoor, public place. But please keep 2 metres apart.
This weekend, with the good weatherโฆdonโt take risks.โ One month later we buried my Dad with hardly anyone there. Beyond contempt.
Iโve never โwallowedโ in my grief. Would never want to. Every day is painful, sometimes very very painful, but every day I get up, get on and embrace life with the boy I love beyond measure. Enjoy the ๐
For goodness sake
@TheSun
If youโre going to write stuff about me at least get it right. Becky Coman is my sister and is very much alive and kicking. The clue is in the surname! My late wife was called Gemma.
Grief is a bloody lonely path to tread. Whilst your family & friends are there to cheer you on, pick you up when you fall, they canโt walk in your shoes. To to do that theyโd need to have experienced losing a loved one young. Thatโs something I hope & pray they never experience.
On
#IWD2018
we miss this wonderful woman so much. Kind, patient, compassionate, loving and a wonderful mum. A woman who stood in the breach for those around her who were less fortunate than her and needed help. The hole sheโs left in our lives is immeasurable.
Some will no doubt breathe a sigh of relief that itโs all over; but I suspect many will be feeling a profound sense of emptiness this evening. Death is the ultimate full stop; but itโs not until the funeral comes and goes that the reality of that full stop really bites.
The bad news - the boy is ill and last night was crying his eyes out wanting his mummy back. Itโs the most heartbreaking thing to have to see. The good news is
#Paddington2
is now available on
#sky