I have no words...
@NiceWigg
& scissors bought me a streaming pc for my birthday. Bro. I literally don't know what to say. I love you guys. Holy shit... I legit am just staring at my phone trying to write this. This is unreal. Thank you so much.
Bro... I've made 7 fucking finals and never got a chance to actually frag... I wake up this morning and legit balled my eyes out over father's day. My father died from cancer not that long ago... and I just couldn't handle it this morning. Couldn't hit a shot from warmup...
I have been hard grinding Valorant but honestly I just don't have the passion for Valorant that I have for Apex. I'm gonna go back to focusing on Apex full time. I'm a F/A. Played every role competitively. Been in Finals for all 4 OTs. 29th in Poland. RT's would be appreciated.
Just went through
@NiceWigg
's casting vod and that dude had me grinning like an idiot the whole time. One of the best decisions
@PlayApex
could have made. My man is hyped as hell, has good insight, and is genuinely hilarious.
I literally was just saying how funny it would be if TSM pops off today after all the "TSM is washed" memes earlier LOL. Just the fuel they needed. Grats guys!
@ImperialHal
@TSM_Reps
@Verhulst
. You guys are actually nuts!
and my team turned my fucking mental around and we got confident and slayed. Thank you for everyone who's always so kind to me and supports me through my journey. Only up from here man. Can't ask for a better team
@NiceWigg
@bowswer
I actually was feeling really down today and was heavily debating not streaming. Literally started my stream and instantly got hosted by
@ShivFPS
. Actually hard turned the vibes around. You're insane man thanks a ton, you made my day!
Bro we started with 6200 followers and 199 subs... and we streamed for like 30 minutes. I literally can't function right now. I love you guys so much. I'm sorry if I haven't responded to everyone... I'm overwhelmed by the support right now. I literally can't handle this.
The actual video
@PlayApex
did with me that aired during the SC OT
#2
tourney. Now that it's not a timestamp of a vod I figured I'd repost. So grateful that you guys took the time to interview with me! (Repost to contain slightly more video but still not all of it LOL)
Today is the anniversary of my father's lost fight with cancer. I loved my father deeply and only wished we had more time together... But remember that time with your loved ones will never be yours to lose. You can not lose what you never had. The future has no certainties.
Hey guys. I'm sorry but I won't be doing the Mental health stream tonight after all. I really wanted to keep it up but I'm actually in a lot of abdominal pain. Its been getting worse over the last week and it's becoming overwhelming so I'm heading to the hospital now.
We almost had it today but just wasn't quite there. Super proud of my team though. We won 2 games today with a 2nd place finish in another all from dome. GGs to the boys
@fpsvein
@scuwry
@Onmuu_
! You guys slayed today!
Shit will always boggle my mind when chats take sides during team discussions. We're not against each other when trying to figure out what we need to improve on. We're a team trying to solve a problem together. Who are you fighting exactly?
Got so many subs today, a stupid amount of new followers, and so much love... And then finished the night with a tomahawk steak 😩. Thank you guys for always being so supportive and amazing! I fucking love you guys!
We were at 199 subs not even 2 days ago. Bro the support is unreal. I love you guys so much... thanks for the amazing stream today guys! I can't wait to see you all tomorrow!
My pup Memphis passed away last night after a long battle with his health. I just want to take a second to share him with you guys as I feel incredibly lucky to have had him in my life. He had been glued to my hip for over a decade, I adored him, and he will be sorely missed.
We were in a strong position for 1st and choked 2 games. Unfortunate. Super happy with our performance overall though! Especially as a new team and playing a new comp this week! See you guys in the playoffs!!
I'm planning to start a mental health stream day for open discussion about emotional/mental struggles. I want to create a safe place to discuss traumas/hardships/self-deprecating mindsets and attempt to help people reach a better mental space and deal with their daily struggles.
If I've come off as aggravated or short tempered the last week or two at any point I apologize. It takes me a minute to recognize it every year but I struggle a lot come the holiday season. I lost my entire family during the holiday months and it seems like my emotions get really
Got nothing but love for the boys and really appreciated my time at 100T. In the end we didn't get the performance we wanted but I still value my time spent with the guys. I hope everyone finds a good home and look forward to seeing their future success!
Today we say farewell to triple MnK,
@Onmuu_
@scuwry
@Vaxlon
& Coach
@SickksT9
Thank you for your nonstop dedication and contributions to 100 Thieves Apex.
Actually insane. The support has been unreal lately. I honestly expected the support to die down after the tourney, but it has kept rising. I love you guys, this is absolutely nuts to me. Thank you so much!
I just realized that this month marks a whole year that I've survived on only twitch income. I quit my job a year ago to be full time on Apex. Shit blows my mind that I have a community that cares about my success enough that I'm not homeless LOL. Thank you guys so fucking much.
One of the kindest hearts of any human being I've ever met. I didn't get to spend much time with you before you passed, but I'll never forget the impact you had on me as a person. I loved you with all of my heart. Happy father's day, dad.
Decided to go back on the LFT grind. I'm looking for a team to hard grind with and actually build consistency. I've made finals for nearly everything while IGLing from wraith/path/gib/watt/crypto. Happy to just frag or IGL and can fill any role. RTs appreciated.
Went from doing EU & NA scrims every single day to literally 0 practice and just waiting for tournaments to get the only practice we can get. This isn't it. It's been unreal to me that this has gone on as long as it has. This cripples T1 and T2 competitive growth.
When is apex legends going to properly support the tier 1 scrimmaging scene? Why is it we have to wait for a third party to host GOOD scrims for us? Why can’t we just have fucking customs man why do random people get to sit in custom lobbies 24/7 and no teams or players get
Okay but can we talk about the fact that a lot of these fan made skins are literally better than any existing skins currently? Can we draw some inspiration or something 😭.
I hate losing but damn I'm gonna say it again. Playing in
@UMGGaming
's arena tourney is so fun because there are no wall hack characters allowed. If only ALGS would also ban this crap so we can have more interesting gameplay without having to balance away from casual characters.
I really want to try and play ranked more. I've always had a solo grind mentality when I'm not grinding with a team and I've just kind of kept my head down and been anti-social. I'm gonna try to reach out more and stop being an introverted piece of shit.
Thank you so much for sharing your community with me
@NiceWigg
you are literally the best! It was a blast listening to you guys cast the tournament! I legit have no idea what the ALGS would do without you guys. I super regret not coming and seeing everyone but next time for sure!
It took us a year to hit 1k followers on twitter and we doubled that in 2 days. That's crazy. Love you guys, thanks for making another stream day amazing! Thanks again
@Calamiti_
for the fat raid, you're the 🐐!
Bro Rina played a bunch of solo queue ranked today. She is talking about bow in her sleep. She's over here asking about bow ammo LOL. She's traumatized after 1 day.
@PlayApex
help.
Low key the arena tourney was a lot of fun. Apex is definitely much better as a BR but it was a nice change of pace. Unfortunately we just played the last set bad.
@G2esports
are animals and if you fuck up you die. Grats to the boys!
@hxrdecki
Brother you are one of the best players to have touched this game. I'm sorry you haven't found the success you deserve but don't lose belief in yourself. You are incredibly talented.
Welp. We were sitting really strong on points and then died on rotate the last 3 games unfortunately. We at least made 10th and don't have to qual next week. Plus one of my viewers donated me the money to buy a 2nd pc... Which is fucking insane. So double pc stream inc 😭😭
I was just going through all the kind things people in my community have sent me for birthdays/accomplishments/or just general support and it honestly blows my mind. I ran away from home at 14, spent most of my life without any kind of support system, and honestly just wanted
Actually just an insane performance from
@Phonyhead
@lewdaa_
@Caprah_
. Is this the first NA team to ever win a match point finals as the only match point team? That was actually wild to watch. GGs guys!
I was originally looking forward to taking a break from
@PlayApex
for a week or two after champs but honestly now that it's over... I'm more motivated than ever. We need LANs back ASAP.
First day that I've streamed Apex for over 12 hours in a hot minute. Actually had a ton of fun today! Thanks for the fat raids earlier in the day
@ReptarRB
&
@snowxred
and then the man himself
@TSM_ImperialHal
later in the night. You guys are amazing!
Regardless of how today goes, I'm so incredibly happy to be here. A couple of years ago I was struggling to find purpose after losing both my brothers and my father and being rendered unable to box. I had no competitive outlet and I was faced with the most difficult challenge of
Got to enjoy the early screening of
@SuicideSquadWB
at the
@IMAX
theater in Atlanta with some local content creators/competitors. Also got to sport the new
@GhostGaming
clothes 👀.
I've never understood putting people down. You often disregard hateful shit as just miserable people trying to feel better about themselves... but I've legit been homeless and felt like my life was over and still wasn't inspired to be a douche bag. I don't get it.
I haven't been myself in over 6 months. My mental has been struggling and I just don't have the self-esteem/confidence I usually have. I'm kind of glad this pro league split is concluding. I need to take some time to rebuild myself. I've neglected it for too long and its obvious.
me and
@turnzz
are gonna be looking for a new 3rd for upcoming tournaments. Willing to consider all roles, just looking for an aggro confident fragger.
Also I hadn't posted my picture yet because I'm stupid. But thank you so much
@Respawn
@EA
this is actually so awesome! Pathfinder is my favorite legend and I spent most of my life competing in boxing. This is literally the perfect gift! Gonna build a display for stream!
Ranked arenas went from sounding fun to absolutely ass with Seer. Heartbeat sensor is capable of just tracking all 3 players 100% of the time. Good bye flanking 😔.
Couldn't sleep last night and ended up getting 1 hour of sleep before the day long tourney. We finished strong though.
@NiceWigg
@bowswer
Couldn't ask for better teammates. Love you guys, let's keep the momentum going tomorrow. GGs everyone who competed today!
Happy birthday to one of the kindest people I have met in the Apex scene! Love you brother
@NiceWigg
Hope today is awesome for you homie, you deserve it!
So many positive things are all hitting at the same time. Its crazy to think how tough things were a week ago. I love you guys. I actually slept last night so I'll be live by 4:30 EST testing out the new patch in pubs/ranked. I'll update here when we start stream.