Hey! This 58yo fat black girl who flunked out of college at age 17, went back at 32 just earned tenure and promotion! The ancestors know what gratitude is in my heart (Mom, you betta be smiling). Thanks to mentors & brilliant colleagues, friends & family for getting me here.
I have a “ shit happens” clause in my syllabi. You invoke the clause on one assignment and get a 3-day extension. No explanation required. It cuts down on the need to lie or divulge personal business.
#twitterstorians
I lost my mom a bit over a month ago. I have been thinking of her so much. Then this arrived today. I hope she would be proud of this moment (and of me). I present: my book cover.
36 when I graduated undergrad
48 when I finished grad school
49 when I got my first TT job
58 when I earned tenure
58 when I published my book
60 when I earned tenure again
6? when my second book publishes
Fuck the haters.
I was 36 when I finished grad school.
37 when I got the job at Rhodes.
39 when I got on the tenure track.
43 when the book got published.
44 when I earned tenure.
Just putting this out here for the young heads on this journey worried about trajectory.
@JLoCharts
@JLo
@MarcAnthony
She’s talking to the father of her children. This isn’t that complicated. Dang, folks, just say you don’t like and move on.
It is with incredible gratefulness that I can FINALLY announce that I have accepted the College of Arts & Sciences Endowed Professorship & a position as associate professor in the History Dept (affiliated with Dept of Africana & American Studies) at the University at Buffalo!
Got him 3 mos after mom died. When I cried, he sat in the crook of my neck. He looked disappointed in us every bloody day & loved us without reserve. Rescue said he was 9 but really about 12 (I loved on him with my whole heart for 3 years). Mortimer, you were the best dog ever.
I’m incredibly proud and relieved. And, for the record, tenure was just as stressful the second time around. I hope
@UBuffalo
likes me because I’m never leaving. Like, ever.
Black doctors found illnesses that white doctors didn’t even bother to look for. And a Black dentist found mercury from 2 bad fillings seeping into my system yesterday.
In European history grad class stating our interests. I state mine. Guy after me stares at me, smirks and says “ I myself don’t study race because I actually study Europe.”
#BlackintheIvory
What I believe on this day: friends keep me sane. Gut busting laughter is everything. Self care is mandatory. Missing my mom never fades. Healing might just be possible. What I know: I’m enough. This is what 60 (!!) looks like! On y va!
Gentle Reminder: the
#Harvard
debacle is not only a colossal shit show but incredibly triggering on so many levels. It’s okay not to steep yourself in it like a teabag.
#PTSD
#SelfCare
I’m reading about the torture techniques used by the French against Black rebels during the Haitian Revolution (for my book) and, just, you know, send good thoughts my way today. I’m struggling.
@sheilakathleen
My mom died in January. My students saved me. Food, a sense of purpose, bad jokes; they just took over and willed me to keep going. Meals just appeared so did plants and booze and candy. They just rallied around me and loved me.
I watched the coup from the ER parking lot. Husband finally admitted after car accident this morning. Can’t see him. But doc said he’s resting. Bit overwrought right now.
I’m not crying, you’re crying!! Thanks to
@PrincetonUPress
@priyasnelson
@RadInstitute
and Chris Rogers for this incredible opportunity. Grateful doesn’t even begin to cover it. Look momma, I’m gonna be in a bookstore! 🥰
After being asked about Critical Race Theory, Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff General Mark Milley delivers an answer every American should watch.
Here’s me wearing my
@RadInstitute
t-shirt. Celebrating a moment of accomplishment and joy. Posting it again because hopefully it will perplex and annoy some sour academic who pulls the wings off of flies.
@awkward_duck
Flunked out of college at age 17, had about a thousand jobs including secretary, marketing at SFO hotels, temp jobs, and the stock exchange. Went back to college at 32. PhD at 58.
So what had happened was I’ve been bleeding most of the week. Bad last 2 days. 1st procedure didn’t fix it. Doc sent me to ER, and now, post emergency hysterectomy, and pain meds, I’m in bed eating applesauce and writing you people. Thanks for the good thoughts! I’m really ok!!
I have a “ shit happens” clause in my syllabi. You invoke the clause on one assignment and get a 3-day extension. No explanation required. It cuts down on the need to lie or divulge personal business.
#twitterstorians
I think if you agree to review a book (that we do as free service to the profession), the publisher should give you a physical copy if you ask for it. Imma die on that hill.
#Jeez
My power went out in the beginning of class and I got knocked off zoom. When I got back in the room? They'd chose a leader and WERE CONDUCTING DISCUSSION of the book. You can't have them, THEY ARE MINE!
#HistoryRocks
#SoDoHistoryStudents
News for folks who want to teach my book, Vénus Noire:
@UGAPress
has officially released a project page, lesson plans, & teaching guide!
Thanks to
@brennen_hauser
for spending his summer creating this masterpiece. Check it out, it's gorgeous:
I found my high school senior picture. At the time, I thought I was grossly fat. I was a size 14, FFS. I would kill to be that size again. So to this youngster, who still had her edges, I officially apologize. You looked great!
Guess my Race & Royalty course will be relevant after all? I wish any of this was shocking. When Emma Thynn become Britain's first black marchioness, her future MIL asked her son: “Are you sure about what you’re doing to 400 years of bloodline?”
#HarryandMeghan
Super happy to officially announce that I'll be a Distinguished Visiting Scholar with the College of Arts & Sciences for the 2022-2023 academic year at University at Buffalo (History Department)! I get the year to write my book on Suzanne Simone Baptiste. So so so grateful!
@rgay
I tell my students that my undivided attention isn’t something you want. And a plagiarized paper will get you that. I It’s disrespectful period. But turning one in to you just boggles my mind. Like, seriously?!
Just had a medical moment (and a misdiagnosis) where I was dismissed by a white male doctor (as being sick bc of fatness) and then rediagnosed by a woman doctor of color who easily found a potentially devastating problem. I’m still livid about it. Folks don’t care if we die.
Affirmative action 🧵:
Yesterday I had to look up my endocrinologist’s office info to get a referral.
I happened upon the fact that she graduated Columbia 5 years after I did. Which meant I was part of the team that admitted her, a team that regularly acted affirmatively.
Took my longest walk post surgery (with permission of my doc) and got my nails done. 2500 steps in 29 degree weather. Yes, I am about to pass out. And very proud of myself. But totally gonna pass out.
I told my students I simply couldn't talk about violence against black bodies today in class as planned and they sent me sweet notes over Zoom and now I'm crying. Is this fucking day over yet?
Lord have mercy, writing samples and actual letters of rec should wait for the second round. It’s an unnecessary burden for applicants in the first round.
#rant
Since someone asked me, the only proper response to “oh my goodness, you’ve gained weight!” is “oh my God, you have too, but I wasn’t going to say anything because your body size has nothing to do with me and also that’s so rude! How are you otherwise?”
#HappyFriday
So, like, day after tomorrow, I’m officially an associate professor with tenure, and I woke up in my feelings about it. I am truly lifted up and surrounded by my ancestors and I’m so so grateful.
I’m wondering if
@RadInstitute
might notice if I just stay here forever? Like, I’m already on direct deposit and my office is hella decorated already. Maybe if nobody says anything? I mean, does this look like someone who needs to go home in May?!?
#squatter
A few years ago, I made a statement at a university event that if you died tomorrow, they'd have your replacement before you were buried; some admins lost their minds. I tell new hires to protect your health (and use myself as a prime example if you don't).
@DrFrankRoberts
Obligated? No. But if I can realease it earlier I will. It often allows students more time to get books cheaper than bookstore, and as a nervous student, it allowed me to map my semester out.
This isn’t even a humble brag; but I have written 70 pages since September (in the midst of the dumpster fire of the world). Sometimes you gotta print it out to see. I almost cried. They are shitty pages but pages nonetheless.
#TeamSuzanne
I got nothing left folks. Beyond exhausted. Frozen with fatigue, sadness, and anxiety. Cancelling classes tomorrow and Signing off for a few days. I’m fine; just need rest and silence. Peace.
Oh Harvard. FFS. I am just absolutely livid that President Gay is resigning. They were always going to come for the leader who’s a brilliant Black woman.
I walked into
@OldNavy
today and everything I saw was also in my plus size, in the same section as every other size. Dresses, leggings, jeans, workout gear. Everything. If you have ever been relegated to a rack in the corner (if that) you will understand how meaningful this is.