Thanks for all the birthday love!! I’m glad I got to celebrate with all of you on my stream. It was a lot of fun! The campaign will stay open (with incentives!) for a week or so. Feel free to share or donate!
You honor the memory of my babies Moose and Turtle by helping save…
This just in:
“Millennials aren’t making enough money to buy the houses they can’t afford for the families they can’t have because they’re spending too much on luxuries like rent to live somewhat close the job that doesn’t pay enough for the education they’re in debt for.”
Yesterday’s surgery was a horrible, traumatic experience. The anesthesia didn’t work so I was awake for the entire thing. I felt everything. I saw everything.
The part that messes me up the most was being intubated, trying to scream and choking on my own screams.
Video games are being used to train surgical students.
Video games train our pilots both in the armed forces and commercial airlines.
Video games are helping train officers to drcision-making in sensitive situations.
Video games are helping educate children.
I’m embarrassed to ever have to ask for help, but I’ve been in medical debt since I was 18, starting with my first bout with terminal cancer. I had no insurance, and it just piled up.
I’m embarrassed to ask for help, but if you feel inclined:
My hysterectomy, salpingectomy, 1 CT, 1 MRI, 1 ultrasound, cystoscopy and medications: $300,000+ in the US
7 ultrasounds, one CT, 2 hospital nights w/ pain meds, labs and one laparoscopic surgery to diagnose & Repair hysterectomy: $3,500 IN THE Netherlands.
Brb gonna vomit
I did it! It’s finally here! Today is my official launch day!
#NeratriteGaming
is now live! And with the launch of my channel comes my Patreon for the official re-launch of Drawesome Gaming! Big thanks to
@razer
for their support!
Who has one ovary left and is heading in to emergency surgery for ovarian torsion? This girl.
Who is openly hoping this will BE THE END OF IT?! THIS GIRL. Brbafk surgery. 😫
Cysts are not invited to my ovarian dance parties. The authorities have been called and the offending parties will be sacked.
Heading into my 4th surgery in 8 months. Words elude me.
I did a photo shoot today with
@KacyMeinecke
where my dreams of joining a boy band were realized. SO HAPPY with how these came out. I LAOOOO MY BBFFLLLZZZ KACY!
#androgyny
#pamlady
The mental and physical health of others should never be used for any individual gain.
If you have a voice and a platform, bring awareness; spread good.
Remind people that the world is real but that there is still so much to enjoy.
Make the best of it.
#LoveAlways
Surgery was a success!
Thanks to
@BJRimelMD
and her wonderful team at
@CedarsSinai
, we were able to save my remaining ovary and get rid of that pesky cyst.
The medical journey I’ve been on over the last year has been stressful, but I’m so grateful to have a doctor I trust. 💜
Surgery last night went GREAT and I am happy to report the mass was NOT cancerous!
But!
...it was ovarian torsion. My left ovary had become twisted and died inside me.
Downside: I have only 1 of 2 ovaries.
Upside: I can officially say I had a zombovary removed.
Good morning! Didn’t sleep very well, but Moosecat never left my side the entire night. He slept on my hand and when I cried he cozied up by my face so I could snuggle his tummy.
Moosecat’s been with me since the beginning of my battles.
Here’s to no more battles; wish me luck!
Use every day as an opportunity to be a better version of yourself.
Master a skill you’re passionate about. Learn to play the guitar. Draw every day.
Taking small steps will still take you on a lifelong journey. You’re never too old and it’s never too late.
#LoveAlways
Is it your uterus? No? Leave it the fuck alone.
You want to save children? Assess and evaluate our foster system. Donate resources to adoption centers. Put more money into education.
There’s so many things you can do for the children already here. Fuck.
In the grand scheme of things, it went well on paper. Pathology to follow, but everything looked good.
The doctor owned up to the mistake and I could tell he was sincere; people make mistakes... I understand this. It’s just...
It’s gonna to take a bit to get over this.
The results are in: my butt and tummy are cancer free!
Up next is my bladder biopsy. I’ve been having pain and complications so… fingers crossed there. 🤞
Thanks for all your positive vibes. I love you all so much 🥰
I lost followers on Instagram for this post. Am I upset? Absolutely not.
It’s fun to “consume” what is assumed as cis-gendered feminine bodies, until the veiled fantasy around my sexuality is shattered.
See you never, chodes. 💁🏻♀️
#pride
I would like to exchange one smile for good vibes of equal value.
On my way to the doctor to find out what’s been causing my abdominal pain.
Here’s to hoping my remaining ovary didn’t decide to have a dance party with an uninvited cyst.
Radiology staff know me by name. Nurses say I’m their favorite patient. Nutrition assistants know I love ice cream. Clinical partners know how to help my painful episodes. Heating pad on my belly & ice pack on my head for the tension headaches from crying.
But hey, no surgery. 💜
Sorry I’ve been MIA on socials. At the doctor right now trying to figure out what’s going on. Doctor says what I am experiencing is not normal so I’m being checked in to the hospital until we figure it out.
Keep sending your good vibes. You’re all the best. 💜
Video games are creating communities who bond through common interest and support eachother.
Video games improve hand-eye coordination and reflexes.
Video games provide an escape for th pain of our current, harsh reality.
Video games DO NOT cause gun violence.
“Why are you growing out your hair?”
To prepare for
#Bayonetta3
“Why did you color your hair black?”
To prepare for
#Bayonetta3
“Why are you working out so much?”
To prepare for
#Bayonetta3
My campaign is in full force.
#PamForBay3
I don’t think I’m allowed to post this on Instagram (or probably here, really...)
But yesterday, for the first time in 7 years, I made a concerted effort to draw the human form.... and I’m PROUD OF IT.
It’s been a long time since I’ve drawn like this and felt good about it. 😳
Hey, that thing that’s bothering you is gonna work itself out over time. Worrying about it won’t make you feel better. Making a plan will.
There are always active steps you can take to make your situation better. Always.
Live your life for you. Be you as loud as you can. 💜
*parks on street*
Meter: Quarters only!
Me: I don’t have any!
Meter: oh, you can pay on an app.
Me: Oh, ok! *pays on app, goes to get sammiches*
*still gets a ticket*
“Hey Pam how are you since your surgery?”
Lemme tell you.
LEMME TELL YOU.
My legs are painfully swollen and the bloat in my tummy has me lookin like a pregnant lady.
I am sexiness incarnate.
Doctor: we are going to try out some new drugs to see if it bring you any relief. It might make you a little drowsy.
*takes drugs and falls into a 209 year sleep state.*
*wakes up in a post-apocalyptic America*
Me: First thing’s first... need to find power armor.
I’m honored to have been able to achieve my dream as an actress. I always said, “I would do anything to be in a ST sequel!” As it turns out, all I needed to do was be lucky enough to make friends with
@SteveLemme
and
@HeffernanRules
.
Thank you guys. Thank you
@brokenlizard
💜
There is a 50/50 chance when I meet you I may not remember your name afterwards.
...but there is a 100% chance I will remember your cat’s name, personality and floofiness.
I really really really really really really really really really-
*inhale*
REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY do not give one single small shit if you unfollow me because I’m using my platform to support equality for
#BlackLivesMatter
.
It’s not politics. It’s human decency.
Guys. I just realized after my hysterectomy in January I will no longer be able to use my period as an excuse for anything.
...but I also won’t have periods.
AHHH.
For the first time after a surgery, I feel pretty amazing. I’m in pain, but nowhere near as much as before.
Because of this, after I get home and take the most satisfying shower EVER, I’m gonna film a Q&A.
Respond to this tweet with your questions!! 💜
GUYS.
I STILL FEEL GREAT.
I’ve forgotten what it’s like to not be in near constant pain...! People who deal with chronic pain are warrior gods on the next level.
Me, in bed: I have done it! I have reached the perfect level of coziness!
(5 minutes later)
Me, still in bed: This is the most uncomfortable I’ve ever been. What was I thinking.
I leaned over to pick up something in my hospital bed and my boob liked a tweet from a political twitter moment.
I highly disagree with my boob.
*unlikes tweet*
No matter what you do, where you live, who your friends or family are, what your education level is, what your religion is, where your moral lines are:
Sexual harassment, sexual assault and sexual advances without consent are never okay. Ever. To anyone.
EVER.