Ze shoopuf isn’t just a cute wholesome creature, but the catalyst for Jecht’s redemption arc. Shoopuf got Jecht sober. Ze shoopuf was ze turning point for a non-playable character who would help develop one of the greatest FF stories of all time. And that as they say, is that.
Question for fellow streamers: Have you dropped a game midway through playing it on stream because you just weren't enjoying yourself? I've been struggling with this lately.
I’m live with my last stream for a week or so. I’m finally moving! Finale of FFXVI…and to finish things, Journey. Since this is the start of a new journey. 💕
My streaming goals for 2023:
-Complete FFVI, VII and VIII
-Play a Zelda game for the first time
-100% the Spyro Reignited Trilogy
-Stream FFXVI on release
-Collect 3 more cosplays
The biggies later on:
-5k on twitch
-Apply for partner
I hope 2023 is kind to all of us. 💕
Hi. I'm a streamer in recovery from drug addiction and alcoholism. And I would love to meet others. If you're in recovery, and are open to sharing, drop your sobriety date. 6/30/16 💕
NOW! THIS IS IT! NOW IS THE TIME TO CHOOSE!
DIE AND BE FREE OF PAIN, OR LIVE AND FIGHT YOUR SORROW.
NOW IS THE TIME TO SHAPE YOUR STORIES.
YOUR FATE IS IN YOUR HANDS!
Since I started streaming, I always strived to create a space that women could be unapologetically themselves, a space they would be seen and heard. I’m honored to share that I’ve been invited to join the
#TwitchWomensGuild
. I can’t wait to meet everyone. 🥹
There are some people I've met on twitch that I truly adore. Honest, genuine human beings that I call friends who just want to make the stream world a better place. Some average a CCV of 10, some average 100. I am really tired of my friends being used for attention. 1/3
Please stop telling me I don't look like I'm in my 30's, as if being in your 30's is a bad thing to begin with. This backhanded compliment makes me want to scream and I hear it ALL THE TIME. In fact, stop commenting on people's age in correlation to their appearance in general.
I’m tired.🧵
Being a woman on the internet is something I’m struggling with lately. I’m so, so grateful for my community. But it seems when I try to reach out beyond this bubble to expand upon it and grow this community, I’m met with having to prove that I love gaming. 1/6
My aunt just sent me this picture. She’s the one who introduced me to Final Fantasy with FFVIII almost 25 years ago. She’s the reason I am who I am today.
She hasn’t played IX since its original release, and now I get be the one to show her all the things I love about it. 🥹
Leaving my community after I very kindly and delicately explained that I don’t have the emotional or mental energy rn to help you with your stream setup or respond to multiple DMs is a weird feeling. Like dude I’m just trying to figure out attending a funeral at the moment.
Streamers: This is your reminder that you DON’T need a middleman for your charity streams. And yeah this will be a rant. Because I’m mad. I have had multiple emails from “companies” representing charities wanting to work with me to raise money for them this season. 1/9 🧵
Streamers:
-Rest your voice. Talking for 5-8 hours straight can strain the vocal chords.
-Take care of your eyes. Whether it be blue light glasses or taking breaks for natural light can make all the difference.
-Stretch your back, be mindful of your posture. (1/3)
Teenage me would never have foreseen that in my 30’s, I would be sober and surrounded by a bunch of really cool people online who love final fantasy and nerd culture as much as I do. This really is a dream the more I think about it.
Lenne cosplay for FFX-2 today! This is my second cosplay ever, I'm so excited!! We're probably going to see 1000 words today so we might cry. Live now!
I promise I’ll finish earthbound but tonight I’m live going back to my roots with my favorite game of all time, Final Fantasy IX…playing with the Moguri Mod for the very first time! I’ve never played modded anything so I’m really excited to finally see how beautiful this is. 🥹
I just visited a channel of a streamer playing final fantasy where I have never felt more unwelcome or uncomfortable in my life. I legit wanted to cry. I understand now why so many people are afraid to chat and meet new streamers on twitch. (1/3)
Shego helped me channel my inner villain to ban the dude that kept showing up in my streams with his boot fetish. And apparently he's making his rounds to other women as well. BEGONE.
If you are banned in a stream, do not come back months later with an alt account, that is ban evasion. And absolutely do NOT send the streamer an email to their BUSINESS email after your alt gets banned too. Please.
I have so much to say but I'm going to keep it simple.
This was not your shame to carry. It was Shady's. Men who prey on emotionally vulnerable women are sick and disturbed individuals. I am so sorry for what you all experienced. You can rest, and put his shame down now.
I told myself in 2024 I’d post my streams on social media again and not let the trolls bother me. I stopped last year because of things like this. It’s still hard. Existing as a woman online is still hard.
Anyway, I’m beating Final Fantasy IV today, I’ll be live around 2pm ET.
Transparency talk: I always find it interesting that I lose followers on twitch when I stand up for myself or assert my boundaries, it happens every time. Full disclosure, I have lost around 110 followers in the last two months. 24 of them were bots or deactivated accounts. (1/5)
If you condone parasocial behavior, allow manipulative and abusive individuals in your stream space, especially after someone had the bravery to come forward about it, please let me know so I can avoid your corner on twitch.
I’ve seen a lot of people saying it’s hard when men treat you differently as a woman in the gaming space. Full agree. But I’m gonna need women to also stop saying they ‘support women’ but with the conditional attitude of supporting women only if they aren’t as successful as you.
So…I finished my first playthrough of FFV tonight. And I was sobbing at the end. I’ll be doing one last FFV stream on Monday to take on Omega and Shinryu.
I’m very open with my community; I lost someone I loved very suddenly last week. The last 6 days have been 1/3
Today marks my two year anniversary on Twitch. I can’t stream weekends, so I’ll be celebrating this Tuesday 2/6! I’m not doing a crazy event, I just want to party with all the friends. 🥹
I see a lot of my streamer friends are struggling with expectations. Please know that you are not obliged to promptly answer DM's, or answer them at all. You are not required to apologize for needing a day to yourself either. "No." is a complete sentence. Silence is a response.💕
I just want to say a thank you to twitch mods. I had a really disgusting excuse for a human being in my chat today and my mods were trying to ban the person all at the same time. That account (and the one they created to come back and spam racism) has been removed by twitch.
Please don’t do this to streamers. We are doing our best. I had a very active chat especially in the first 2 hours of my stream last night. I was reading chat from two monitors so I could simultaneously read new messages as well as all of the ones I was catching up on. 1/2
Once again, I am going to say that if someone online is frequently self-proclaiming their space as a ‘safe space,’ it likely is not a safe space.
OTHER people are the only ones who determine if your space is considered safe based on your actions and your integrity.
This happened while I was live today. I tried to catch him explicitly saying what he meant but no dice. Feel free to report the account, I already have. I’m so tired of women dealing with this crap. I don’t make spicy content. And I’m not a fucking online escort.
Happy Halloween from Squall and Rinoa!! Scare tips are active all night, and we have something special planned if the stream timer reaches the max. Subs, tips, bits, and even follows all contribute to the stream timer. We're playing P5R LIVE at 8pm EST!
I just want people to know if I don’t say hi back in someone else’s chat, or make lots of conversation throughout, I’m just there enjoying my time in someone else’s stream. It’s nothing personal. It’s just very hard to say hi to everyone and a big reason I lurk so much. I feel
So I unfollowed like 100 people on here last night. It's not personal; it's just a lot of tweets that kept popping up were very triggering for me personally. They kept appearing because the people I followed interacted with them. Twitter has been much quieter today. 💕
Ever wanted to see the world’s tiniest shoopuf? My little cousin made this for me! She’s 13 now, but she’s known how to say “chocobo” since she was 5. Her first FF was IV, and it’s a big reason she learned how to read. She’s going through FFX now for the first time. 🥹
Had someone cussing me out and using sexist slurs on Apex and telling me to get back in the kitchen. So sang them Happy Birthday loud as hell so they couldn't hear the other team and threw the game. 😅
We raised £625 ($776) on my channel for
@mndassoc
but Easley is STILL GOING with a combined total between the two of us so far of £1329.89 ($1651.32) 💙🧡
2nd annual MNDA chocobo race success! Please go show Easley some support while he continues his 24 hour charity stream!
VIP Badges, a thread.
I've noticed a lot of my dear friends have made the decision to remove VIP badges from their channels, or had already removed them long ago. I've also seen a lot of curious people asking around as to why it would be beneficial to not have any VIPs. (1/13)