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Feer.

3 years

Today is an important day for me. Fifteen years ago @Warcraft , and a good friend saved my life. I was badly addicted to amphetamines, and had nowhere to go. I got this in-game mail from my guild leader, Tremain - Dragonmaw. 1/2

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

I took him up on his offer, moved to England, and got sober. His family was welcoming but tough, and put me to work. I have been sober for fifteen years today. Thanks Danny.

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3 years

@GoodfellowTrade @Warcraft You dirty dog. Had a twitter all along.

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3 years

Found this one for any old <Prominence> members out there.

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I know I haven’t been active lately, but I just wanted to say today I’m eighteen years sober. I just wanted to thank everyone who has loved me and supported me along the way. If you have ever loved me, or told me you are proud of me, I’ve never forgotten. Thank you for everything

Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

Today is an important day for me. Fifteen years ago @Warcraft , and a good friend saved my life. I was badly addicted to amphetamines, and had nowhere to go. I got this in-game mail from my guild leader, Tremain - Dragonmaw. 1/2

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3 years

@Kala @Warcraft He was an actual god of WoW too. A true friend.

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2 years

@tylergaca just liking it and moving on, not even gonna say hubba hubba one time

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6 months

Is Pokemon Concierge the best thing I’ve ever watched? Yes.

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@recurringfear

1 year

Seventeen years sober today. Some days it feels unreal that I made it out. It's been a tough year, but it lead me directly to @710wonderdev 🥹. Going to spend the day appreciating that I'm still here.

Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

Today is an important day for me. Fifteen years ago @Warcraft , and a good friend saved my life. I was badly addicted to amphetamines, and had nowhere to go. I got this in-game mail from my guild leader, Tremain - Dragonmaw. 1/2

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3 years

@HarrisPeskin @Warcraft I did! Sitting safely in my bank.

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@recurringfear

3 years

WE FOUND HIS TWITTER!!!

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3 years

@recurringfear @Warcraft And I'd offer it again 100x over brother 👊

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@recurringfear

2 years

@tylergaca ok, and i'm saying this very respectfully. hubba hubba.

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@recurringfear

4 years

Explain to me how "HotS esports are back" - A Thread. 1/14

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

I was addicted to prescription amphetamines for seven years. My World of Warcraft guild leader and his family offered to let me live there until I was sober and got my life on track. Everyone said I was crazy/would be murdered. I've been sober for thirteen years.

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5 years

Tech Twitter: Tell me about a time someone underestimated or dismissed you and what amazing things you’ve gone on to do since then? RT for reach if y’all want a bunch of victory stories 😌💖

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Feer.

@recurringfear

2 years

My girlfriend just got third place in a TFT game, all while playing the mini game of reconnecting every turn, and the app freezing every time combat or the planning phase began. Actually the most impressive thing I've ever seen.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Portrait mode doing WORK.

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@recurringfear

3 years

@Ms_Gamesmith We are still friends to this day!

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@recurringfear

3 months

@AggrendWoW @Warcraft <3 the power of World of Warcraft is endless.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

2 years

16 years sober today, and one year since my one and only viral tweet. Don't expect the same outpouring today, but huge shout out to the pillars of my support system - @Gokiburittv , @heyHotaruu , @HostileGForce , @Alyeska , @lawlsup , @13OrphansGuild , @Kubie_Qb , @Prioritybc <3

Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

Today is an important day for me. Fifteen years ago @Warcraft , and a good friend saved my life. I was badly addicted to amphetamines, and had nowhere to go. I got this in-game mail from my guild leader, Tremain - Dragonmaw. 1/2

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

The last two days have been a physically and emotionally draining end to a very trying experience. I was beat down tonight, until I saw this. It took me 375 days. I'm nothing if not persistent! This is to all those helping me along the way.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Hey friends! Just a quick update from me. Streams are going to be on pause for a short period while I am in a transitional stage. Next weekend I will be moving out of my apartment, and at the beginning of August I will be headed to Seattle! 1/2

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Feer.

@recurringfear

1 year

Hi, I’m Ian and I’m looking to relocate to the West LA area and I need work! I have experience in community management, broadcast production, tournament administration, and event planning in the esports and tabletop gaming space! My DMs are open, and RTs are appreciated!

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@recurringfear

1 year

Disappointed today. I was a few interviews in to being a Games Workshop store manager. I hadn't heard anything for a few weeks and followed-up only to find out I won't be moving forward. I am qualified and thought my interviews went very well so I'm sort of baffled.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Can I just gush about @Maebeebuzz for like one second? She is a powerful woman and powerful friend who is always there for those she cares about. She is a problem solver, and an incredible emotional support for me when I need it. Mae, you are an elemental force!

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@recurringfear

6 years

I guess it's a good time to announce that I'll be taking over @HeroesHype Live as your new host! I'm currently looking for enthusiastic and knowledgeable people interested in co-hosting! My DMs are open! More to come about the new direction of the podcast and HH content!

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@recurringfear

2 years

Elisabeth playing WoW: "Be nice to me, I'm new. oWo" Elisabeth playing TFT: "I'll make you regret ever installing this game. I will delete your little legend from the fabric of time and space."

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@recurringfear

3 years

Photo, edit by: @heyHotaruu Smile by: @Gokiburittv Merch by: @13OrphansGuild The deep, unquenchable thirst that lives in your heart now: @recurringfear

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@recurringfear

6 years

My mom watched me cast for the first time last night. I didn't even ask her, she just did it and I think that is pretty much the best thing I've heard all day.

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@recurringfear

6 years

Will I ever sleep again?

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@recurringfear

4 years

We love u.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

I'd like to take a moment and say that @HeroesHype will continue to produce the tournament and stream content that you guys love and want moving forward. Heroes of the Storm isn't going anywhere in 2019.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

Feer's Guide to 2018 BlizzCon Tickets: 1. Don't stand in the fire. 2. Arrive 45 minutes early. 3. With ten minutes left, slowly and calmly press the F5 ~ 1 press per second. 4. Slowly build to a mad smash of F5. 5. Hold in your heart the idea of the beautiful HotS community.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

I'm at the RR Diner and it's my birthday, and pi day and I think that that is pretty much perfect.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

not even sure how to say this or if it matters but i haven't really been ok lately and i just want to acknowledge my incredible friends who make it a bit easier even when i'm a sad mess. talking about you @h0tarugaming @GokiburiGaming @Alyeska @_halorin

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Feer.

@recurringfear

9 years

@SchAmToo Can't wait to get my v-neck! #chesthair

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@recurringfear

5 years

Feeling fucking cute. Never deleting.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Exactly what I needed.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

@Trikslyr My favorite thing to consider is even if we got an established character, people would complain it isn't the one that ***THEY*** want. I am so excited for Qhira!

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

Definitely the highlight of all of Blizzcon for me was at the @HeroesHype party on the last night. I was walking by @RealJoshHoward and he stopped to shake my hand and just said, "Hi Feer". It was such a small act of kindness from the pinnacle of @BlizzHeroes talent. Thanks JHow.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

4 years

1 like = 1 v. smol, v. soft kiss

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

For some people this is average or super low, but last night was one of the first times my stream felt organically successful! After some great raids by @h0tarugaming and @gokiburigaming , I maintained about 8-10 viewers all night with lots of chatting! Can't wait to stream again!

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

There is a lot of talk about how WoW players are toxic, but @MethodGokiburi has been picking me up and bringing me to the store once a week because I don't have a working car and I'm struggling right now. Friendships forged in Azeroth are powerful.

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@recurringfear

5 years

tfw you feel like a garbage person but look like a fuckin snacc

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@recurringfear

5 years

RT if you know my Thanksgiving date is cuter than yours.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

If you think OW2 changing to 5v5 is going to suck for pro players, let me tell you about Heroes of the Storm.

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@recurringfear

3 years

"Hoodie weather is coming" Bro I haven't taken off my hoodies from last winter because I am a shamble of a man and need all my skin covered at every waking moment.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

Update: Phone interview Monday!!! pog

Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

It begins. #FeermovestoSeattlewhen ?

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@recurringfear

5 years

I will miss it here.

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@recurringfear

5 years

I have finally lured @GokiburiGaming and @h0tarugaming into my apartment. Now to eat them.

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@recurringfear

3 years

ok a few more because i think you've all been very good.

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@recurringfear

5 years

An update from me: I'm in my apartment and my computer is all set up and running! Just waiting on my new chair to come in tomorrow and then streams will be resuming shortly afterwards! I'm thinking probably Thursday night with some WoW Classic with Smash in queue! See you soon!!!

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@recurringfear

1 year

been scheming some Votann

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Feer.

@recurringfear

2 years

thirty-five

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

Pretty decent Friday. Got an unexpected early bonus at work for doing well, got the mullet trimmed, the hobby store had matte varnish in stock, and now I'm getting ready to watch Dune.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Good Morning Seattle 🌞

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@recurringfear

2 years

childlike wonder

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

Greetings from your E̶a̶s̶t̶ West Coast social media ghost 👻

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

Welcome to my new casting/streaming cave! 365 days here to make the West Coast esports dream happen!

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

I still need to find an apartment in the Seattle/Bellevue area so I'm going to use this next month to focus on mental health and getting ready to make the jump! Once I am established on the West Coast I will be back in full force! Thanks for all the support so far! <3 2/2

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Feer.

@recurringfear

5 years

Seattle so far: Lumber still sucks 🌲, Tech Bros 🤮, Mom Jeans everywhere 😍, Sunny every day 🌞, Leica best Doge 🐶, "No worries", Asian food is top notch 🍜, My friends are beyond incredible and I don't know how to ever repay them for their undying support. Send Tweet.

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@recurringfear

6 years

Grill: What do you do for work? Me: I work in a lumberyard. Grill: omg that's so manly! wow you are like a lumberjack! Me: What I'm really passionate about is esports! I'm a content manager and caster! Grill: **Casts Vanish**

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@recurringfear

6 years

This is all the physical stuff I got from Blizzcon. No extra money spent, and a pin collection that is really close to my heart. Nailed it.

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@recurringfear

5 years

Bigpog

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@recurringfear

5 years

Huge shout out to Keegan for this commission! I love it so much in every way! Check out his Instagram:

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@recurringfear

1 year

who is he

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@recurringfear

5 years

Two announcements: I will be hosting @HeroesHype Premier Series tomorrow, and I am now a member of the @AztechGG Stream Team!

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

What a BLAST casting HHAS Week #99 was tonight! We saw @FemmeFerocity , @ReborneGG , and some other great teams battle it out! Grats to I'm Here for TV on their win, and a huge thanks to @KagekiriHotS , and @EmCrimsonkitty for doing production, and @GLPhoenix_ for casting w/ me!

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@recurringfear

2 years

just had an amazing job interview to create a content and events for a local tabletop game store and im straight crying in the club right now

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@recurringfear

2 years

<13 Orphans> SleepyBoy

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@recurringfear

2 years

wtf the door changed from a 2 panel raised panel ovolo lefthand inswing to a 4 panel raised panel arch top ovolo righthand inswing and THEN a 4 panel raised panel arch top ovolo lefthand outswing? get it together fortnite

Fortnite

@FortniteGame

2 years

What happened here. There's… #FortniteFracture

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@recurringfear

3 years

Ok my hairdresser is s-tier.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

Forget the esports certificate and educate yourself! We at @enlight have been working tirelessly since November to build a body of work for you to educate yourself! It's not free, but you can buy a one month subscription and access over 22 courses instantly!

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@recurringfear

6 years

Hey I did a thing and I'm pretty proud of it.

HeroesHype

@HeroesHype

6 years

Need a little more insight into the changes coming to the Nexus? We got you. We sat down with @azgaz and @Jpiepiora to talk about all the changes coming to @BlizzHeroes ! 🔗

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@recurringfear

2 years

I literally clock in at my new job,the manager goes to me "What music do you want to listen to tonight?" Baffled, I say "uhhhh early 2000 pop punk emo?" "We're gonna be friends"

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@recurringfear

3 years

@S10RealiGuess @Warcraft Yes!

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Feer.

@recurringfear

6 years

Heroes rides on. We will be discussing the future here tonight. Come join in the conversation. Come join in the COMMUNITY.

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@HeroesHype

6 years

We're excited to introduce some exciting new additions to our Podcast Family! Join HeroesHype Live tomorrow, at our NEW time, with Special Guest @GillyweedTV ! 🎊 🎙️NEW HOSTS: @RecurringFear & @CasanovaHOTS 🗓️NEW TIME: Thursdays at 6:00PM PT 📺

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@recurringfear

2 years

Really gross seeing Khaldor still all over the HotS scene. Can't wait to have to avoid this dude like the plague when Stormgate comes out. Garbage caster and dude. 0/10

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@recurringfear

5 years

Damn, PAX is over and I've got so many new projects going on, mostly involving @BlizzHeroes ! We about to Melisandre this bitch.

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@recurringfear

2 years

Is this your boyfriend, raid leader, or friend? You may be entitled to emotional compensation.

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Feer.

@recurringfear

3 years

POV: I'm the raid leader.

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@recurringfear

4 years

Before the Shadowlands take us all under I'd like to talk about how much I appreciate @MethodGokiburi . He is brilliant, humble, supportive and loving. I'm so excited to take @13OrphansGuild into Shadowlands together. You make me better every day bud. I love you!

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@recurringfear

6 years

Just a friendly reminder that Horde scum will pay for their trespasses against Teldrassil. #Forthealliance

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@recurringfear

5 years

LET'S GO!!!! WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT WEST COAST LUMBER BOIIIISSSS?!?!?!

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@recurringfear

2 years

I'm ok with admitting that when I see an event like League Worlds or TI, I feel a kind of strange, deep pain because I want to have the passion that I used to for Heroes of the Storm. It's just... gone still, and I don't know if I, or other HotS people will ever find it again.

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@recurringfear

5 years

I had SO MUCH FUN hosting @HeroesHype Premier Series tonight! Always a blast working with @CatPeachGG and @Bahamutgaming , I can't WAIT for tomorrow! Shout out to all the admins and @TheChoooChooo @KagekiriHotS on production!

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@recurringfear

3 years

If you know me, you know I am passionate about raiding and leading my group, and I've been working hard to hope to push us to Cutting Edge this tier. This is more important. Give marginalized people a voice, and take the power away from the abusers. #ActiBlizzWalkout 💙

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@recurringfear

2 years

three years in seattle today. what a fucking ride it's been. <3

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@recurringfear

5 years

The tears come flooding as I leave my little cave. In truth it is a cave because I've been hiding here for far too long. No more hiding. Strength before weakness.

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@recurringfear

1 year

Been having a really hard time with getting ready finally for the move. Luckily I have had amazing support from @710wonderdev , and some of my friends threw get togethers for me going away this weekend. Going to miss Seattle, see you on the other side of a 20 hour drive tomorrow!

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@recurringfear

5 years

***Anxiety intensifies***

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@recurringfear

6 years

@azgaz August 28 - Due to overwhelming demand, we have decided to NOT include Mephisto to Heroes of the Storm, but instead will be adding Deathwing. We hope no one got a tattoo or anything. - @BlizzHeroes

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@recurringfear

3 years

5/10M Let's go!

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@recurringfear

5 years

I had an Apex dream where I couldn't find a gun. I've never played Apex Legends.

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@recurringfear

4 years

I know that this thread feels negative, and like I want this tournament to fail. That couldn't be further from the truth, I love Heroes of the Storm, and I miss the old days. I think we all do. I'm simply begging people to think critically about what it actually takes. 14/14

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@recurringfear

6 years

Today is just brutal. I might just binge Sabrina all day. Please send love.

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@recurringfear

5 years

I could never have been prepared for this level of attractiveness.

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@heyHotaruu

5 years

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@recurringfear

3 years

Definitely need a new headshot, this is a different mans.

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@recurringfear

6 years

Holy heck.

Nintendo Collection

@nintencollect

6 years

Good morning and welcome to the #GBsunday of our #ZeldaWeeks !! We’re starting the day by featuring these beautiful hand-crafted custom #Zelda -inspired #GameBoys , all by the talented @VaduAmka ! #RT if you’re continually as impressed by this guy as we are!

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