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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

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₊˚⊹ may accountability thread ˚ ༘ . . 𖦹 goals . . 𖦹 intake + pictures . . 𖦹exercise + movement

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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

10 months

the *actual* key to escape binge addiction a thread from someone who went from bmi 31 to bmi 20

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9 months

less common tips to help you lose as much as possible this month a thread for ee dee twit

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8 months

@m1kash4rts fun fact: it is wrong to take and post pics of ppl without asking, especially if the topic is their body. you are gross. delete this

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10 months

“you have anorexia?? omg i’m so sorry, please eat something bb we’re so worried abt you” “you have bulimia? so you puke up everything you eat? that’s so gross omg you know that rots your teeth right? eww”

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@nauseahaver

10 months

“omg u eat over 300 cals a day? i could never” you are 13.

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@nauseahaver

9 months

“just doing cardio will make you skinnyfat” i’ll take skinnyfat over fatfat bro

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5 months

god i love this app

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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

9 months

alcoh0l: - takes a while to hit, u might drink too much - has a lot of calories - shuts down your metabolism for 12+ hours bc it’s literal poison we3d: - hits almost instantly - zero calories - doesn’t affect metabolism the choice is clear fellow 21+ yr olds

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@nauseahaver

2 months

@egirlfren the “obese but openly fatphobic” phenomenon needs to be studied in a lab. insecurity and projection is a hell of a drug

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@nauseahaver

8 months

@adrianaxoxlol idrc if this is mean but she reminds me of like. those chihuahuas that WAYYY outlived their life expectancy and don’t resemble chihuahuas anymore

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@nauseahaver

10 months

do normal non disordered people think bmi 22 is fat..

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@nauseahaver

10 months

the fact that xihan went through that insane trauma from doxxing and having her family harassed and hopped right back on edtwt blows my mind

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@nauseahaver

5 months

“listen to your body, if you’re hungry you should eat 🥺” bro i’ve been bulimic so long i can devour a whole chipotle bowl and my stomach will STILL growl for more bc of how stretched out it is from constant binging. i don’t know what hunger cues are real anymore.

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@nauseahaver

7 months

10 personal lows i’ve experienced in my 2.5 years with bulimia a thread to scare you into not purging/ scare myself into not giving up on recovery

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@nauseahaver

9 months

the fact that i’m considering “recovery” at bmi 23 is so fucking embarrassing like get a grip

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@nauseahaver

8 months

@rosiedisorder being unnecessarily mean doesn’t burn calories.

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@nauseahaver

9 months

having my bmi in bio is literally the biggest humiliationspo lmao, i can never get in an argument on here bc all they’d have to do is go “aren’t you bmi 23 🤨” and i’d lose

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@nauseahaver

8 months

emy story time!!

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@nauseahaver

9 months

“you have to exercise but cardio exercising isn’t enough, you have to do weight training and build your muscles but also you won’t build muscle if you’re in a deficit, but also if you aren’t in a deficit you’ll get fat”

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@nauseahaver

8 months

i get so mad when someone shares their weight loss and they get clowned on bc they’re still overweight. like they could have gone from 300 lbs to 150 and these mfs would still be like “💀” “embarrassing” like bro they’re LOSING WEIGHTTT wtf do u want from them

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@nauseahaver

10 months

a short mealspo thread of pics i stole from japanese edtwt 🏷️: edtwt mealspo small portions thinspo restriction

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@nauseahaver

5 months

if you can consume the entire jar in 1 hour without throwing up, you lose 15 pounds. if you fail, you gain 15. you can eat it with whatever you like, if anything. do you try?

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@nauseahaver

9 months

c/s is such a game changer guys. even if you only c/s half of a 300 calorie pastry you’ve only consumed 150 cals

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@nauseahaver

5 months

if you could change a physical aspect about yourself that’s NOT “lose a fuck ton of weight” what would it be? for me i would erase the skin-picking and eczema scars covering my arms. they’re so splotchy and weird :(

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3 months

@girlbmi_ “stuck in a polyphobic relationship” have you considered breaking up

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4 months

if you suddenly got 100k deposited into your bank account what’s the first thing you’re doing with it?

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8 months

do all of us bulimics desperately envy anorexics or am i weird and pathetic.

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@nauseahaver

9 months

1. maximize calories burned in little ways - park as far away from your apartment/ the store/ school/ etc as possible - if you can walk there, walk. - always take the stairs!! - set timers and do 20 jumping jacks every hour if you can squeeze in ANY physical activity, do it!

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9 months

our savior has arrived you guys

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@nauseahaver

10 months

fun fact: you can have a restrictive ed and lose weight without being openly hateful of fat ppl. just keep that shit to yourself.

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7 months

i’m choosing recovery

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@nauseahaver

10 months

1. you cannot love yourself in a body you hate, but you cannot hate yourself into a body you love. that’s the paradox. basically, self love and care will get you farther than punishment ever will. you can’t kick a dog who pees on the floor and expect it to love you.

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@nauseahaver

9 months

5. INTER. MITTENT. FAST. pros: - shrinks your stomach - boosts metabolism - lowers overall hunger - more weight loss cons: - no breakfast ig?? even just 12 hours a day makes SUCH a difference.

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4 months

@Fluffy_c4ls i’m convinced you all just hate beautiful women

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4 months

@ninicls it looks so painful but maybe that’s the message?? like women putting themselves through pain to fit the beauty standards of men.

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9 months

@hanasbones “looked more approachable kind and funny before” say what you REALLY mean oh my god

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2 months

@ethereal_b0nes the idea that she’s presenting this as “pov you’re a latina in europe” as if this is the default latina body type makes me want to explode

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@nauseahaver

9 months

2. drink a FULL carbonated drink before every meal/snack this can be seltzer water or zero calorie sodas. drinking a full glass of water is cool and all, but a belly full of bubbles is much more likely to deter you from eating more than you need to

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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

7 months

choosing recovery is literally impossible when im not underweight like wtf am i even recovering from. get a grip emy

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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

22 days

@circusTryHard 4$ for onions on a plate is CRAZY.. one red onion is like 40 cents

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9 months

3. chew, chew, CHEW to prevent constipation big, less chewed bites are harder for your body to break down and pass through your digestive system. chewing every bite into a smooth paste makes it quicker and easier to pass!

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7 months

@dvinecals even if it’s a joke i would end everything

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4 months

“i should stop weighing myself daily bc it fucks with my body dysmorphia” *restricts for 1 day* “omg i wonder how much weight i lost…” *weigh in: -2 lbs* “OMG??” proceeds to eat at maintenance “bc i deserve it” *weigh in the next morning: +2 lbs* “binging would fix this”

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@nauseahaver

5 months

@j3nrexic as if regular ass people don’t waste food by letting it expire in the fridge or throwing half their plate away all the time

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@nauseahaver

10 months

2. starting a 48 hr fast after a binge will not help you. be honest with yourself: you’re just gonna binge again tomorrow. understanding the binge restrict cycle is key to breaking it. if you binged 3000 cals today, aim for <1500 tomorrow. it will not kill you.

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@nauseahaver

10 months

i’m sorry but this is so fucking disgusting and vile. this poor girl did NOTHING to you and you post her on the internet saying she’s worthless and better off d3ad. and you’re 22 years old, absolutely fucking inexcusable

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8 months

@itsnotcrybaby @m1kash4rts it doesn’t fucking matter??

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@nauseahaver

10 months

these effects will disappear within 1-3 days (depending on the degree of damage and how often you’re bingeing) but you must stay strong. think about it like withdrawals from dr*gs bc junk food is fucking addictive. if you’re patient and strong, the storm will pass.

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27 days

@paperbcgs no matter how long you’ve been disordered you’re body isn’t immune to the laws of thermodynamics. a person eating 400 cals WILL LOSE no matter what. the patient was probably faking their weigh ins with weights or water loading

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9 months

cons of w33d i’m scared

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3 months

can we start calling binges big back attacks

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@nauseahaver

10 months

CONTEXT: i’ve lost 50 lbs so far but due to binge eating i’ve fluctuated with regaining and losing the same 5-15 lbs for a year or so now. i have bulimia and still struggle with binge eating so this thread is kind of for myself lol

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@nauseahaver

3 months

“would you guys hate me if i gained” “would you hate me if i said im fat” “would you hate me if i binged” “would you hate me if i relapsed” you are a beautiful struggling creature and a good person and i love good people no matter their appearance, end of story

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9 months

@giornocals she’s also literally inpatient for heart problems, she has enough struggles to deal with besides being made fun of on edtwt. this is why nobody likes us or takes us seriously

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@nauseahaver

10 months

3. understand your hunger. binge eating stretches out your stomach, so you’ll feel less full and have stronger hunger pains. additionally, binge eating kind of shocks the brain like dr*gs do, making you crave the same bad foods. (1/2)

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10 months

4. accept that accidents happen. you are not a failure. you are not weak. you are suffering from an eating disorder that severely affects your brain chemistry and leads you to repeat destructive behaviors. (1/2)

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@nauseahaver

2 months

body “imperfections” that almost every woman on earth has regardless of their size — a 🧵 to help you feel better about parts of your body that you cannot control and shouldn’t be ashamed of! *this thread is AFAB specific, but i will be saying “women” for brevity’s sake*

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5 months

@Sx10Killy bro is an irl ana coach

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6 months

@meowzspo my arms are my biggest insecurity they ruin every outfit. slim arms all day

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@nauseahaver

1 month

@vomitphobia why do parents do this.. if i knew my kid was doing this i would do everything i could to help them not just be like “they’ll grow out of it” ?!?!?!

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@nauseahaver

10 months

you guys are NOT HELPFUL omg

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3 months

*sees thin girl* i would do anything to look like her brain: anything except starve lol. anyways you’re hungry now bc i said so. feed me chick fil a

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@nauseahaver

9 months

@ghbdreams i thought this was high weight vs low weight i was so confused 😭😭

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9 months

@xMm1zuU even my ice cream telling me to lose weight now

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5 months

i feel so proud to have bulimia. i am so open about it and because if that people don’t question when i purge in their bathroom and get puke on the floor and blow up their toilet with my violent lax shits

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5 months

i feel so proud to have anorexia. i am so open about it and because of that people dont question when i dont eat. i dont have to eat christmas dinner. people dont buy me sweets. i can just enjoy everything from afar and see their fat asses indulge in candy and fattening foods 🤭

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11 months

EDTWT INTRO BC I WANT MORE MOOTS!!!!! - 20 (almost 21 😼) - she/her - had bulimia since 13, not new to edtwt. i had an acct with 2K but got perma’d 🥲 - i’ve lost 55 lbs so far! - american - i speak japanese!! - i do not interact with f-tspo or sh🫶🏻

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@nauseahaver

8 months

bulimics/other purgers ANSWER!!!!

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@nauseahaver

5 months

last night i purged skinny pop and there was so much fucking oil floating on the surface of the water, like HUGE bubbles of it everywhere it was so gross i actually involuntarily puked when i saw it. skinny pop will never be the same again

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@nauseahaver

7 months

@calorieemuncher me after posting my omad

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@nauseahaver

6 months

@Iovelybunny please moot for the love of god file a police report. even if it does nothing it has him on the books if he hurts anyone else. i’m so so sorry please seek help

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@nauseahaver

7 months

1. purging in my backyard in the dead of winter bc my house’s only bathroom was occupied. i dug a hole with my bare hands, purged in it, then buried it so our dogs wouldn’t eat it.

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@nauseahaver

7 months

in short: DONT PURGE! DONT START PURGING! YOU CAN RECOVER! YIPPEEEEEE

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@nauseahaver

7 months

3. purging in full public bathrooms with no shame. like waiting in line for a stall then purging with everyone around to hear it.

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@nauseahaver

7 months

2. purging indian food, then blowing my nose a few hours later and a whole grain of rice came out.

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@nauseahaver

6 months

@phocalories @baregap bros like “i’m recovering” then posts deathspo and only eats raw fruits and veggies

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@nauseahaver

7 months

i’m recovering because: i would rather gain weight than destroy my teeth, esophagus, and bowels. i would rather gain weight than be forcibly hospitalized. i refuse to live out the rest of my twenties stuck in a b/p-restriction cycle in total misery. (1/3)

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@nauseahaver

7 months

a lot of people have seen the picture of the bulimic girl who died while purging but the details are even more terrifying so here you go. reasons not to purge. TW GRAPHIC

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emy ᵕ̈

@nauseahaver

1 month

instead of calling ourselves bulimics (outdated and offensive), we can use: acidic activists vomit volunteers puke patrol purge party laxative lords IBS ambassadors dental decay deacons overexercise experts barf brigade binge battalion b/p bosses

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@nauseahaver

9 months

edtwt is so funny bc we’re all like “you deserve recovery at any size nobody deserves to suffer through an ed.. except me. i am the fattest fatty on the planet and i will never recover”

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@nauseahaver

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“you can’t feel fat bc fat is not a feeling” oh but it IS. you feel your clothes clinging to your skin, you feel puffy and weird and uncomfortable, you feel the need to squeeze through spaces you can easily slip through, even tho your weight hasn’t changed you FEEL that it has

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@lilyprettydiary nothing could have prepared me for that caption

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9 months

@starligthss some of the worst ana face i’ve ever seen

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5 months

i don’t have an “eating disorder” i’m just bingepilled and purgemaxxing

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9 months

exercise/fast manual/lax purging purging

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10 months

@giornocals for me it’s getting so excited to take a sh1t 😐 like grinning omw to the bathroom wtf is wrong with me

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@honeyk_cals

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2 months

@spitandtears111 my fat ass in the self checkout buying skinny pop that is clearly not making me skinny

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@nauseahaver

8 months

@intruisive_acts even if u don’t care about triggering/disturbing others around u, don’t you at least care about not getting a staph infection or worse. sit on the wrong bench and boom you got tetanus.

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@nauseahaver

7 months

@Loveyrexia 12 yr olds on edtwt doesn’t shock me, what does shock me is that bmi 23 is considered obese for a 12 yr old

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@nauseahaver

10 months

@Tiny_Chain_ some of the nicest ppl on here are bmi 20+, it’s just the ones who are bmi 20+ and proudly fatphobic. projection every time lol

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@nauseahaver

6 months

“bulimia seems so fun you can eat whatever u want and still lose weight” 1. most of the time you gain weight 2. you only get one set of teeth and mia will RUIN them 3. purging can make your stomach explode and your esophagus rip open 4. bulimia is hell.

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@nauseahaver

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4. going out to dinner with ppl, leaving in the middle to purge, then coming back and finishing my food. i got questions about the bloodshot teary eyes and disheveled look. i laughed it off.

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@nauseahaver

10 months

@fishckes she’s on priv rn but she still has 5k followers and posting her face,, she fears nothing omg

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6 months

@frvitc4ls the hate she gets on here is undeserved

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10 days

@paya_kcals that’s a tick. it’s moving quickly which means it wasn’t on you for very long. get tested for lyme disease anyway

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@excesswaist i still refuse to believe it’s real (jealousy has consumed me)

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7 months

@Grey_iz_cool no one is naturally bonespo dawg

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