Everything clean, floors have been vacuumed and washed, the dog bowls put into storage, and now there is silence - our Archie will live in our hearts forever, because he was the best boy💕
forget Novak Deltavic for five minutes, Australia has woken up to an American spelling in the latest wordle and the entire country is currently folding in on itself.
16-17 year old girl in front of me at chemist, clearly distressed, needed cream, no money on card, retreated to rear of shop, very heated argument on phone with mum and in tears - l went up to her and said I’ll buy it for you - life’s too short.
My beautiful dad, Brendon Kelson, husband of Jenne, father of myself, and my brother Adrian, former husband of my late mother Patricia, has left us for good. He is no longer in pain and in the end everything was about peace and love. Rest in Peace.
Incredible conversation with my dad ~ a long time public servant retired for many years ~ he says one of the worst things government has done was sell off the Commonwealth Serum Laboratories ~ add in the massive defunding of the CSIRO - what sort of country have we become?
.
@Adam_Creighton
no offence old son but there is a state in deep crisis with a Premier
@DanielAndrewsMP
doing his best in a life and death situation, and here you are sounding like a five year old barking from the wings seeking attention - take a fucking hard look at yourself.
OK so Albo had a first day stumble it happens to everyone, we've had a decade of the worst government in living memory and this is the lead story? we deserve better.
I'm a 58 year old white Australian man who grew up in ther eras of Whitlam, Fraser, Hawke and Keating, all had issues but all were dedicated to a morally sound Australia - John Howard unravelled that and now this is where we are and the price we are paying - it needs to be fixed.
Have woken up to see the NSW Government has shut down all trains in Sydney, they of course are blaming the unions who were undertaking low level industrial action so as not to disrupt services; unconscionable behaviour by
@Dom_Perrottet
and his enablers.
Well l hope the justifiable outrage felt against
@GladysB
for effectively abandoning the people of her state is reflected come the election, I’ve never seen, in the Australian political context, a greater abrogation of responsibility.
Hey lovely folks just a thing - I’m not really engaging much at the moment, dad is dying and is in a cancer ward in the Canberra Hospital and tomorrow we will be considering palliative care options - so just that, take care and hold your closest closer still 💕
last post on the matter for now but it has been said man is born alone and he dies alone. Utter rot! My dad was born to loving parents and was embraced throughout his life to the end, this pic from last Sunday - today l said “you are so completely loved it’s OK to let go now.”
FYI I know a lot of people want immediate action from
@AlboMP
across a number of areas, and I'll be up front I'm a card carrying member of the ALP, but the election was held in May and it is now only August, may I suggest just cool your jets for a bit, no offence :)
The next door neighbours are having such a great time blasting commercial FM music at one am on new year’s day that I’m thinking 8am might be a good time to mow the lawn.
Now bear with me on this, yesterday l had a bath with magnesium flakes and afterwards hadn’t felt more physically relaxed in years - at 3am this morning all my various muscle twitches had completely stopped, and several vertebrae in my neck were spontaneously cracking 🤗👀
Our beautiful boy is with us no more - the vet said he had two massive seizures this morning while in her care after so many last night, he was never really coming back - almost nine years of so much love and joy, l feel utterly shattered but glad he is now at peace.
Oh my god this is hilarious, son just texted me to say there was a place in an industrial suburb halfway between the pool and home that may have antigen tests, I rang, they did, but sold out - also, it’s a brothel….
So l see Brendan Nelson who has created a half billion dollar theme park to himself at the Australian War Memorial is now back on the Board - what an insult to Charles Bean and my father, Brendon Kelson who brought home the Unknown Soldier.
Just heard a news item in which government Minister Alex Hawke conceded there could be unconscious bias around grant funding - Jesus pull the other one mate.
I think
@abcnews
probably needed to really tackle the doctor’s story very differently and they buried the lead, GP’s aren’t the problem, government neglect for the past decade is.
chatting to a woman at the pub after a swim, remember this is Noosa, and she started referring to Gillard as Juliar; did l have to go there? No l didn’t but within five minutes l had systematically destroyed all her arguments about the ALP; Christ it was tedious.
as someone who has suffered at times crippling depression for 20 years and completely lost the plot when my dad died a little over two months ago and am now in therapy with a psychotherapist, I look at this man who has never offered sympathy to another human being in public life.
Well l think Scott Morrison’s legacy has been well and truly sealed - he has literally poisoned everything around him and guaranteed his legacy as Australia’s most unworthy Prime Minister in the history of Federation.
I’ve decided today is the first day of the rest of my life, I’ve not been kind to myself in regard to drinking and self destructive behaviour ~ l might not be on here as much, I’m giving myself one month to start with and then reassessing the whole thing again, god bless.
it’s now official, all the paperwork has been dealt with and I’m now actually retired from the ABC after 29 years. Let me restate, the National Broadcaster is our most cherished cultural institution and should be defended and championed as an essential part of our democracy.
A few things have emerged for me over Sam Kerr - many people really don’t understand racism and its history and what does it say about a police system that charges a woman 12 months after the incident?
I just stuck my head out the window and thought surely this not a lone cloud just sitting there on its lonesome - and so l walked up the street and took a snap, never seen anything like it…
dear
@AlboMP
I'm a proud member of the ALP but I find myself siding with
@DougCameron51
more and more because gargantuan amounts on military spending, stage three tax cuts for the super wealthy while working people are living in their cars seems untenable to me.
People often rage against twitter as a terrible site full of bile and hatred, but for me it has been a salvation from the depths of mental illness and a shining light on what people can actually be like, I’ve made genuine friends here who l love dearly, the choice is yours ...
no responsibility for robodebt, children in detention, failure in Aged Care, climate denialism, marginalising the already marginalised, blaming the states for COVID then claiming praise, cuts to welfare & the ABC and attacking super - my brilliant year, Scott Morrison.
Went to the doc this morning, told him of my woes, he immediately put me back on a second anti-depressant l stopped using last year, I think this was wise and l will speak to a grief counsellor in the coming days, so l am putting one foot in front of the other :)
OK l guess I’m expecting a pile on here and yes of course Labor should do more on housing that’s not in doubt but for the Greens to side with Dutton l consider to be an act of political bastardry.
My late father, Brendon Kelson, a former War Memorial Director, was absolutely opposed to this gluttonous and vile upgrade (the Memorial needed work but it didn't need to become a theme park) and here is some more meat on the bone from
@swrighteconomy
I'm creating a juxtaposition in my mind, an image of Paul Keating chatting to
@leighsales
about super policy last night, an excellent and thoughtful exploration of ideas and policy, as opposed to a man sitting on a stationary bike, peddling frantically, going nowhere.
I see
@AlboMP
just got booed at the
@AustralianOpen
not hard to tell which upper middle class demographic will have to scrimp and save for that third Tesla because of the changes to the tax regime, poor darlings.
27 December 1988, said to best friend Paul, you’ve got a drinking problem, he agreed, admitted to detox unit at Canberra Hospital. He never drank again; on his death bed from a brain tumour in 2003 said l gave him 15 years he never thought he’d have. Today is that day.
"Mr Smith, who crashed his Jaguar into a car before ploughing into the fence outside a child’s bedroom while driving more than 2½ times over the legal alcohol limit, has told several senior Libs he believed he could weather the political storm and remain in Parliament." really?
I suffer, and have suffered, from depression for 20 years plus, know many here also in that boat, who have been in hospital, sectioned etc - but why today, of all days, does a former PM go public, to one news org, ahead of his book release? timing? marketing? I have questions.
I deleted a tweet about Bevan Shields because I have friends at the SMH, but bugger it, this business around
@RebelWilson
is the latest in a series of poor, thoughtless and dangerous judgements and instead of apologising he doubled down...I consider it unforgivable.
had my last of 9 grief counselling sessions with psychotherapist
@EmilyRowe69
since dad died in March; there are weekly modules and follow up conversations, $150 a week, she has taken me from a basket case to a new different person in that time; thought you might like to know :)
I see that in Ms Higgins statement she both offers an olive branch and apology to Senator Reynolds and Ms Brown, it would be dignified if the former Minister just quietly let things go I’d suggest.
So Dutton and Pezzullo are making up stories about an imminent war with China, Morrison claims to be doing god’s work whatever, this is the worst version of a start to any Monty Python script.
The funeral service for my father was wonderful and full of love and laughter and everything you could have wanted for - he would have enjoyed every minute of it - and here we were at the end, he was so loved.
My regular daily swim is 60 laps of an Olympic swimming pool or three kilometres, however you want to couch it is neither here nor there, but everyday l touch the wall at the end it is another day to celebrate a win over mental illness.
yesterday at lunchtime l went into the front yard and a couple of magpies gave me that crooked head stare as they do, told them to stay put, and brought out some left over dog mince ~ same time today they were back with four mates on our doorstep ~ of course they were.
just had a very long chat with a fromer ABC colleague, now I've been retired for nearly six years and haven't seen how much it has gone downhill from the inside (we've all seen what it looks like from this side of the fence) but things are dire beyond belief 1/2
The whole diet thing while we have been in Europe has been oddly interesting - three meals a day, more than l ever eat, wine and coffee, lots of walking and lost five kilos in the process … may need to give that an entire rethink ..
last night two dear friends dropped us over soup and risotto and this morning our youngest son's friends took Archie for a walk and several twitter mates have offered to bring over supplies, so if you're unwell with the rona and you think twitter is a hellsite, think again :)
right well dad died on Thursday, rang the funeral directors before leaving the hospital to start the entire process, meeting with them at tomorrow and now my brother and step mother have tested positive to COVID - is it too early for wine?
tonight at swim class l had a student, she’s been coming for about a month, around 10 but it’s a beginners class, most kids 6,7 and she’s been very reluctant, so I’ve been going softly softly and tonight she put her head in the water for the first time - it was a moment :)
Next time you go to vote either Federally or in Victoria have a good think about how people like Josh Frydenberg and Tim Smith have continued to do nothing more than undermine a government which reduced COVID cases to zero.
Nearly 500 replies to this post and people say Twitter is a hell site - well l beg to differ, thank you all so so much from the bottom of my heart - V is out of town at the moment and rarely does socials but would be feeling equally as appreciative - all my/our love💕
Our beautiful boy is with us no more - the vet said he had two massive seizures this morning while in her care after so many last night, he was never really coming back - almost nine years of so much love and joy, l feel utterly shattered but glad he is now at peace.
had to block a few fuckheads today..Brittany Higgins was brave and brillinant, not surprised most the blocks were white, middle aged men with no actual lives.
just emailed an old university friend who is a psychologist asking whether he does grief counselling, as I've told you many times I've been a bit of a train wreck since dad died, and I need serious help :)
OK I see some year 12 results are out today - mine were rubbish, so l worked and travelled for several years, went to the ANU as an adult student at 22, breezed through a degree and had a 30 year career at the ABC - there are always different pathways.
Woke up feeling thoroughly depressed this morning like black dog depressed and thought fuck this! Got up made tea for my bride, bought coffee, drove her to work and I’m now at the pool for at least an hour and a half so screw depression you’re not winning this day!
home after seeing Nick Cave. Today has not been great, I held my beloved dog Archie, kissed his face and rubbed his ears as the injection to end his life went in, I've had a few wines, but will return to sobritety tomorrow, I'm not perfect, never pretended...just loss.
my beautiful ailing dad is coming for lunch tomorrow, he hasn't seen our youngest Chris for two and a half years, I'll be making risotto and salad and buying quality wine - these days I think we just have moments, shards almost, in time - embrace.
I've seen dark days in the history of this country in my 60 years, and I thought nothing would be more grave than the dismissal of the Whitlam Government in 1975, but here we are all these years later with the Morrison administration taking the country to a new nadir.
@Rob_Stott
I like it fine enough, a bloke in uggies and PJ's goes out to get the paper as opposed to some aggressive manufactured hyperventilating shrill machine we were forced to consume for the better part of a decade.