dog (Effie) and cat (Snack) mom. nanny. atheist. recovering addict.
#BLUE
in Nashville! definitely NOT a witch 😉
#RecoveryPosse
#RESIST
MAGA will be blocked
I just got turned down for a nanny position bc I had recently had my COVID and flu vaccine. Bc I HAD the vax. What the hell kind of world do we live in when ppl won’t hire you bc you take care of yourself and others as well. I wouldn’t want to work for those people anyway bc they
Are probMAGA. Unlike the ppl I work for now who put their children in the experimental covid trials, and those kids are HEROES bc they helped a LOT of ppl. Also, the one child who got the placebo had way worse covid symptoms than the others who got it, proving that vaccines work!
We Americans got lazy and took our democracy for granted. Millions of us just didn’t vote in 2016 bc we thought there was no way trump could win. We assumed everyone else was voting and that our individual voice didn’t matter. We will never let that happen again! ✊🏼✊🏼
5 months free from heroin today! I heard in the meeting tonight that I go to bed clean and I wake up in active addiction. That was so poignant and so true. All we have is today.
#RecoveryPosse
Honestly, I didn’t care about politics until my own rights were taken away when roe overturned, and then I cried for days, typical white girl not caring about politics until it affected ME. But I guess it takes what it takes. Now I care about what happens to EVERYONE, especially
To all of my fellow Tennesseans, it’s true we haven’t had a Democratic governor in Tennessee since Bredeson in 2011, but TN isn’t necessarily a red state, we are a low voter turnout state! Let’s get to the polls and get
@jasonbmartin
in office and save our public schools!
I finished something for the first time in a long time yall! It took time and patience, just like sobriety but I did it! This feeling of accomplishment is a natural high! I will show y’all what it looks like when I frame it tomorrow! Thank you all for your love and support!
Please put out some good vibes for me. My dad is very ill and in the hospital. It is testing my sobriety bc he is my rock, my best friend and my favorite person in the world. I already lost my mother and I am not prepared to lose my father as well. I won’t use though, today.
6 MONTHS?! I cannot believe it’s been half a year since I was finally tired enough of being sick and tired. I knew I had to do something different & fully surrender to the program. Life in recovery isn’t perfect but I wouldn’t trade my worst day clean for my best day using.
Finally got my 6 month key tag!! I earned this mf’n key tag with grim and dogged determination, as the book says. This keytag is for my Mama who passed in 2020 and who only wanted for me to be clean and happy. I miss her so much but she would be so proud of me.
#RecoveryPosse
When I asked the doctor if it was possible that my dad could have infection in other organs beside his lungs he said “I don’t have a crystal ball” THE F*CK?! U might not have a crystal ball but are there any tests u could run that would put my mind at ease? Drs have been so rude
Christians explain this to me: Hitler was a self-proclaimed Christian, and I want y’all to explain to me the concept of him asking god for forgiveness before he died and being allowed into heaven..bc isn’t that how it works?? As long as you say “my bad God!” he’ll let you in???
90 days free from the prison that is drug addiction. It’s 90 miracles! 3 months ago the ONLY thing I could think about was heroin-the getting and using and finding ways and means to get more. I don’t have to live that way today and I never have to use again. SO grateful for NA!!
@UncleLonny63
@valleonardcomc1
Idk but they specifically asked me if I had been vaxxed and when, MOST families require you to be vaxxed so I told them about 2 months ago and that I had the paperwork and their entire demeanor changed after that. It was so crazy
I have 100 days clean today and I’ve been to 100 meetings. Now I know why they tell you to do 90 in 90, bc you meet ppl and it gets you in the habit of going. I am going to continue to go to a meeting and every day for as long as I can. Meeting makers make it!
#RecoveryPosse
This is amazing. It has been 148 days since I went through heroin withdrawals & I’m never going through them again. I wanted to die and I felt like I was going to, but sometimes being reborn feels that way. I am clean today and I don’t ever have to use drugs again!
#RecoveryPosse
I had no clue that Hitler was a junkie, collapsed veins and all! Apparently he was addicted to opiates and amphetamines, it explains so much about it him. They said that Jews were the ones dependent on drugs even though it was mostly them. Sound familiar?
The cognitive dissonance it takes to be a MAGAt is impressive. You have to be able to dismiss things that you see with your own eyes, believe everything the world’s biggest conman tells you, disregard proven facts for conspiracy theories all the while believing that trump really
I had a really rough day today. Someone who I love & am very close with did drugs right in front of me, almost flaunting it as if to say “I can do it but you can’t.” It ruined my whole day & the pure JEALOUSY I felt has thrown me for a loop. This disease is nasty & insidious
4 months clean today!! This program is amazing & I am so glad to be in recovery. I have FRIENDS today. Real friends! 4 mos ago the only friends I had were the cat & the dog and even they were getting sick of my bullsh*t. It teaches me how to live, one day at a time
#RecoveryPosse
I am having a lot of trouble finding a full time job. I’m working enough to get by but I’ve gone on SO many interviews & I just feel defeated. I thought things were supposed to work out if you just stayed clean?? I mean what am i doing wrong? Sorry for the whine, not feeling good
Did Ken Buck just effectively end Lauren Boebert’s career? If true, we all owe this man a HUGE thank you…omgggg we soon will never have to hear from Bobo again!! Do you hear that? It’s angels singing…and the absence of another squawk! Let’s do MTG next!
Today is my birthday and I am in a TON of pain from a dry socket. The pain is very triggering esp bc 800mg ibuprofen doesn’t even make a dent in it. I have a dentist appt at 2 so hopefully they can help. I’m not going to use today though! This pain will pass eventually. HBD TO ME
The plan is to make its way to the SC where they can overturn Obergefell, and they will. If you are gay, trans, a woman or a POC, Tennessee is a very dangerous place for you. Also, Lee’s own sister is married to a woman. F*ck you
@GovBillLee
For God’s sake Marsha, it’s only 3pm! Put the booze down bc the border cannot be both “lawless” and “wide open” AND have fentanyl seizures up. Please, someone who cares about Marsha (there has to be someone) it’s time for an intervention!
Does anyone else hate the constant smirk on Mike Johnson’s face? It annoys the fuck out of me. It screams “I have a position of power and use it to push that dinosaurs existed at the same time as people and the earth is only 6k years old. I am Jesus returned” aka the Antichrist
My cousin OD’ed today. She is 55 & has been struggling with addiction her entire life. It just really makes me not want to be in my 50’s & still relapsing, trying to get this program. I wish her the best and I’ll love her from a distance but there’s not much else I can do for her
Heroin too. It will tell you that it will take all of your problems away when in reality it will really take away everything you love and then it will kill you. 141 days without it today!
#RecoveryPosse
#CleanTime
#WeDoRecover
Yes you stupid mother f*cker. Newsflash: if the mother dies, so does the baby. Fetuses are not a separate being from the mother. The INFANT is, once it’s born. But until then, it’s one and the same. I hate men.
Atheists are the zealots? Do atheists knock on your door and ask you to convert to atheism? Did atheists start the Crusades in the Middle Ages? Do atheists want to turn our country into an Atheist country ruled by atheist laws? Nope that’s ONLY Christianity, nice try though 🖕🏻🖕🏻
So the new “exceptions” to TN’s abortion ban use this wording..
“A WOMAN who is 12 or under may have an abortion up to 10 weeks after the first day of her last menstrual cycle.”
Same for a “woman”of 13 or older but she only gets 8 weeks.
I could cry.
#ForcedBirthState
@jbsmileyjr
@MarshaBlackburn
I would ask her how it feels to have the blood of young children on her hand while she accepts millions in donations every year from the NRA.
Had a root extraction done yesterday and she tried to send me home with pain meds but I told her that I suffer from substance use disorder and i couldn’t have any narcotics. It turns out that ibuprofen works wonders when you’re not doing heroin everyday! Who knew?!
😂😂😂
Heard
#BidenExonerated
! It’s amazing what happens when you go along with the law instead of trying to obstruct it at every turn. Can’t wait for the Truth Socials on this one. 😂😂😂
Minorities and people who are most oppressed. When my eyes were opened they stayed that way. And I’m trying to make up for selfishness by speaking out for others. It’s not much especially bc I don’t have much of a platform, but I’m trying.
Homemade bread! I made some yeast rolls out of it with the extra dough and I am just amazed at how good a cook i am! Sorry not sorry for bragging on my skills! This is the kind of sh*t you get to do when you’re clean!!
Merry Christmas from TN! I’d like to take a moment to remember all of the kids in DCS custody who are spending their Christmases at the DCS office buildings bc of
@GovBillLee
. Our DCS is collapsing but you can’t give them an Xmas gift out of your $2B rainy day fund? Shame on you!
I am on suboxone & i disagree w/ any1 who says I’m not clean. I look at it like a nicotine patch-it may technically be an opiate but one is FAR better than the other. Harm reduction saves lives,it helps reduce the cravings and has a normalizing effect. I will continue to take 1/3
Hell yes!! And I’m going to take Marsha’s seat here in TN! I mean if Bobo can get elected with a GED then surely I can with a Master’s degree?! I’m coming for your seat
@MarshaBlackburn
you old bitch!
Marsha Blackburn (TN), Ted Cruz (TX), Josh Hawley (MO) and Rick Scott (FL) are 4 senators up for election in 2024. Think about how much better the Senate would be without them being members.
Do people know what is going on in TN? I feel like the death panels and the proposed legislation to kill a pregnant woman seeking an abortion got all of the spotlight, but it’s BAD here y’all. We have the STRICTEST abortion ban in the US, with not even a technicality for the life
Are you fucking serious
@TNGOP
?! While there are women suffering HOURS in the hospital with ectopic pregnancies that doctors are too afraid to abort for fear of losing their medical licenses, you’re passing laws to make DRAG SHOWS a felony?! Who the FUCK cares about men dressed
Before in active addiction vs now clean. There’s not a huge difference but I can see it. In the second pic there is a light in my eyes that I hadn’t had for years and way less crazy eyes lol. Also, without all my $$ going to drugs there’s money for Botox again! WE DO RECOVER 🫶🏼🫶🏼
7 months was yesterday but I got my chip today. The pink ☁️ has long been gone but I’m still holding on! As long as I don’t pick up today, it’s been a good day and I haven’t picked up so it’s been a good day!
#RecoveryPosse
Before and after a lip flip. Don’t come at me about having “work done.” I get to choose what to do with my body and I’m very happy with the results! One of the perks of being clean is that I can afford my treatments again!
Happy Mother’s Day to everyone! This is usually a hard day for me but I just feel so grateful to have had this woman in my life for 33 years. That’s more than a lot of people get. She was the best person and mother I’ve ever known. Love and miss you mama. 226 days clean for you!
200 days clean today! When I had 2 days clean I could have never imagined getting to this number. Even though I feel like I should have a year clean at this point I’m SO grateful for the last 200 days! Time takes time so they say & I’m beyond grateful for NA!
#RecoveryPosse
@daviddunn177
@FrackHazReveal
It is bc the covert racists could not stand having a black president and when someone came along who allowed them to be openly racist, they rallied around him
Ppl who say maintenance meds mean you aren’t clean are usually ppl who have never gone thru heroin withdrawals. I equate it to the nicotine patch, neither is great for you but 1 is WAY better than the other. Suboxone has saved my life, and if u judge me for taking it-f*ck off 🖕🏻
@MeghanMcCain
Having a Republican woman is the exact same thing as having a male Republican. Y’all both vote against womens rights, except you’re worse bc you’re voting against your own rights
I’ve overdosed too many times to count but 1 of the most serious times I took what I thought to be a Xanax at the wheel & OD’d & crashed my car. Thank god I didn’t hurt anyone else but it was basically pure fentanyl in a Xanax bar form. It’s no joke out there! 190 days clean 2day
My dad is really not well. He has fluid on his lungs that is infected with E. coli & has a chest tube. He is often confused & I am hoping it’s the infection and not early stages of dementia. I am all he has bc neither 1 of my siblings help at all. It’s a lot & I’m physically
Day 172 and I’m clean today by the skin of my 🦷. No more pink ☁️ no more euphoria, now it’s just regular boring painful life. But when I pick up that 6 mod keytag it will mean so much to me bc I have FOUGHT every day for the last 2 wks to stay clean I’m getting that mf’n keytag!
Some women can do both & if they CHOOSE to have a baby then good for them. For me, having a baby was an irresponsible choice. I was heavily addicted to drugs & failing out of college. I had NO business bringing a child into the world & I don’t regret my choice for a second!
So our
@AGTennessee
says that throwing out unused IVF embryos doesn’t violate the “Human Protection Act” even though it explicitly states in the bill that “Life begins at conception.” The only difference bw an embryo in a Petri dish and an embryo in a uterus is a WOMAN. 1/2
@thejackhopkins
Thank you for reminding me of this!! I get in my head and I think about how scary a second term of him would be—but you’re right! He’s DONE!
And just when I think the
@TNGOP
can’t stoop any lower, they do.
Now, they’re pushing for 3 years mandatory prison time for any woman who falsely cries rape in order to get an abortion.
From a bill that doesn’t even include exceptions for rape and incest in the first place! 1/2
I got another job offer, its more permanent but it’s also 50/hrs wkly which wouldn’t leave time for many meetings. It would also require monthly overnights/traveling with the family & what would I do with my dog? Idk it just doesn’t feel right and I think god is telling me to NO
My 4 month chip! NA is my higher power. It works, idk how it works but I see clean addicts all around me & it’s definitely bigger than me. You don’t need a “god” in the traditional sense of the word but you do have to have faith in something and I have faith in NA
#RecoveryPosse
@Daddy__Wags
Youre right..I don’t give a fuck what happens to conservatives bc they celebrated when my rights were taken away. Why should I care what happens to rich white men?
American democracy is the most fragile it has been since the Civil War. But also, let me remind you, that those women weren’t allowed to vote. Not until 1920, when they fought long and hard for it. We MUST honor those women by voting! EVERY. SINGLE. WOMAN.
#RoevemberIsComing
Sometimes I wish that I could go back to the shallow person that I was before who could just say “I’m not into politics.” Like that version of me sucked but she was definitely having a WAY better time lol. But now that my eyes have been opened I can never go back.
The heroin withdrawals were the worst thing I’ve ever experienced physically including gallstones and kidney stones But the scariest wd’s were from benzos when I had seizures and then hallucinated in the hospital for days
Thank god I never have to thru that again!
#RecoveryPosse
I am truly asking for a Christian to explain this concept to me, I am curious. And also, why does hitler who committed mass atrocities get to go to heaven when I, as an atheist but who has never murdered anyone, not get in? I’m serious, I need a Christian to explain this to me
What the actual f*ck is going on in the world when fascism is gaining momentum in Germany again?? Seriously, the Germans know better than anyone the devastating effects of fascism. I’m scared and I literally can’t sleep at night worrying about the state of our world.
#RESIST
I am honestly so torn between
@jbsmileyjr
and
@jasonbmartin
for governor of Tennessee! Both seem like such great leaders and either of them will definitely be better than Bill Lee. I could run the state better than Bill Lee. 😂
This shirt found me. To all my people out there who are facing battles, you’re not alone. We are all battling something and you are worth fighting for.
#RecoveryPosse
#CleanTime
#WeDoRecover
What they’re saying, without saying it, is this that it was never about life but always about controlling women’s bodies. BOTH IVF EMBRYOS AND EMBRYOS CONCEIVED IN A UTERUS HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME LIFE. Only one is housed in a woman. And now it has more rights than she does.
Don’t get me wrong, I love TN, but who is moving here for the culture? A culture of hate against gays and trans and women. Seriously, they’re moving here bc it’s cheaper to live here than it was where they came from, my guy. Not for the ignorant, racist, backwards culture.
Nobody moves to TN bc they want to change it. They move to TN bc they like what TN has become, so how about everybody trusts the ones who have made it what it is?
I’m staying clean today to show the newcomer that it’s possible. Even though I only have 4.5 mos clean, I can remember sitting in the rooms at 1 week clean and thinking that I’d never make it to 30, 60, 90 days clean. But we do it—1 day at a time! We do recover.
#RecoveryPosse
194 days clean time for me! I had 2 yrs at 1 point but only bc I had overdosed and caused my family a lot of trauma. This is the 1st time I’ve ever been clean bc I wanted it for me, w/o someone pressuring me to do it. It feels so different when you’re finally ready!
#RecoveryPosse
Ooohh I made some MAGATs mad with my tweet saying that I was going to run against Blackburn in 2024,most of them mad that I called her a bitch, LOL. Maybe I do need to “wash my mouth out with soap” but how are you going to do that for your soul, you fascist fucks?!
What he MEANS is every WHITE child, regardless of where they live should have the option of going to a Christian school where they’ll be groomed into the MAGA cult. “School choice” is code for “white choice.”
Tennessee is closer than ever to making Education Freedom a reality for families across our state. Every child - regardless of zip code or income - should receive the education that will help them achieve the American dream.
There are 2 types of Republicans:
1) the stupid ones who actually believe in the garbage they’re spewing (your MTG’s and most of Trump followers)
2) and the ones who don’t believe but say/do it for power, money, etc. (your DeSantises, Stones, etc)
Which one scares you more?
Cares about you. One day, just like with the Nazis, psychologists will study them to see what the f*ck happened. Hispanic and minority MAGAts especially bc they believe that people who hate them will work for their best interests. It’s amazing and terrifying to watch all at once.
Do you ever have dreams about people you’ve lost and you KNOW in the dream that they’re dead and you’re happy and sad at the same time bc this is the only place you can see them again? I don’t believe in heaven so this is all I have and please don’t come at me Christians
All I need from a man is for when I say men suck and I f*cking hate them all and they shouldn’t be allowed to vote, all I need is for him to nod in agreement. That’s it. It’s so unsexy when you try to fight for your gender. Like, no. Be quiet and listen to my feminine wisdom.
You cannot argue with a MAGAt they are so unhinged from reality. If trump did stand in 5th avenue and shoot someone and we saw it they’d say it was an actor or that it just plain didn’t happen. They don’t believe evidence that they can see with their eyes bc he’s told them not to
Finished! Thank you
@MSSATHER
for the recommendation to get a matching color to fill my other sunflower! I tried to match as close to the other orange as possible! Very happy with the results!
I’m staying clean today bc it’s true what they say in NA-it’s easier to stay clean than to get clean. I might have another relapse in me, but I might not have another recovery. For me, to use is to die and I don’t want to die today. A far cry from the way I felt 151 days ago!