Thank you so so much for the raid today
@LuluLuvely
, it's still so insane that it happened, you're someone that I've been watching and looking up to ever since I started playing apex back in season 1. Going to sleep with a smile on my face tonight 🥺💜
Kinda wanna just quit gaming, I feel like I'm going no where, I rarely enjoy it, I feel like I don't fit in and I don't wanna change myself to fit in, gaming has made me depressed, but at the same time, I don't know what I'd do without gaming..
It finally happened. Massive stream yesterday :) Thank you so much for the raid and the gifted subs
@iiTzTimmy
, it really means a lot, it's like a dream come true for you to finally see my follow alert from way back when I threw in marbles on your stream 😂
I wanna do well in comp so I can prove to myself and everyone else that females can compete and do well. I wanna inspire other females to start competing and believe in themselves, because as long as you put in the work, you will reach your goals, male or female.
Goals by the end of the year
-1k on twitter
-600 on youtube
-3k on twitch
-average 50 viewers
-sponsored by eseries
-ALGS Finals
-become a better fragger
-talk to more people in the community
Time to get to work :)
In 2022 I’m gonna…
get signed to an org
get partnered on twitch
hit 10k on twitch
hit 5k on twitter
hit 5k on youtube
make pred for multiple seasons
place well in comp
play with more people
sleep better
build my self-esteem
This is my year.
do you get easier lobbies when you solo/duo q? cuz I'm literally just running through master lobbies as a duo and the lobbies seem way harder when I three stack..
I tweet about apex breaking at an inconvenient time so my team doesn't get enough practice and this guy decides to say "must not be trying hard enough" Like bruh I'm just trying to stress how unprofessional it is for the game to be in such a bad state when ALGS is so close.
@Lutziana_
If you are wanting to play in the ALGS and do well it is a job… you don’t just hit up some of your homies and be like yo guys wanna go play professional apex 😂 also my entire time works full time/has a family so invalid argument
with apex being in a bad state, I am now higher rank in a game that I'm playing for the first time than I am in apex. hoping apex gets it together so I won't have to be forced into playing other games 🥲
not been feeling well recently but happy with how my ranked grind has been going and also having a lot of fun in ranked this split, gonna go for double pred this season :)
Been grinding harder than ever with streams and I'm really happy it's paying off. Also really thankful to have the opportunity to have drops on my channel. Only up from here :)
So incredibly grateful to those who continuously believe in me as a player and give me chances. I don't get a lot of opportunity to play with high level players, so when it happens, I'm really grateful. I know I'm not the best, but I'm working hard to get there one day.
Seeing people’s takes on aim assist hurts my brain. So many people saying movement needs a nerf for mnk if aim assist gets nerfed. What they don’t understand is that mnk is completely fair because it’s all raw input. Aim assist needs a nerf and controller needs a buff.
Sad to say I'll be taking a break from comp. Really hard to find a third that works for us. This will be the perfect time to work on my individual skill, I'll be grinding ranked, watching Pro League and other tourneys, and becoming the best player I can be.