2020 is literally the worst year ever.
My nan died last night, I say it a lot but really, really. Make sure you tell your loved ones you love them, I didn’t get to see my nan at all due to Covid, a text, a call, anything.
I get kicked from navi and they instantly place first. guess I really was the problem🥲
All jokes aside, really happy for my old teammates, they've been so close for a while and finally the results are showing from the work they've put in
A short thread, benched from cowana, I made a video defending myself and put it on paper aswell for anyone that doesnt want to watch the video. For the benefit of my mental health I need to get this off my chest.
I think I need a break from social media, its frustrating to get mocked for your personal appearance no matter which platform its on. I'm going on holiday this week for 4 days and I'm excited to have a mental reset. Have a great weekend, and remember your words hold value.
Can we please give the middle east their own server?
I don't want to play vs 5 stacks with 90-120 ping every day swinging me with their full ember rise and wind bastion 3 speeds anymore
🙏🙏🙏🙏
Maybe this is a hot take and might cause some controversy but I really really dislike when casters use the term ''what are you doing'' I feel like its super disrespectful to the player and a quick judgement on what might be a simple mistake/play, wish it wasnt used
Time for a new chapter.
I dont know what the future has in store for me and it wasnt the best year and a half on Secret but I can confidently say I tried my best, just wasnt enough but im glad I ended my time on the team qualifying for my first event in 2 years.
Free Agent.
Heartbreaking news.
KiX was such an amazing caster and a pillar of the community. Sending my prayers to his family and friends.
He was so nice to us during our first event in Tokoname and welcomed us with open arms. Will never forget that💔
Controversial opinion
This LMG meta is one of the worst meta's siege has ever had. Think the game was more fun to play when I was getting blinded by ying and smoke banged by Glaz
In 2-3 months I have lost 36 kilos (around 5 and a half stone), that's by just stopping drinking sugary drinks and eating better and short spells at the gym. I now have a personal trainer and my goal for 2020 is to fully commit to making changes in my life👌
Happy NY everyone!
I made a very stupid tweet out of negative emotions and should be less trigger happy to get on twitter after a game like that, I made myself look stupid and I apologise, especially to my teammates who don’t need to read that after a loss as heartbreaking as that, we move on.
I stand with Prano 100%. So far this season I have been told to retire, to kill myself, to focus more on losing weight then my team, a terrible IGL and a whole list of other things, dont even want to imagine what hes receiving on G2. Criticism is one thing.. be better.
Officially lost over 40KG and reduced my body fat percentage by about 10%, nothing more satisfying then investing in yourself and seeing the results of your hardwork🤯
Nowhere near where I wanna be but was doing some reminiscing on old times and found this photo, shit is crazy, left is me then and right is me 2 weeks ago📈📈📈
It's the morning after and I don't think its it's truly sunk in yet, I'm on top of the world right now and I want to thank everyone who supported us, the amount of tweets and messages I have got over this weekend blows my mind, from the bottom of my heart, thank you🖤💛
First gym session back with my personal trainer in almost a year, now things are hopefully slowly going back to normal, looking to really change my life for the better, tweeting and pinning this as a reminder🤙
Mint has just ran into a thermite charge and blew himself up in the DZ x NSG Pro Am and someone in twitch chat has called it the Kendrew special, I dont know whether to feel proud or offended
Dear Fabian ''
@G2_Fabian
'' Hällsten, I am writing this in public view to show my sincere apologies for my actions in ranked months ago, I am sorry for team killing you, I am sorry for trolling you.. but most of all I'm sorry I prevented you from going to Tokoname.🤞
Wanted to thank everyone that messaged me privately or commented on my post, I couldnt respond to everything because of how many replies there was, but I tried to read every single one, it turned my shitty situation into something positive and I couldnt be more grateful🙌
If you're on a team, coach, player, manager, you're just as responsible for the teams results as the next person, you can always do more, if you're taking no responsibility, you're in the wrong line of work
GONNE-6 is one of the best additions to R6, however I can’t count how many times I’ve tried to switch to a pistol and pulled out the launcher then died after firing it at the enemy👍
I'm speechless. Feel like I say this every game but the mental fortitude of this squad is something else. GG's to HellRaisers, we complete the reverse sweep and are here to stay in EUL😏
Beginning of the ranked game: ''Kendrew why are you on NA lol, I actually wanna win this game, let me win and get my elo''
End of the game: ''Lol navi sucks you're literally the worst pro player, hope you get relegated''
Been a little longer then I expected to do a check in on my weight loss, had to change personal trainers unexpectedly but this month I lost another 7KG, that makes around 20KG or so since I started which is sick, now I have more time I can go more often as well, enjoying it🔥
We qualify for the EU Finals and secure ourself top 4 overall in EUL! Really happy with the turn around we had, shame we started slow and missed the major, but we showed our character in tough times. GG's to Rogue, we take it 7-3.
#navination
3 years ago I lost my dad, I spent all day playing siege and games to forget for awhile, little did I know 3 years later It would be my full time job, I'm just happy I never gave up throughout my 4 failed seasons.
Thanks to
@KalKalCS
&
@JavelinCS
for everything they have done.
Siege is a relatively new esport, filled with young players, who started out playing with their friends, it doesnt surprise me that other then a group of coaches people believe that there isnt enough reputable coaches, most will value their friendship over their work.
4 years has gone by fast, happy fathers day, to my inspiration and role model. I'm trying to be half the man you were. Doing my best to make you proud.