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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

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i’m supposed to be able to read fiction to ESCAPE REALITY. not to be read for absolute filth with NO WARNING.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

in 2013, i was alone in my college dorm room while all my friends were out on valentines dates. my dad sent me @dominos for dinner and as a broke college student eating only dining hall food, i felt like it was a feast. i watched romcoms and ate my pizza and felt loved.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

a friend of mine is having her 3rd baby and instead of a sprinkle or baby shower (even though it’s her first boy) she is having a nesting party. we are going to her house to meal prep and do baby laundry and help make her more ready and i LOVE this idea. more nesting parties!

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

i’ve never had an abortion but my access to healthcare has changed because Roe was overturned. I have #Lupus which is an inflammatory autoimmune disease that causes my immune system to attack my organs, joints, skin, and muscles. i take #Methotrexate as one of my treatments

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

recently i went to the doctor and explained that the medicine to regulate my heart rate is just not doing what it should and i’m miserable. i asked to try a new med, rather than increase the dosage bc we’d already increased 4 times and it wasn’t touching the issue.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

Roe was overturned 6 days ago. in less than one week i lost access to healthcare that i need because the drug could be used to induce abortions. it took 144 hours for me to have less safe healthcare because Roe was overturned. Don’t tell me you’re pro-life.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

7 months

me: a youth pastor i met on a dating app ejaculated on a photo of me and sent it to me and told me he can’t controls himself around me and i felt like that was unsafe behavior for someone working with kids so i told his employer

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

because i have a headache. again. because my heart rate is over 110 just sitting on the couch watching tv. again. because the med isn’t working. AGAIN. women’s healthcare is so fucked.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

@elmo we started this year. STARTED IT. by trauma dumping so hard on elmo the official sesame street account had to tweet out mental health resources. god help us.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

i received an email from my rheumatologist today that they are stopping all refills of methotrexate because it is considered an abortifacient. Methotrexate is a form of chemotherapy. But in reduced quantities it can be taken long term to help with many autoimmune diseases.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i am about to turn 29 and for most of my 20’s i had no friends. like zero. zilch. nada. i moved back to my parents bc i realized in an emergency i didn’t even have anyone to watch my dog. i was stranded and alone and lonely. adulthood friends are hard to find and keep.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

5 months

nearly half of all women have an organ literally fall out of their body in their life and it’s just an understood fact of life. i absolutely will always believe that women are the stronger sex simply bc our medical care is the equivalent of “oh wow. that sucks” and nothing else

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@thesabatross

5 months

WHYY IS THIS A THING WTF

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

because between the pandemic and this - you are certainly not pro my life. none of what has happened to me had anything to do with the life of a baby or my reproductive health and i now have to accelerate a treatment timeline so i don’t have a gap in care.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

7 months

stranger man on the internet: idk that’s on you & fucked up. just bc he doesn’t understand consent and sexual harassment doesn’t mean he shouldn’t work with kids. y’all stay telling on yourselves

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

and now i get to spend the summer learning if my body will be more responsive to this new drug. because of Roe v. Wade i had care that made my disabled life easier. and they took that from me. and i am mad as hell.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

just a *reminder* that our student loans were supposed to be forgiven and then they just *weren’t* and the payment pause is up again soon. we were fucking lied to & everyone stopped fighting for it and now everyone thinks something happened that didn’t so it’ll never happen now

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

i explained that i’d rather be healthy and feel good and then talk to her about adjusting it if i found a partner or wanted a baby. she said “well. you never know what the future can hold. so let’s just try increasing it” i just went to bed early. again.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

she said that she wanted to try increasing it one more time bc the next medicine she’d have me try is black boxed for pregnancy. i asked if we could try it anyways since im single and not even having sex so pregnancy isn’t even a risk factor right now

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

9 months

it’s day 4 of my period and i just bled through my pad for the 3rd time this cycle and i’ve been changing them every 3-4 hours. i have more days of this and every doctor has said i’m fine and it’s normal. i don’t need medical advice.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

**i would also like to clarify that this may be temporary in my state. i think some places are seeing large over corrections to avoid legal trouble. i love my rheumatologist and she was so apologetic about this**

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

if this is happening in a blue state with no trigger law, think of those in red states where abortion isn’t even legal. and those states that have trigger laws causing extreme and immediate loss of access.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

further clarification - I live in Virginia and abortion is legal here. but it is not protected by law and individual providers and pharmacies can decide what they will and won’t do re: abortifacients. this is why i believe my limited access is temporary.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

4 months

i learned recently that my dad AND my brother face the shower head when they shower and not away from it. what kind of psycho behavior is THAT?!?!!!??!!! just casually water boarding yourself every morning?!?!!!?? plz. this is a civilized society. 😭

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

in case you didn’t see at the launch of this line, Selena developed this packaging specifically for people with disabilities. the twist top is easy to grip and turn. the eyeliner is a bigger size. you can tell someone whose hands don’t always work developed this

Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

gotta support my girl and fellow lupus warrior @selenagomez @rarebeauty

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

9 months

but i need you to know that women have to act NORMAL while this is happening. i don’t even care if you think it’s TMI. imagine living it. it’s absolutely hell. and it deserves more care and attention than it gets.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

the next year, i was living with some other single friends and we wanted to celebrate with each other and my dad, again, sent us @dominos and made sure we all had enough. we were giggling and squealing and had the best night. and i felt so loved. and i got to share it.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

@heyletsmakestuf YES. and like. i told her i didn’t think i needed to worry about that bc even if i wanted to my body wouldn’t be capable of having sex right now so i’d rather just get better. still wouldn’t budge 😩🙄

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

today i went and cleaned out my personal effects from my car and handed in the keys. it has officially been repossessed. and while i have struggled my fair share with car payments. this car was paid off in 2021. but i missed something. and i want to talk about it.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

the NEXT year, my friend group had grown and everyone knew about “becky’s dad who sends @dominos ” and parks and rec had gifted us the galentines terminology and thus our holiday had a name. my dad sent us SO. MUCH. FOOD. it was the best night. i felt so loved. and wanted.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

and that’s how the love of one really really great dad has multiplied into a yearly celebration with my girls. his act of consistent love for me has blossomed into a celebration my friends and i make time for every year. for over a decade now. he is the best of the very best

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

i’m raising money to get help for my living space which will be even more necessary if my medicine is inaccessible to me.

Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

Hi All - I have a request. One that is hard for me to make. But I need the help and this community has helped before. Honestly feeling embarrassed, but y'all have shown up before and I just can't do this one completely on my own.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

even this past weekend there was a galentines with my girls and their kids now. it’s multi-generational. bc my dad knew how to show up and make me feel loved when i was 500 miles away. happy galentines to all my gals 💜 my dad would buy us all pizza if he could.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

10 months

starting fights over on facebook bc i will die on this hill that my life is not expendable for your own convenience bc you have kids and i don’t. absolutely the fuck not.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

6 months

someone just said “can you imagine what it must have been like to have been old enough to remember the royal wedding?!” and i thought they were talking Charles and Diana. but they meant Will and Kate ☠️

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

i had a tweet go accidentally, a little viral about makeup and disabilities and i need to be firm and clear right now: you do not get to gate-keep what is disability friendly. Selena Gomez has Lupus. That is a disability. She designed this for her disability needs.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

Someone has been trying to explain to me that it was a happy accident that Selena Gomez's packaging was disability friendly and that she designed it for her. Selena has a disability. When people with disabilities create things they are inherently designed for disabled people

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 month

CW: Weight Loss for the first time in 4 years a doctor today looked at me and said “i want to treat your weight as a symptom not the source of the problem” and he put me on a SAFE weight loss medication meant to encourage only as much weight loss as it takes to help me.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

****i intentionally waited to share this until after it was done. i do not want advice. or to be told i had options. or to receive money. this is me sharing something that happens everyday in america that we don’t talk about and that i want to talk about****

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

happy autumn equinox don’t forget to perform the ceremonial changing of the birks tonight.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i haven’t dated. i haven’t found myself or some great life’s purpose. and i just wish someone had told me all of that was fine and normal. so consider this me - telling you. bc the friends i have now? would all say about the same. it’s ok to feel all of it. we all did too.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

y’all have been very kind to me in this and i’m very thankful 🫶 here’s me with my katie bell the kia the day i got her. she was a treasure of a first car and i will love her always.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 years

if you hear nothing else i ever say - hear this DO NOT EVER SAY “i didn’t know love until i had a kid” or “i never could comprehend the ways God loved me until i had kids” it is so hurtful & reductive and dismissive of everyone in your life who loves you. & who don’t have kids

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

then i moved home to finish school. and my dad would pick me up some food or give me a gift card but i missed celebrating with my girls. but thankfully i was a young youth group leader with a lot of energy and a disposable income. so the galentines day event was born.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i’d like to say it gets better but really it just gets different. you find different ways to make connections and find community. but mostly? you become so comfortable with who you are having no friends doesn’t feel like a character flaw. your 20’s aren’t glamorous.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

this is also a friend who regularly opens her home to me, her single 30yo friend. i bring coffees and she throws some food in the oven and we sit and talk for hours while we clean up toys or play with her twins or do bedtime routines. it is one of my most precious friendships

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

do you understand how absolutely wild you have to be to have OZZY come out and say “keep my name out of your mouth”

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

6 months

i want all the men who shit talk women’s periods to be abruptly woken up in the middle of the night w horrible cramps, realize they’ve leaked, get up, change & clean up. go take pain relievers & in the exhaustion of the moment - accidentally take a nighttime sleep aid at 4am.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

3 months

we did taco tuesday one year. another year it was decorations and discounted candy. and then we did our biggest one yet and it was brunch. we had decorations. themed food. gifts. and my house was packed with 20+ high school girls.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

@hedge23 LOL nail on the head. been on a beta blocker for a year+ feels like it BARLEY does anything

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

going to see my friend and her twins tomorrow at lunch. i decided at 4pm to make them matching stuffed animals. i just finished the first one. follow along to see who wins this race against time. my insomnia, this project, or needing to leave tomorrow afternoon.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

10 months

@HeatherTDay I love women. This is incredible.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

11 months

@emilykmay “properly care for a man” i’m sorry. does he want to be married to HIS MOM?! i don’t even properly care for MYSELF. absolutely not interested in doing it for a GROWN ASS MAN

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

10 months

from the archives: I was performing a special music offering song with the pastor’s daughter. i was told not to hold the microphone bc it would look inappropriate and cause men to stumble.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

9 months

@EznaBr i’ve had all the tests and i’m completely healthy reproductively. but thank you! this is just the reality of what is for me and it’s manageable and survivable. but it’s def not discussed enough how normal we have to act while going through it!

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

5 months

@KoshaVavoom please fuck off with the transphobia. trans women are real women. you aren’t welcome, wanted, or safe in this reply group. have the fucking day you deserve 🖕🏻

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

that $230 has been accruing interest and late fees. and those late fees had been accruing interest. how this was never communicated to me? i will never know. or understand. but two moves, one across state lines and an abuser who handled my mail…i can’t say it didn’t come.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i cried the whole first month of college bc i didn’t know anyone and i missed my parents. my first weekend on my own i went to mcdonald’s for breakfast and walked around target and cried about needing a GPS to find a gas station. i had no idea what i was doing. i had no money.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i am applying for 10-15 jobs a day. every time i get an email saying they are not moving forward with me i apply for an extra job to fill the spot of the one i lost out on. today i have to apply to 18 jobs. it’s depressing af to wake up to rejections.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

the long of it all? i missed this. and as a result. i owed $1160 on the car now. they came and took it out of my driveway. and i have sobbed and cried and wondered where the fuck rock bottom is bc i would very much like to hit it now.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

7 months

this was the picture on my dating app. when i matched with a youth pastor from richmond. i had butterflies. everything felt so promising. until i didn’t. until he wasn’t. this was the picture that was pulled up in the photo he sent me. the photo of him…finishing…

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@BeccaLizz

1 year

it’s infuriating and i’d like some answers and answers soon and @POTUS and @VP owe us a statement. we cannot let them forget this or move past it or fucking CAMPAIGN ON IT AGAIN. i’m honestly so pissed about it i can’t put coherent thoughts together

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

that car was my lifeline to safety for so many years. i slept in it. drove for hours. made random road trips. and so i feel very untethered without it. but i no longer need that lifeline to safety. i can let it go now.

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

i’ve felt a lot of things. embarrassed. ashamed. like a failure. a mess. stupid. irresponsible. financially illiterate. but it’s done. and i will wallow about. and then i will pick myself back up. and get my life back under me again.

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@BeccaLizz

1 month

every exvangelical 6 months into deconstruction

Lyric Vault

@LyricVault

1 month

Jojo Siwa reveals that she isn’t that innocent after all: “Just wait until I drop that F bomb,” she warns

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

1 year

she was very clear and open about it. thousands of others with disabilities have affirmed it. it was designed with us in mind simply by being designed with Selena in mind. we aren’t going to discount the intentional work of a disabled woman as a “happy accident”

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

open your home in unconventional ways and watch how your village transforms into something beautiful and deep. my greatest treasures are loving my friends kids in the maddeningly ordinary parts of life. and showing up for laundry and meal prep parties 💜

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

2 months

for this particular lender, i needed a payoff quote. this quote calculates in some admin fees, accrued interest, and any other misc fees. i paid the principal balance down to $0 but never noticed the payoff fees or understood to look for it. the total? $230.

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

15 years of friendship 💜

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

after calculating expenses, unemployment, health needs, and what is reasonable for me to do it was decided to let the car go. and so i handed in the keys and got my stuff and said goodbye to Katie Bell the Kia.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

one of the biggest things that made twitter so appealing to me was the ability to get nearly instantaneous, multi-perspective, credible access to news and world events. i felt empowered and informed. yesterday was a harsh wake up call that we don’t have that here anymore.

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

i didn’t know what a payoff quote was. had never heard of it. didn’t think i would need it. I was just making larger than average payments each month and slowly hacking my way through the loan. but it turns out, paying off a car early not only sinks your credit score…

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@BeccaLizz

9 months

quick follow up. i don’t need medical advice was not a free pass to offer it up and suggest things like a hysterectomy. this was meant to bring awareness that our lack of proper understanding of periods has led us to believe this is “not normal” when it very much can be.

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

every time a woman says “sorry if this is too much” or “sorry i just get really excited” i want to vow to become a celibate assassin who hunts down the man that made her feel like she needed to ever say that or that it’s something to be sorry over.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

10 months

@BellaEnglebach asking is fine. and most often people say yes. but demanding or making it a requirement of someone who didn’t create the problem is my issue. i am not required nor am i rude for keeping my seat. i can move and always have when asked. but that is not the rule or expectation

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@BeccaLizz

3 months

an update from pizza dad: the fame will be going to his head.

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@BeccaLizz

11 months

@emilykmay I AM A FERAL GIRL WHO THRIVES IN BED ROTTING ENVIRONMENTS. I WILL NOT BE HOUSEBROKEN. I AM NOT A DOG.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

6 months

you don’t have to take every rejection lying down. we can be respectful and ask for better. woke up today feeling confused and disappointed that this wasn’t my first day of work. decided to do something about it.

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@BeccaLizz

2 months

i bought this car in 2019. i LOVED it. the first car i’ve ever owned. So proud of the negotiations and research i did. and while living in poverty and abuse i still managed to pay it off. so why did it end up getting repo’d out of my driveway this week? the payoff quote.

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@BeccaLizz

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Amy Grant hosting her niece’s gay wedding is the redemption arc that all exvangelicals needed for 2022. look how easy it is to grow up in it and not be shitty. we were right to leave who we did and when we did 👏🏻

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@BeccaLizz

1 year

she donates the proceeds to various charities, including Lupus research!! She helped fund the development of the medicine that put my Lupus into remission. i’m starting to flare again but it’s so much easier knowing i have access to something that works.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

not for me. i blocked him on everything. i felt this ache in my bones that he wasn’t safe and he was around kids. it was met with��.silence. and it was the first time i started to see the #churchtoo in the #metoo he’s married now. with two kids. and still a pastor there.

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@BeccaLizz

2 years

the meghan markle podcast on spotify is 🔥🔥🔥 Archetypes is profound and real and honest and is a force to be reckoned with in addressing and tearing apart the labels women are given. i literally cry and laugh and shout amen

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@BeccaLizz

2 years

Here is to all of us who hate the heat and hate the summertime. Can someone normalize seasonal affective disorder for those of us who would like to not have to pretend this is a great time of year? thankssomuch

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@BeccaLizz

9 months

the truth is this CAN BE normal. and we need to have better accommodations and awareness and overall appreciation for the things women experience with their periods. and being sent 600+ replies with advice is overwhelming for anyone.

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@BeccaLizz

2 years

i’m going to say this to all my married friends with the utmost gentleness and earnestness - it is very likely that you’ve hurt your single friends or trivialized their life and i would urge you to sit with that and then ask the single friends in your life what hurts them

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

@emilykmay ENTERING A COVENANT?! I am not eating biblical manna at the olive garden, liz. it is not that serious.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

he was a youth pastor. i was sick thinking of a man like that being with kids. so at the prompting of friends, i emailed the church he worked at. I told the pastors and elders what had transpired. i kept emotion out of it. stuck to the facts. implored them to step in.

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@BeccaLizz

8 months

just under the WIRE. now to go douse myself in dry shampoo and be 30 minutes late 😅

Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

going to see my friend and her twins tomorrow at lunch. i decided at 4pm to make them matching stuffed animals. i just finished the first one. follow along to see who wins this race against time. my insomnia, this project, or needing to leave tomorrow afternoon.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

and i can’t ever use this picture i used to love again. it will only ever be that moment for me. i sent the email 4 years ago this week. and i don’t ever think about it much anymore. but i did today. i felt so broken. and i wont tell you what my abusers said when i told them.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

10 months

where do you exist in your body? like for me, i am right behind my inner eyes and behind my nose. sometimes up in my forehead but mostly just right in the upper middle of my face. someone asked this on tiktok and i am fascinated

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@BeccaLizz

4 months

the way the barbie movie literally has a monologue that explains why having to explain this is exhausting

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@BeccaLizz

10 months

@Sunathetuna it’s not fair. but it’s also not my problem to fix. i will most likely move for someone who asks! but when people act like it’s their right. or that it’s rude for me to say no - that’s when i won’t do it.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

@saraanderson023 this was the photo lol

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@BeccaLizz

9 months

i didn’t get just one opinion. i’ve done multiple. i didn’t do just one test. i’ve done all of them. i know there’s no way any of you would know that as you aren’t my doctors but that is why i clearly said i don’t need medical advice & i have done all the tests to get all clear

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

8 months

i remember vividly one day my 8y.o. came home from school. and it had been one of those parent days. either dad or mom had been there. i don’t remember. and he looked at me and said “i wish there was a becky day. i want you to come to school to see me too”

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@emilykmay

8 months

The folks against “grown ups and donuts” instead of specifying mom or dad all came back to saying that if we don’t celebrate parents, kids will grow up not knowing that having involved parents is important and I just -

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

it’s complicated and messy. i miss the time when i could just love this picture. when i still had faith in “good” pastors. and mostly. when matching with a youth pastor felt like hope and not a red flag full of dread.

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@BeccaLizz

9 months

“why aren’t millennials buying small starter homes?” 🫠

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@BeccaLizz

1 year

@cscardina dwight is my dog.

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Becky ♿️🇵🇸🍉 a tortured poet

@BeccaLizz

5 months

wait. everyone just wait. ok. …..please stop telling me about your grandmas vagina and what has fallen out of it. this is not the kind of awareness i was looking for.

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@BeccaLizz

8 months

@emily_kushla Emily. I remember vividly sitting on a friends couch at 23 and SOBBING. bc no one ever said it was this hard. you are not alone. 💜 we spend SO much of our lives in environments of forced friendships. the same life stages. and then all of the sudden we are just on our own.

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@BeccaLizz

7 months

i was horrified. the photo was sent with an alarming message attached. about how he wasn’t sure he’d be able to control himself when he saw me. because of what i did to him. as if i would be flattered by that. as if it would make me as excited as he seemed.

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