So, tonight was unexpected.
Dan Clancy just invited me to perform at next years twitchcon! to do an original song & a duet with him at the closing ceremony!
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?
@AdamMilstein
so you literally just did 0 research on Roger Waters in general I guess, because if you did even the bare minimum you would know what "The Wall" is
because of Buddha I got a huge jump start to my music career on NoPixel when he reacted to Low and gave me a spotlight a year ago. and look where we are now
I came out as Transgender in 2021 and started HRT the same year. When I left Seattle In 2022 I stopped HRT because I no longer had state insurance to cover the medication.
I am a 6 foot tall, bulky mofo who will never pass femininely, ever. Not Vocally, Not Physically. and Iโฆ
Wow - I am fucking speechless LMFAO
I didn't think I was gonna fucking get this shit but here we are. WE ARE OFFICIALLY A FUCKING TWITCH PARTNER BABY LET'S GOOOOOO
WE GOTTA DO SO MUCH BETTER ON THIS SUBATHON FOR MORE EMOTE SLOTS. I LOVE YOU ALL SO FUCKING MUCH THANK YOU
This is the last preview photo before release of the video on April 3rd.
I cannot thank the amazing
@JordanArts_
enough for the quick video, listening to all my direction and scenes and nailing everything
to the amazing
@fuslie
, getting to work with you has been a dream comeโฆ
Me: Walks out of Wu-Chang to see a guitar leaning against my car, I look on the ground and find an item called "Cross Acoustic Guitar".
Whichever dev did this for me, thank you from the bottom of my heart. This is my most prized posession on the server now.
@scubaryan_
so.....he sold out the venue AND got to perform for a small crowd of people who ACTUALLY care about his music and not there to just take pics to flex on instagram?
yeah dude, what a loss ๐คฃ
I have been with Wu-Chang for over a year now as both Oswald and Damien.
@LordKebun
@JoblessGarrett
when you guys "signed"
Oswald a year ago you changed my life. You let me live out my dream of making music and helped me do so much.
cannot thank you guys enough for helping me
Damien left Wu-Chang records today
and it's very bitter sweet. the bitterness is leaving the place I called home for almost 2 years and the sweet is I am discovering new RP opportunities.
who knows what the future holds.
HELP I JUST MET SOMEONE AT THE GAS STATION AND WHEN THEY TOLD ME THEIR NAME I ASKED WHAT THEIR STATE ID WAS
IM SCREAMING THIS IS WHY I DON'T LEAVE MY HOUSE LMFAO
After stream I just sat and stared at this photo and cried bro.
This year has been so fucking tough both in RP and OOC. From working on my first album, to meeting fans on other servers. people telling me I inspire them and help them.
All resulting to this trophy. im so blessed
Content or not, the fact that
@StIcKyRamee
put himself out there and covered my song ft.
@KingPMoney
is still fucking amazing and means the world to me. it's still crazy to me that I get to RP with so many amazing people.
I love when people say NoPixel artists are shittier than mainstream artists like with quality ....and it's like
sorry that we do everything in apartments and not multi million dollar studios, we'll do better I guess?
I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me I won't let toxic RP comments get to me
Used a lot of the donation that
@LordKebun
gave us in his new video to give myself and my mom a night out. got tickets to Hadestown on the 23rd, always wanted to see it.
the amount of influencers listening to my music on streams and the amount of viewers who are sad that Oswald is dead, breaks my heart in the best way possible. I had no fucking idea I had any sort of influence like this, thank you guys
@SeanMcFlurry
@thecodemiko
all my animals are shelter animals, but im sorry, some people want specific breeds, and that is 100% ok. just because someone gets a cat from a breeder doesnt mean people should guilt trip them
have been thinking about what to say because no words can articulate how I feel on the nopixel drama.
this kind of thing is so scary and it pains me to think of people I love and care about being in a situation like this, genuinely.
I have gone through a lot of abuse in myโฆ
my proudest moment on Damien.
Unsure if I will ever do music RP on WL again tho, not until 4.0 atleast.
Seriously tho, despite what negative viewers may say about my character, I am so proud of what I did in 3.0 as Damien, Thank you for listening to my music.
I love you all
@MrNixn
@PicturesFoIder
I meanโฆ he invited her which means they agreed to terms, sheโs obviously nervous and I doubt sheโd agree if she knew theyโd come
One of the rare chances Iโll slightly agree with the entitled guest, she obviously seemed extremely bothered idk
I need you guys to send prayers and good vibes for me tonight.
I live in the murder capitol of the USA and im performing in one of the most dangerous parts.
ill be surrounded by a lot of people, so i am hoping ill be safe.
But that extra layer of protection would mean a lot
Remember to keep fan theories nice and fun man.
Damien is in a vulnerable state and is gonna make some drastic changes very soon, just remember it's all RP and that I am OOC friends with the majority of people in the music scene.
Thank you for an amazing stream. and a huge shoutout to
@LordKebun
for popping into the stream and showing a TON of fucking love.
Kebun and CG have done so much for me, I wouldn't be where I am without them and everyone else from little seoul showing me love
LIVE AGAIN TMRW!
I am an emotional wreck tonight, 12 hour stream, both hate and love towards the song
at the end of the day, this song means the world to me <3 and I am so glad how it came out :D!
I am so stoked for the future <3
I don't like making "takes" on twitter
but if someone offered me 44k for a single month to play a certain amount of ads.
i'm fucking taking it.
and I don't think any single one of my regulars would give a fuck knowing im taken care of for like...2 years from 1 month of ads
@RatedEpicz
good shit dude I'm hella proud of you. I know you've been itching to do a song for ages and you finally did it. I hope you're as proud of yourself as you should be man
good job.
when you steal my music from soundcloud and post it to youtube and you make revenue from the video, you are fucking me out of the money I need to survive.
I am a new CC who struggles every month to continue living my dream. I am going to strike every fucking account from now on
Whelp, Bought Tequi-la-la on NoPixel finally after so many fucccccking months bruh.
The RP and purpose for Damien is finally getting started man, I am so stoked.
Today left me in tears and speechless in the best way possible. We have officially achieved Prio in NoPixel. idk who green lighted me but thank you so much for this opportunity. ty to everyone who has blessed me with amazing RP. I am so honored for this and I cannot wait 4 tomorw
doing my first irl concert thursday.
got invited to open for someone in my city, gonna be performing my Little cover, Alone and Low for the first time infront of a real audience
elp
1 year ago I met my breaking point and permad Oswald Tinkerman.
It was one of the hardest things I have ever done. but ultimately it was for a best
and my life is way better now because I was able to heal.
thank you everyone
Abit of a positive post for once lmfao, proud of my personal progress. When I was at Twitchcon last year I weighed a lot more than I had wanted to be, and though I have only made small changes, I feel like I am looking a lot better.
Steps forward <3
Made the decision to wrap up Damien on NoPixel. he might make appearances here and now but. nothing more sadly
I appreciate all the stories I got to tell with him, maybe one day I'll want to try to build something again.
but I doubt it.
Pretty happy with the NoPixel Music Award Nominations
We were lucky to get:
๐ Male Artist Of The Year๐
๐ Music Video Of The Year /w
@KingPMoney
๐
๐Collab Song (I think?) /w
@alexhasg2g
๐
๐Live Performance Of The Year๐
๐Lifetime Achievement Award๐
Ty All so much!
"The clowns are innocent and need help, Norman. When you speak to them, Let them know whatever they need has been paid for."
Amazing RP. Damien enters purgatory and I enter new RP on NoPixel for abit
shoutouts to Xee and
@ZiggyJG
for the RP and having an outlet for this stuff
@ItsKoil
and the devs adding a clock-in system to Wu-Chang just made music on NoPixel a viable job.
Obviously we as Wu-Chang are working on the restrictions ect because we dont want people to afk in wu-chang and make money if they arent making music
but this is amazing bro
Oswald has been deleted from NoPixel.
I logged into him 1 last time and filled his pockets with his NoPixelMon Cards, Boe Bear, Baseball bat and other trinkets. Put him in his original outfit that he came into LS with. Saluted him goodbye and then logged out for the last time.
Damien is finally back in the southside
People may feel a certain way about a goth character being in the SS but don't know the RP background I come from before NoPixel. idk if Damien will join a gang, but the RP possibilites are endless. time to go back to my RP roots, Luv u all
The saddest thing about everything happening within the GTA space is that we all just loss a bunch of people to RP with who were our friends.
People going to ONX and people staying on NoPixel, both, just lost friends to hangout with
that is what sucks the most.
h o l y f u c k
this RP today fucking spiralled Damien as a character.
First from hearing nothing but bad stuff about CG to talking to CG and them opening up and offering to help Damien.
Wtf is happening bro. I cannot believe I get to RP with so many amazing people
Huge shoutout to
@SparkyKne
for agreeing to produce my next album. Going to be an insane ride. SK is 100% going to be a household name around the world someday soon, and to get an album produced by him is insane.