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edtwt - binge ed recov - former bmi 14 trying to lock back in after 4 month b/p cycle - nut butter addict

ortho/ednos - Lw:35kg
Joined November 2021
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@tynel0l
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ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁 ༉‧₊˚.
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@tynel0l
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3 months
This is how I see shtwt when y’all post that nasty shit about cutting each other or ur partner c/ting u like how abt u cut that Mf relationship off cus wtf
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@tynel0l
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11 months
@overdwosed I saw this and I started crying because how no one probably believed her that she had a ed cus she wasnt underweight
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10 months
@sapphirecaIs I love these sm i used to put them in my yogurt bowls🙍🏽‍♀️
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@tynel0l
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3 months
We still have 4 weeks of this month left imagine how much more I can losing if I don’t binge omg. STOP THIS IS SO MOTIVATING I CANT WAIT !!
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@tynel0l
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5 months
@donttouchander Now this is just weird
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3 months
@lyvsme This is me tbh when I weigh myself after a b/p tbh 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Ed meals were really um..something… no i DONT wanna talk about it 😕
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@tynel0l
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4 months
@linoscals I hope when they go to restaurants and order zero sugar drinks the person switches it on purpose for full sugar
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@tynel0l
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3 months
@lavmeii You still have the entire month please don’t be hard on yourself it only causes more stress and binging <3 I really believe you can do it
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@tynel0l
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5 months
idk how to draw hands sorry ☹️but ur so gorgeous 💗
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@prettyfawnxx idk what helped with mines tbh but I used to do stair master for like 10-15 mins everyday on speed 6 or 8 and this difference is 4 months apart I think but also while restricting a ton, same shorts
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@tynel0l
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11 months
@starve_4_me 😭😭😭
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Thoguht my extreme hunger went away turns out not
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@tynel0l
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10 months
@Enchanted_Lou New fear unlocked
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3 months
@lyvsme Them :
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@tynel0l
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5 months
@rottingblondexx @bexcalss @millorexia Okay??? It’s not like she drew her Ina explicit way it’s just a simple drawing? 💀
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@tynel0l
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11 months
@bundleofbones So…happy…for…you
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5 months
@overdwosed there’s a major difference especially in the waist it looks less wide !
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3 months
@quinnkgss I feel seen as a cereal binger, IT IS NOT FOR THE WEAK IVE EATEN A ENTIRE FAMILY SIZED BOX OF K STRAWBERRY CEREAL ACCOMPANIED BY HALF A GALLON OF FULL FAT MILK
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@tynel0l
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"would you eat this? " like or gain 50lb" "you have 30 mins to eat this and u get ur ugw" SHUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT UPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
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@tynel0l
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3 months
@berryadores do you hear your self rn you put portion control and binge in the same sentence let that sit for a moment
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4 months
@ketarexic Oh my god I’m so sorry Lori pls take as much time u need to heal from this we’re all here for u ml 🤍
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6 months
U guys wouldn’t hate me if I gained weight right and I should continue to recover and not relapse right and I should be able to live a happy life right even if I’m not underweight anymore right
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@tynel0l
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6 months
I Can finally be happy now
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@tynel0l
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6 months
@_Jaguar_J @crystalsnpurge No size pants, clothes, weight, etc Can get rid of body dysmorphia. They could know they’re a size 0 or 00 and can still feel like the hugest person in the room.
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@tynel0l
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I love recovery
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3 months
The purge jar
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@tynel0l
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7 months
Classmate offered m&ms, ed said no, but I don’t let my ed control me anymore so
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3 months
@spitandtears111 When I would eat w someone and although I had it planned and it’s the only thing I’m gonna eat/undereating and the person eats the same things as me but they don’t finish it and get full it’s so triggering and makes me wanna prge
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@emrexic She isn’t fat but she’s not thinspo
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@tynel0l
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3 months
Dalgona coffee + cottage cheese + strawberries yogurt bowl
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@tynel0l
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6 months
2023 vs 2022 :) came to Disney land but without my disorder and stressing abt the cals and constantly checking my steps ! I’m so glad I was just able to enjoy myself now and eat all the yummy treats !
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@zer0thel0ser What is wrong with you? Like actually didn’t make me laugh in the slightest my brother had stage 2 eye cancer and had to be tube fed bc he was lacking sm vitamins from his medication and couldn’t eat anything and would cry to me bc the tube hurt so bad.
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@sunblessedb0nes @rotrazz No deadass the way she Can just take ONE bite 😭 like knowing myself I’d feel horrible and just binge on the entire thing 🥲I wish I could eat normally
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@ryemiIk When I was bmi 15.1 I felt like shit every since day, I hardly could walk around school campus without going out of breath, I was cold in every class room and couldn’t focus, and sleeping all the time because of how weak i was
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8 months
@lyvsme what’s ur order omg and cal estimate plsssss
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24 days
Peanut butter with some sweet potato 👅
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@tynel0l
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3 months
omg 😭😭😭😭😭KILLING MYSELF
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Some wins in recovery today, said yes to a cupcake that was offered to me
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@tynel0l
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@bubblegumtulips Please please please stop restricting that’s the only way out I know u think u might need to restrict but i wish I did stop restricting you’re only going to gain even more if you keep restricting just eat at ur tdee for now until you’re settled in again
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We’re doing this guys pls no spicy foods tho my digestion cannot handle it yet 😭😭😭
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6 months
White chocolate confetti protein oatmeal 💕🎂🎉
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@tynel0l
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@cateredice whomp whomp shut up
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@tynel0l
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Me bc the scale showed me like 5 diff weights today
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@tynel0l
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3 months
So how did I lose 37 followers in the span of a day
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Challenged a strawberry shake today 🥲
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@tynel0l
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3 months
Dude what the fuck. CAN WE NOT TEACH PEOPLE HOW TO PURGE THANKS
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@tynel0l
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@demenphyric Kinda ish?? This was me AROJNDlow bmi 18/high 17
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@tynel0l
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I told my mom about my obsession with calorie counting and from now on she’s going to cook for me instead and serve me my foods until I’m ready to start cooking on my own again I’m so grateful my counting was getting bad again
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Doing math to count Cals vs doing math
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Im just gonna let God fix it cus if I fix it I’m going to a mental hospital
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@tynel0l
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Challenged liquid cals today I’m so proud of myself 🥲
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@tynel0l
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Weight gain isn’t actually that bad? I HAVENT been weighing myself but I could def tell but it doesn’t bother me I feel like I look a bit better now and not as boney
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@berryadores @dietgingerale06 u act like we dont know that already lmfao you think i wanna be stealing/spending money on food just to purge it? you think this doesnt make me feel bad and that i shouldn't be doing it? you dont think i know how i'm decaying my health and organs?
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is it okay to not work out in recovery i see lots of people that still go to the gym on here but i always used to go to compensate for things and feel like i might just full blown relapse if i go back
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@popkalss @iiheartyogurt I get this cus it’s like “yay I’m not being forced to recover or eat!” But then that means Im fat enough that no one has to worry about me and I’m not sick enough to recover
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@sickndafraid @1kitten1latte The last part was so unnecessary???? Umm
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@yoonstarvee also to help maintain to prevent muscle loss bc if u don’t eat enough protein it could start eating up muscle tissue instead of fat !
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@tynel0l
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5 months
After being struggling with my sh addiction since 6th grade, I’m finally 2 years sober from sh. I never thought I’d ever go this long sober and I plan to never go back. I do get urges but now know i am in control of them. I’m so proud of how far I’ve came
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@tynel0l
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Win :) + some Unpictured chipotle I haven’t had chipotle in so long it was so yummy 🤍 today was a good day in recovery and thank you all for the birthday wishes!
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Im in recovery and I don’t follow a meal plan, I eat when I want, I don’t exercise, i still have fear foods though I can have some foods that are “bad” by diet culture, I don’t weigh myself, and I’m not diagnosed medically. everyones recovery looks different DONT ever compare it
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@tynel0l
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Fear foods r so dumb like wdym I could have a hand full of chocolate and not care but nooo u put a Coke or fast food infront pf me and I’m sobbing 😐
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@tynel0l
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@quinnkgss I have news for you
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@tynel0l
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3 months
I miss recovery too lol
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i miss recovery so much sometimes cos these were the kind of breakfasts i got to make and eat EVERY DAYYYY😭😭😭
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@elli0tmanic @demenphyric Gues my name is no one
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@tynel0l
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Tried kombucha for the first time !
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@tynel0l
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Not losing weight and instead just losing my mind
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@tynel0l
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6 months
I’m gonna make my ed so mad today idc anymore this is my life you’re not in control anymore!!!
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6 months
Recover for better bowel movements it’s a blessing and I’m so grateful my digestion has improved so much 😭🙏🏽
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@tynel0l
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6 months
I barley even ran my hand through my hair lmfao I just want my hair back
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@tynel0l
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@sadpvuppy Yea um stay safe
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Even if I’m weight restored I shouldn’t be restricting right 🙁 I feel like it was better when I was recovering cus I was uw cus I had a reason to not be restricting 🥲also does weight restoration mean like ur body and hormones, hunger signals r back? Cus 1/2
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6 months
I love breakfast so much I seriously cannot go a single day now without breakfast it’s my favorite meal of the day
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@l0usdiary They’re just trying to trigger u lou pls don’t listen to them they’re stupid👎🏽 I really hope I enjoyed it tho it looks so good🤍, is it like a chocolate covered wafer?
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I CANT believe next month I’m going to be 2 years sober. If u told me this years ago when u was battling my addiction I wouldn’t have believed it, I’ve come so far
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One thing I’ve noticed so far in recovery is that foods become so…uninteresting? Like I’m not thinking abt that much all the time anymore and honestly it’s so relieving being able to think abt other things than if I’ve done enough steps
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Yk i have no shame cus I made this acc with my school email
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@tynel0l
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7 months
FATTY ALERT 🚨 188 CALORIES 21G OF PROTEIN 🚨
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Finally tried crumbl for the first time
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So colorful
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@tynel0l
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6 months
This extreme hunger is so draining now it’s not even fun anymore I just get so uncomfortably full but I’m still hungry
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3 months
There’s isn’t anything different in that second and third bite that wasn’t in the first
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11 months
321 cals 😵so good I love cooking
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Why do you binge? Is It because you had the small craving and said one more and then said fuck it and ate the entire thing? Don’t you feel disgusting?? The recovery you could’ve ate the entire thing without feeling regret.. so the next time u wanna binge, think abt that
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@SC4R4A I feel so bad for Tara she’s so sweet and everyone in the comments are so Rude to her and literally don’t help at all and are actually feeding into the ed just can’t see it
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4 months
These chocolates r going to be deahrbof me
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@tynel0l
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5 months
HAULLLL💯💯💯 WE R OFFICIALLY BACK TO RESTRICTING
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9 months
My side of the fridge 😭
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@ednosmaxxing My worst trigger binge food is whole milk I can’t
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7 months
@yoonstarvee So basically you
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5 months
Eating breakfast even tho I ate so much yesterday bc my body still needs fuel
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6 months
Guess who got bananas
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@tynel0l
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4 months
“You ate it? I wanted it”
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7 months
Recover for bagels 🤤
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@tynel0l
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6 months
Woah 😮
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6 months
Needed 😋
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