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Lou 🦦 relapse era

@Enchanted_Lou

1 year

(bodycheck) May -> June . the way that I'm 10 lbs lighter but there's basically no visible change 🤡

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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11 months

gym bro's stop being so real challenge

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9 months

my ed therapist said i have the lowest bmi out of all her patients 😁 i feel like i've won the ana olympics

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8 months

no way my dad just beat me in the best anorexic war 💀

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8 months

(tw/ bodycheck) August -> October wtf have i even been doing the past 2 months 💀

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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4 months

is it normal to go from being the best anorexic to binging all the time uncontrollably

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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10 months

the other girl at the ed clinic was skinnier than me

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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10 months

(bodycheck) i hate to ask this but objectively do i even look underweight bc i feel like i look so painfully average 😭💀

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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9 months

my lazy ass does NOT exercise enough omfg 😭

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

this is so foul i fear 💀

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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10 months

safe foods are so weird because why would i rather have a 200 calorie protein bar than an apple 💀

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

(tw/ bodychecks) . . lowkey face reveal bc idgaf anymore 😁

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

me after basically dropping out of uni to pursue my ed full time

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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7 months

me when i lose the autism roulette

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4 months

(tw/ bc) . i'd do fucking anything to get back to this weight 💀💀 i'm fucking massive now it's mortifying

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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9 months

just binged when i could have gotten away with starving

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

she's so anorexia coded to me i fear... 😭🤞

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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9 months

what's the science behind hitting a new lw and then immediately ruining it by binging 💀

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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10 months

to be hungry and to choose not to eat is the most powerful thing in the world

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

my body even at bmi 15 is still mortifyingly huge

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10 months

when you're laughing but you can't wrap your fingers all the way around your arm yet so nothings funny

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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9 months

if you saw me irl would you think i was disordered 💀💀💀 pls be honest 😭

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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6 months

how ed services think you look if you don't have 2 pieces of toast with butter and jam with every meal

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5 months

me going downstairs and seeing my mum has made my favourite food (it has 500 million calories)

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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4 months

i'm not anorexic, not bulimic but a secret 3rd thing

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

i feel like my disorder makes me a better person and also prettier

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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9 months

pre ed i didn't even fuck with chocolate that much but now i crave it every second of the day

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8 months

my stomach rumbling makes me feel like such a fattie because why tf am i begging for food

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7 months

whenever my mum starts throwing words like "skeletal" or "emaciated" it makes me want to hop on here and show her what an actually skinny person looks like 😭

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9 months

i want to be so thin it's the first thing people notice about me

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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6 months

how it feels to be exercising in a "burning off a massive binge" way rather than a "pilates it girl" way

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9 months

(tw/ bodychecks) . . . getting weighed on monday and either i've gained weight and i'll hate myself or i haven't and my meal plan will increase and i'll hate myself 💀 they keep talking about sending me to a specialist unit which wtf i'm nowhere near skinny enough it's insane

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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4 months

its always the people who've never had eating disorders that yap about them the loudest

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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8 months

as far as i'm concerned purging means the binge was 0 cals 😝

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9 months

how i see myself before doing my ab workout vs how i see myself after

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10 months

(tw/ bodycheck) . the hatred i have for my lower stomach area can not be put into words i fear

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9 months

if i'm not 100% devoted to my ed at all times i feel like a worthless failure

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10 months

(tw/ bodycheck) . i feel fatter now than i did in the first pic (my hw) 💀

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3 months

you could abandon me in the middle of an uninhabited desert and my greedy ass would still find something to binge on

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Lou 🦦 relapse era

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11 months

can you be sent to inpatient/ ed treatment at bmi 15s? /gen

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6 months

i need more bulimic or ana b/p moots 😭

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8 months

it's giving this

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8 months

the way her friend absolutely ate her up in every picture needs to be studied

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10 months

the "fuck it I've already over ate might as well eat everything" war just claimed another victim

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8 months

i deserve to be burnt alive at the stake for how greedy and undisciplined i am and that's me putting it nicely

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10 months

curtesy of edreddit they outdid themselves this time 😭

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8 months

would you guys even consider bmi 14.9 as small/ thin???? in my head that's basically healthy and i feel like i've still got so much weight i need to lose but everyone is trying to force me to gain and i might even get sent ip

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9 months

my brain be like oh you're lonely? i'm gonna give you a disorder that is so isolating

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9 months

if you binge in the middle of the night it doesn't count Anna Rexia told me herself xx

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5 months

breaking my silence: i've gained 1kg but haven't changed my bio stats

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10 months

@clelopl if anyone from that movie should be hated its this creep

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6 months

i'm literally barely even anorexic anymore like I restrict for 2 days and then have massive binges and I've only lost like half a pound in the past month 💀💀

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7 months

genuine question does anyone actually know the difference between disordered eating and an eating disorder because every professional i've asked have said completely different things 😭

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9 months

i'm screaming my mum weighed out this massive portion of yogurt and granola and i said i wouldn't eat it if there was that much so she just took the whole thing away and said i couldn't have any of it?? 😭😭 okkkk ana bestie 🥰🤞

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9 months

not a single second goes by when i'm not thinking about my eating disorder and what i look like

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8 months

the anorexia has been anorexiaing so good this week y'all 😭 my pre puberty bras fit now and i'm back at my lw 😁🤞

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7 months

(tw/ bodycheck) . . what 2 weeks of nonstop b/p does to a mf 😭💀

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8 months

@corrupted_mia yeah apparently he "over indulged" the past 2 days 💀

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10 months

mfs who post their binges on youtube are really the ed world's strongest soldiers 💀🙏

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9 months

i used to find 24 hr fasts absolute light work but now i need a little snack every few hours wtf has happened to me 💀

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9 months

@auroraistyping yeahhh like no way am i going to lose my spot 😭😭💀

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8 months

have you guys ever cried because you're so hungry or am i just greedy

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10 months

i don't understand how other people look so good at bmi 19-21 ish but i looked fucking vile

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1 year

me after choosing the higher calorie option on a mealspo food poll

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9 months

my anorexia watching me eat 7 chocolate bars in 3 minutes

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10 months

i stay booked and busy 😌💅

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10 months

"you're so thin you have to gain weight 🥺🤞" and then this is me 💀

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7 months

these yt videos are my roman empire

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6 months

how tf do you low bmi mfs function i feel like i'm dying at high 14s 😭😭

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10 months

how my dad feels after saying "why don't you just eat more so you can exercise and look slim but be healthy"

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10 months

bmi 15 vs bmi 14

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9 months

me if eating something to stop myself binging but ending up binging anyway was illegal

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9 months

how come literally everyone else on the planet looks good at a healthy normal weight accept for me 💀

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9 months

@Strvulf I know??? 😭

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7 months

me 5 seconds ago regaining consciousness half way through my "fuck this ed!" moment

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6 months

anorexia would seem a lot less glamorous if people knew how much time is spent worrying about shitting

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8 months

high sw mfs will always win the best anorexic war

janis🧚🏽‍♀️୭̥⋆*｡

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8 months

god pls if anyone has gone from bmi 30+ to like 15 pls show me ur before and after i need to know it’s possible

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10 months

(tw/ bodychecks) . . the fattest bmi 15 user has been found 😁

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4 months

how people in the comments of my bodychecks think I'm gonna react to them calling me fat

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8 months

@saturncatz literally outrageous 😭💀

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9 months

protein bars are both a safe food and a binge food for me

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7 months

me when i see random strangers on the tl say they're choosing recovery

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4 months

me after remembering to chew and spit rather than b/p

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8 months

idk why but i find the fact that my parents know i eat food so humiliating and degrading 🧍‍♀️

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8 months

@madorexic i personally would never recover

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8 months

@smaIIcaIs i'm laughing but it ain't funny

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8 months

@angelsicantkill this finished me 😭

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9 months

i'm convinced my body is a scientific anomaly and i don't actually burn any calories when i exercise

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9 months

@virgincals being in secondary school with an ed is so easy but being at uni while disordered is hell it makes no sense 💀

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9 months

someone posted this on tiktok and its so beautiful does anyone know who the artist is 😭

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6 months

i owe this woman my life i'm being so serious 😭

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1 year

this is my to the bone

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10 months

feeling fat but also hungry has got to be a criminal offence

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10 months

i wouldn't wish anorexia on my worst enemy not because i don't want them to suffer but because i don't want them thinner than me

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10 months

when it comes to myself i consider anything over bmi 18 as overweight

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10 months

me watching my mum put my favourite chocolate bars in the shopping bag

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9 months

me if reactive eating after long periods of starvation wasn't a thing

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