the fact that she really can’t do anything but bourrée across the stage back and forth says a lot about the strain that pointe puts on you when you’re obese🥴
@foodbad69
i want to be noticed. i want people to care about me. i want attention from people who act concerned for my well being but are really just jealous of the amount of self control i have. i want to be beautiful. i want to feel beautiful. i want to feel loved.
hot(?) take. i don’t see anything wrong with this. if she’s doing this on her own volition and not because her husband is forcing her too, then let her live. i want to be like this someday tbh. this is one of my love languages.
no because GENUINELY. what is the science behind this. how is she still alive. i feel like she’s been around for so long and yet no matter how tiny she gets she doesn’t d!e somehow. how is this humanly possible
wake up edtwt, new ugw just dropped
for those wondering this is the weight chart/weight requirements in order for you to be apart of the bolshoi ballet
does anyone seriously know how the people in my 600 p0und life stay so big?? there’s always got to be an enabler of some sort in the situation because most the time because the fat people can’t even get up.
the actual reality of this is that the girl would not be able to do as much as the thinner dancers because of her weight especially on pointe but ok disknee😽
we all have one life… why would you choose to live it as a f
@ttie
?? don’t you want to enjoy your life? don’t you want to look and feel beautiful? are you going to look back on your life in 70 years and say, “damn that snickers was worth it”???
so yesterday i bought a salad to eat on my lunch break at work. i got halfway through it and then realized that there were hundreds of tiny bugs all over the lettuce🤢 AND I ATE HALF OF THAT SHIT. AND WHEN I TRIED TO PURG3 NOTHING CAME OUT
1.
everyone would bring a water bottle of water to class. i would bring gatorade. and not the low calorie kind, the high calorie sugar-filled one. everyone would look at me while my fatass drank it in the corner.
since i’ve lost weight my appetite has decreased so much that i’m barely hungry anymore. it’s crazy. even thinking about how much food i would eat when i was at my highest weight makes me nauseous
2.
anytime we would be asked to do jumps of any kind, i would be singled out and yelled at by my teacher in front of all the other girls because i couldn’t get my fat little body off the ground. i would be holding back tears throughout the whole class
3.
last year the day before nutcracker auditions i rolled my ankle coming out of a leap because my body couldn’t take the weight that was being put on it. i barely made it through auditions the next day
5.
we had to share costumes one time for a performance, and i ripped the costume while putting it on, in front of the other girl who was supposed to wear it after me.
i have a picture of the exact moment i realized i was fat. it’s really painful for me to look at but once i’m ready i’m going to share it on here to hopefully inspire someone:) for reference my hw was 157 lbs (71kg) and the picture was taken of me last year
this year, i’ve gotten so many compliments from all of these teachers who wouldn’t have been caught dead complimenting me before. i got the solo i’ve always wanted, and i’ve actually gotten good. all because i’ve lost weight.
4. around Christmas time last year, i came back from break about 5 lbs heavier than i had been before. my teacher noticed and again, in front of the entire class, loudly announced that “someone REALLY enjoyed their Christmas cookies this year.”
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the day of our first nutcracker show, three of the teachers approached me and told me that i couldn’t do my solo en pointe because i wasn’t strong enough. when i came back i said to the others that i had just gotten a ton of compliments from the teacher-
3. after practice one time, i broke down to this same teacher crying and told her that the reason i couldn’t do it was because i had put on 30 pounds in the past 6 months. she basically looked me up and down and said “that’s tough”. i cried in the bathroom.