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Bibielle // 26 // 🇵🇷// autistic they/them posing as a transsexual woman 🏳️‍⚧️ // ♌️ ♉️ ♋️ (trop) // ♋️♈️♊️(side) // 🍯💛

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Maggie Brown Johnson
27 days
Finished! She’s a fave 🩷
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I was rude to my boyfriend yesterday and he brought it up during a shower while hugging me and I just appreciate being called in in such gentle and sweet ways so much. I’ve been punished more than enough in my life having a partner that is patient with me even when I’m wrong is
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1 year
Really really helpful with regulation and checking myself in the future. And just a kind of softness I need so badly
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5 years
Nikita is Tila Tequilas tether
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Do people ever consider that trans women do not want to constantly be seen as some dominatrix strong lady shit? I’m really tired of having that shit projected onto me by cis people AND trans people that are interested in fucking me
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1 year
I feel like it’s fucking ridiculous to have to say this but yes I apologized to my bf. I wouldn’t have put this on Twitter if I didn’t & I wouldn’t have said I was wrong if I didn’t think I was.
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1 year
@NuuYawkerr $2975?!?! Someone gotta die for that this is crazy 🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Which part of the country got straight or straight leaning trans men? Asking for me bc NYC trans men are gaaayyyyy 🥲😂
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Maggie Brown Johnson
10 months
“Hosting a ball” 😭
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COWBOY CARTER Updates 𐚁 ⭑
10 months
Beyoncé hosting a ball in front of 50 thousand people in the Don’t Say Gay state… love to see it! #RENAISSANCEWorldTour
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Transness is a miracle of the spirit. Idc how many people think gender isn’t real or is only a construct. The way it operates in society is constructed & definitely can be harmful, but I genuinely believe it is a god given gift to have access to spirit(s) of this depth
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
Really tired of trans girls having to be the love we deserve. I so desperately want to see other people provide it for us too. We deserve it so much & I’m exhausted with us having to take care of ourselves & each other. Even trans masculine people can’t get it together for us 🥺
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@venusian_doll Was it you who called Nikkie tutorials strong like Viking? Cause that’s what this reminds me of & it sent me soooo bad 🤣🤣🤣🤣
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Maggie Brown Johnson
9 months
@TheyDavis No shade like you can literally see the padding in this video
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1 year
@_obidii Do you know how to read? Take responsibility for being a stupid ass
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Am I actually *transgender* or do I just have limited language to describe my soul & im bound by colonial language?
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Being a “nonbinary” person for me is recognizing that I do not have the language for my actual gender identity, but I know it is aligned with what people perceive to be trans womanhood. Being a “trans” woman is my material reality in this society. It’s my social class -
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
Seeing cis women get the same surgeries that trans women do is absolutely fucking absurd like.....theyre literally doing their titties, hips, and faces the exact same way the girls do! Abbbssuuurrrddd
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Just because YOU think I have dom energy, or top energy, or whatever else bullshit does not mean that is how I actually act, think, feel, or fuck. And if I do, it’s because it’s from someone who doesn’t *EXPECT* or demand it from me.
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3 years
It’s always gonna be trans men for me >>>
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
I even hate the jokes everyone makes on here abt T4T relationships with a woman that look strong as fuck & with a man that’s small & bottomy. That shit is tired. That & equating us to the strength yall project into our bodies is transmisogynistic as fuck.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Feeling very prettyboy today✨✨
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4 years
Learning how to take pictures that show off my nails cause it’s the first set I’ve had since my 21st birthday 💗🧡💛🤍
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
The way *everyone* is consistently & constantly evil towards trans women & feminine people is so wild to me I don’t even have the words
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
It’s actually become so funny seeing all these spiritual cis women tie their power to vaginas & wombs, precious pussy juices & menses. While the womb is exceptionally powerful as something that creates, it is not the be all end all for womanhoods power lmao
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2 years
@finess3nce This is soooooo goooodddd
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Y’all so badly want trans women to be your perfect porno dom or fleshlight. Cosntantly projecting things are usually associated with masculinity onto us. Very fucking telling, y’all just wanna fuck pretty boys & it’s vile
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
A dating app where I can find more trans guys pls 😭
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
From now on I’m only posting pictures when my smile is as bright as the sun
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
All ppl are attracted to trans ppl, they’re just not honest abt it. Cis ppls attractions to us are not an identity & that shit feels gross. This is really just a fancy term for chasers & I’m highkey tired of seeing it 🤢
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
And honestly I’m not strong at all anymore. I’m not a woman with a cis man dick attached like many people secretly want. My genitals don’t even work like that most of the time. I am becoming repulsed being in sexual roles I’ve *always* enjoyed bc of this shit. It’s traumatizing
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
One of my biggest insecurities & source of dysphoria is my hairline so I never put my hair up, but I’m trying to be brave today & I actually feel fucking great 🥰💘
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1 year
Waiting for the day trans people get to see a big show that has T4T romantic relationships as a prominent theme instead of just trans women hoping cis men will love them correctly
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
Every other day I’m realizing shit that was *obviously autism* or *obviously disability* that’s been going on since I was a child and it’s kinda heartbreaking recognizing the actual extent of intense ableist abuse and neglect my childhood self endured
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4 years
Reset days ☺️🙏🏼🤍🕊✨✨✨
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2 years
My bf drove like 2 hours to meet me the very first time we met, he takes me wherever I want, helps me pay for stuff all the time, he cooks & cleans for me, gives me massages often, focuses mostly on my pleasure during sex, washes me during showers, loves everything about me
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Muted. Argue with yourself.
2 years
We’ve had enough stories of women dealing with bottom tier men. Let’s hear princess treatment stories only.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
I hate that people are attracted to me because they think I’ll top or dom them more often than they’re attracted to me in my actual sexual roles. Even my ex started acting repulsed by me whenever I’d show affection in a soft way & would MELT into my arms when I was being dominant
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3 years
I don’t deal with cis people sexually but still have this experience bc cis try to force themselves on trans women. What *reaaalllyyyyyy* bothers me is the fact that it is SO SO SO many trans people doing & pushing this shit into t girls that may not want to be treated this way.
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1 year
Was gonna make a joke about this being an afab only work environment 💀 but this is actually pretty cool (I bet everyone’s white tho)
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Madeline Pendleton runs a business where everyone from the CEO to an intern gets the same take-home pay. She was recently asked how they do raises. Here’s what she had to say:
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Down with trans attracted, trans amorous, and all other phrases that enable chasers
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I know a chaser when I see one
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5 years
I really don’t understand how y’all centering a cis man killing himself over the girl who’s probably now grieving.....
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 months
Not only is it a reference, but Cardis glam team is trans women. She is literally dressed in trans aesthetics
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CEASEFIRE NOW❗️🇵🇸🇨🇩( They/ Ate)🪐✨
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Makeup aesthetics aren’t inherent to the trans community. Saying randomly “ It’s ok to be trans” quoting a Cis woman’s makeup & look is WEIRD. Trans-ness is not part of her Identity. Same way tacking on a Cis experience to a proud Trans person is disrespectful.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
It’s reaaaallll sick that my most popular tweets are always me bitching about trans woman issues…..the joy & positive shit isn’t popular at all. Y’all just love to eat up the tranny trauma huh? 🤮
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
Umm I literally have always thought that this was entirely how Spider-Mans powers work & in this very moment am realizing that it was just this guys interpretation? I never understood why the fuck every Spider-Man uses those little arm shooter things 😭😭😭😭
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1 year
Probably a hot take, but I prefer Raimi's implied body horror take on Spider-Man. Organic webbing and whatever the fuck with Peter's fingers.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
People are always ready to discard trans women at the first sign of difficulty with us & it’s exhausting having to point that out to other trans people
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Like I really have seen more ppl distraught over a cis man loving a trans women & killing himself for it than I ever see y’all about the girls dying in the first place.....can we remember she was the reason he was bullied anyways? How is SHE feeling
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4 years
@RaineyOvalle Tell me why I did the same thing last night after passing by some park & seeing white ppl doing an open mic & shit. One dude said something abt sticking his dick in milk(??) & I just started SCREAMING “IN A FUCKING PANDEMIC?” 😂😂
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@venusian_doll I saw someone say once “is she real or is she just fat?” & ppl were falling out abt it but it made no sense to me. I was like umm it’s both? And all them skinny bitches surged out 10 years on mones still look like butch queens sooooo
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
Having a cunt day ☀️💛
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Maggie Brown Johnson
10 months
I intensely reject the whole “you don’t owe anybody anything & nobody owes you anything” belief. I think that shit is a cold & emotionless way of thinking that has no empathy for our fellow people. People do owe each other various things, we are obligated to each other.
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1 year
I will NEVER stop stressing that both transgender & transsexual are CONDITIONS OF THE SPIRIT. It’s not a medical disorder, it’s not curable. It is a tool of life that is chosen before we reincarnate & come down to Earth. Part of our destiny is to embody our spirit to the fullest
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5 years
The way people fetishize trans masc ppl throws me off in like several directions
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5 years
I know I’m actually trans lol I just cannot escape this feeling ever that the words I use to describe this experience are incorrect. Trans woman is a political identity that doesn’t reflect the true nature of my being.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
Is it called dysphoria when cis people experience it too? Cause I feel like they experience it a lot lol
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9 months
Nobody trusts or believes the government until they say “the pandemic is over” & all of a sudden people trust the government with their whole being
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
I feel divorced from the ideas of cis & trans womanhood. I feel like I am an entirely different type of “woman” and isn’t even considering that huge parts of me are aligned with a gender experience people perceive as “man.” Nonbinary trans woman is probably the closest I’ll get.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
- trans woman is my community, it is my political identifier & the words that people use to figure out how they want to treat my body. It is not necessarily reflective of my actual gender, but the gender I will always live as in this society.
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4 years
transsexual passing
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
The cutest guys are all on tinder but they’re all cis men 😭 where’s the dating apps that have trans guysss
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Maggie Brown Johnson
11 months
I’ve heard that people who have death/near death experiences have a hard time coping with coming back & being the only people around them to understand that experience
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learning how to be ok with living after death is wild. this is deep.
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5 years
I haven’t seen anybody talk about her! Or her needs! If she’s grieving! Wtf type of community support does she have? Is she eating? Does she have a place to stay? How’s her bills getting paid? Was he the one that provided or was it mutual? does she have family?
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Maggie Brown Johnson
11 months
People on here gotta stop pretending that there’s not cis people pretending to be trans *specifically* for access to our spaces & to fuck us 🫤 like……
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
🥰🥰❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥
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3 years
Botanica boyyyyy ❤️🕯🖤
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
If gender =\= sex then transgender =\= transsexual. Some of us are one, some of us are both. Those of us that are both occupy a position in society that leaves us more vulnerable. We are visibly trans (even when we pass) & need to be the faces of & centered in transness again.
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1 year
What’s a cancelable trans take that has u like this
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1 year
People always act like all the issues of being trans disappear if you pass despite passing being such a fragile thing. It’s nonlinear as hell & isn’t a permanent shield, and can change depending on day, mood, clothing, and environment.
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telling a trans person “you pass so why does it matter/why are you talking about this” is so wild to me, especially bc these folks assume you ‘pass’ irl based on your online profile (the tiniest lil pfp and your best -possibly edited- selfies)
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2 years
Feeling extremely soft today🫶🏼🫶🏼
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
It always seems like people treat cis men willing to love trans women out loud is as the pinnacle of aspirational trans relationships & like it’s such a powerful thing. But I’ve always known trans men to love us honestly, loudly, and carefully.
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3 years
Bitches wanna talk about being cis-passing & cis privileges ONLY when it comes to trans women & trans men. But when it comes to the nonbinaries that don’t transition for shit it’s a fucking crime to identify that they live & move like cis people. So fucking late 🙄🙄
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Feeling like a butch & feeling like a queen 🔪🔪
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Been feeling like yellow & gold lately🙏🏼💛
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
Can we please show up for her? What was she already going through for her man to be targeted? Can we, for once, think critically and come up with a “What next?” Plan? Cause forreal what’s next for her? How does this girl survive?
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
I don’t think whatever strain of covid that’s causing all these “allergies” lately shows up on tests 😐😐😐
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
Me & my mother ❤️ #TransDayofVisability
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Maggie Brown Johnson
5 years
There is an abundance of men that will love us out loud, y’all just don’t care for trans men and/or queer men the way you say you do. Y’all just want your cishet validation & I truly don’t get it.
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3 years
God just don’t be smiting people enough nowadays
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
I got this coat thrifting & it was too fuckin hot for that bitch but I looked real nice 💀☺️
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4 years
@SOFTNCXNT It happens so frequently & is hushed to the point that I really don’t trust cis women around them. I always gotta feel fish out before deciding they’re safe for the boys
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1 year
🫣🫣✂️💙🧡
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4 years
I woke up feeling good af so I threw my wig on & took some pictures💛🤍 good morning 😇
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3 years
💃🏽❤️🖤
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1 year
Getting filler in your cheeks when you really need a hairline lowering is kinda craaazzyyy to me
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
People run around causing harm & abusing people & then try to frame it as “the crazies are acting up” when those people rightfully lash out. Preserving your peace at the expense of those you harm is violence on top of violence.
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4 years
Including by other trans people
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Trans people deserve to be loved out loud.
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Feeling soft today🕊🤍✨✨
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
Be for real, what is actually “binary” about a woman with a dick? A man with a vagina & titties? Where does this “binary” transness fit into the binary lmaoooo
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
@finess3nce Nah this is the word of the day. Being actively in/around community (based off shared identity) & still getting shit on makes you really look at mfs different
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Always gonna side eye groups of queer/trans people with no transsexual woman friends 💀
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Maggie Brown Johnson
4 years
Halloween always brings out the FQ 🧡🖤🧡🖤
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1 year
Ngl having a very sensitive day & this shit just brought me to tears because of how true it is. I really wish the people I’ve cut off see THIS part of me instead of assuming it’s hate or anger. I love you but you cause me some type of grief & I cannot allow it anymore
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Maggie Brown Johnson
1 year
Okay she handled this like cunt it kinda made me like her a little bit more
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Ari Drennen
1 year
Dylan Mulvaney breaks Bud Light silence: "for months now, I've been scared to leave my house. I have been ridiculed in public. I've been followed. And I have felt a loneliness I wouldn't wish on anyone."
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4 years
Giving yourself the space to experience everything you feel is ultimately the most freeing experience ever, even if it’s a difficult journey
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Maggie Brown Johnson
3 years
Hey hi hello it’s my bday & I’m actually having some medical emergencies & don’t know how I’ll pay for anything. I don’t ask for money besides on my bday & for serious emergencies & it’s both right now so I’d appreciate any & all help. Thank u to anyone that does 🙏🏼
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Join me in wishing my love a beautiful birthday. She pours into everyone she meets and it would be wonderful for community to show her that same love. Cashapp: $arielsanto24 Venmo: bek44
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1 year
I genuinely pity those of you who think your transness is a medical disorder that needs to be fixed. You have no analysis of historical transness, no spiritual awareness, & you’re trapped in a white mans science box. But instead of growing your worldview & maybe even finding ways
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
I’m ngl I used to be totally cool with these sort of relationships but it’s mostly a hard no for me now. If you are my friend I want to be actively included in your life & I want to have you in mine. My biggest love language is quality time so it’s important to show face.
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Kemi Marie (they/them)
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ya, i’m a high quality, low maintenance friend. & i love having friendships like that. there aren’t many rules/expectations that require meeting up, talking all the time, etc. the depth of the connection is there. when we talk, we talk. respect time and space. there’s no pressure
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2 years
GET RID OF ALL THE FUCKING CAKE SHOWS! 😭😭 there’s too much shitty reality tv on Netflix too
instead of touching the animation, why doesn't Netflix start cutting down on those dumb movies they make every week and those asinine teen shows that are all starting to blend together
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Maggie Brown Johnson
2 years
@oshunsdawta I keep seeing war that puts half the world under water & sets half on fire. Seeing lots of people go underground to survive. A baby boom, a big wave of new births after many deaths. Something about “aliens” and technology that isn’t clear to me yet.
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