looking for my old
#edtwt
moots!! :(
got permanently suspended for saying a joke about men (you can guess which one…)
✭ old @ was silennthilll
✭ miel, 18, she/they
✭ french and turkish
✭ 164cm, lw 41kg, gw 35kg
im begging, i want u all back i love you so much :(
mom didnt want me to buy those jeans size 32 (size0) because she’s convinced i’ll gain weight and now those jeans are way too big on me, it’s a size 34… i have to hide the fact that it doesnt fit me
#skinnyqueen
#lol
#girl
are you dumb? do you really need people to motivate you if you’re disordered? go back to diettwt salope
some of us are dying we dont need motivation or toxicity
shut your fucking mouth i cant stand it anymore (that friend posting about starving while she doesnt) (she’s not here) (im not talking about you) (stay safe)
i genuinely love you guys so much and i love the fact that i have a true relationship with yall
sending you kisses and hugs i hope you all feel good today
tw // suicide, vent
yesterday i weighed myself and forced my parents to give me my scale. they told me « if you’re under 45 bad things will happen ». 44,3kg. i was 45,0kg two days before. mom got so mad. she told me horrible things and she is disgusted by me +
a man’s pack of marlboro fell in front of me in the streets, im so kind that i didnt keep it and ran after him to give it back… mmm… free pack of marlboro… it was all new…
looking for
#edtwt
moots!
- miel, 19, she, fr/eng/tr, philosophy student
- 165cm, gw38, lw42
- silent hill 2, crystal castles and machine girl fan, old boy (2003), camus lover
if we have anything in common, follow me and i’ll follow you back :)
actually i have a story to share about that anorexic vagina thing are yall ready for that (im ready to share it im not joking, i told it to NOBODY and it happened in 2020, so embarassing, but i want yall to recover)
im really proud of myself, i asked my friend if they wanted to drink something after our conference on thursday (it terrifies me) and they were all so happy i asked for this
i am scared to recover. i know it’s a need. but i am scared. the few times i felt better, the fall was increasingly painful. endless loop. the next time i feel better, the fall will be worse.
i’d rather stay in my current predicament than risk worse