I eat, I binge.
I fast, I binge.
I OMAD, I binge.
I do 3 small meals, I binge.
High res, I binge.
Low res, I binge.
I workout, I binge.
I rot in bed, I binge.
When the fuck does it end???
Hello, Eating Disorder Twitter! I am new here. I have had an Eating Disorder for 30 years! Since I was 12! Haha! I have not recovered! I have no soul. I hope to make many Eating Disorder Mutuals! ๐
Having to deny weight loss is so fucking frustrating. If someone notices Iโve lost weight, I want to be able to gloat, I want them to know what Iโve accomplished, I want to acknowledge all my hard work. But I canโt.
@bloombie
Damn. Eleven is when I started pvrging. Can you imagine if weโd bumped into each other in a school bathroom, red-faced and teary-eyed, and both thought we were doing the same thing?
I feel like movies/TV only ever portray EDโs as being appearance/weight motivated. Give me EDs caused by OCD, gender dysphoria, CSA/SA/child ab*se, fear of contamination, (C)PTSD, food insecurityโgive me anything that isnโt an already thin white girl wanting to be thinner.
Is it still bvlimia if I donโt just pvrge my binges, but every time I eat? Like, even a small low-cal meal like a Chobani Flip, I feel like I need to get rid of.
@felinecals
I support only the innocent family members I have there, not the corrupt government perpetrating and perpetuating violence on the people whose home they invaded.
Yโall got any creative places to SH that isnโt thighs? Need somewhere hide-able where I can go deep, bearing in mind that I have to play volleyball in short shorts.