its time to start this
SMASH OR PASS Vtubers
Drop your Vtuber down bellow, This will be my first time ever doing something like this, on my birthday Aug 3 I will start rating them Live. I can't wait to see all these lovely ppl
#VtuberUprsing
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Comfy times with one of the worlds most adorable dragon, Love ya Zan
Give her some love she is just so amazing words don't come close to how amazing she is, she is my angelic dragon that can pull me out of my dark nature
@ZanTheVtuber
#Zanart
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#art
Just got back spending time with my mum gonna start getting things ready for today's stream 5pm or a bit sooner will start ❤️
And thank you everyone that has been wishing me a happy birthday
what a day, i have been blown away with all the support i got for whats going on i really wanna give a shout out to
@JentleMumu
for helping me get everything set up and help me alot on subathon/donathon and to everyone that raided me from my heart, thank you for everything
Just got this art done, irl me with my psychopath ex, she might be crazy and stab me but I can't lie I love them crazy XD
A man with God complex and a egoist gf what a perfect match in hell
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#art
"you are mine and only mine, I'm a selfish king for you"
I just love how this art came out,
@Klynn_vt
looked so beautiful I couldn't help myself but to be charm
(art done by fiverr @/bima_nb)
#LynnieVTart
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#art
I haven't said thank you to everyone for my long stream that I did starting on my bday and was raided to many to @ everyone but for everyone that raided me thank you for making this whole week just amazing I love you all <3
So im gonna be doing a subathon/donathon to help pay my mom's hospital bills. She broke her leg and has been struggling trying to manage everything and I just wanna do everything I can to help my mother out in her time. Had to really suck up my pride/ Starting 4/5/23 1:30pm est
Something I wanted to get off my chest before fully crashing this week since Wednesday night I been streaming, still am currently non-stop trying to get my mind off some things, but man I wanna take a pause and say
@RyugamiSetsuna
thanks for being a brother man you are true a
I'm feeling pretty lucky to meet so many incredible ppl, first thought this would burn and that's it but
@ZanTheVtuber
@JentleMumu
@CybonikAutoma
@NoxDiemGaming
and many more, words cant begin describe the support they give its unbelievable, I break ppl but last stream broke me
just ended a 70 hr stream and man im tired but i never say thank you yet but to everyone that raided me on my stream for the end of my subathon thank you <3
but i never stop the grind next goal will be even longer streams XD
So small sneak peak of what's going on, but I'm getting a chibi statue made. It's not fully done yet, but I'm hoping by February it be all ready to sell with the first one going to
@xHotaru_Hime
for redeeming my 100k channel points
I'm about to crash but I wanted to post this so y'all know that we made it to the 150 goal of sub so Yes I'll make a body pillow of my vtuber sfw and nsfw side. It will be a bit of time to get the art and get that whole thing going but let me know how you would want art to go
Today will be the day. To push my mind and heart beyond anything till something gives XD
Gonna play league till I lose everything that holds me together or I become anew
The king will fight its demon for who will stay XD
I'm breaking myself for the hell of it 40hrs league XD
Finally home, after talking to my mom after work, I decided to treat her for some tacos , te quiero mamá ❤️
Here is a picture of the food from the restaurant
Felt pretty good this morning. I got a msg from my uncle telling me how proud he his of me being a hard worker, coming from the man that was my father figure growing up. I'm pretty damn happy today
I don't know what's going on with me anymore I can't sleep when I can sleep I'm with friends discord passing out feeling bad cause I ask wanna play something because I feel lonely then do this, managing things in terrible ways. I'm my biggest enemy I need to do something or lose
Morning everyone hope everyone doing good so something happen last night stream that I didn't think would happen, Someone redeemed my 100k channel points reward.. so I'm gonna be planning to make a chibi statue of my vtuber, It's happening XD
Gonna stream something today after work till it's night, tomorrow gonna eat at a restaurant with my mum spend a bit of time with her before I start my birthday stream, it will be pummel party with a few other vtubers then right after smash or pass list then the following day
Morning everyone, so far this birthday is going pretty well gonna be heading out to spend time with my mum before I head back home and start streaming, remember after the pummel party today I'll be doing the smash or pass right after. To all my friends I love all of you ❤️
I was told to post this sooooo, reply to find out:
•First impression:
•Nickname for you in my head:
•Do I like you?:
•You're my:
•Should you post this too?
I'm just loving this art with
@TsukimikoVT
When you tell your friend, "You can nom me anytime. ".... I can't help but get a bit red from this cutie
Art done by (fiverr @/udelart)
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Finally, back home, but man working in a print shop, we make holiday cards, is great, but when you have scar stuff in the head, then you get hit valentines cards or anniversary at work. I'll finish my job but fuck, my mental is going everywhere
You know I'm feeling pretty lucky despite a lot of negative things in my life. I could have walked 2 different paths, and I'm pretty glad to be walking this path. Meeting the people that I can call friends and few I can call brothers, I'm KY and I'm happy to meet you all
It's been nothing but wonderful dreams slowly coming in reality, meeting new friends that are just amazing seeing others just grow and explode. Support my friends and be there for others. I give everyone love and care, to say only had one block me for small reason, I say I win
Sorry for the break been working mad 14-16 hr shifts at work so tomorrow i'll stream till sunday night and torment myself with league cause i have issues and league is that self hate that i love XD i'll be on streaming somewhere 4 or 5pm est time
So after thinking about it, I know it's short notice, but I'll be doing a subathon . All the money I get from this will go straight to my mother to help since she lost her job last week, I'm just a son who loves his mother, and all I wanna do is help
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Today is just being hell at work, today is the big day for our rebrand and blah blah. It's a big enough deal for the mayor to be here to cut the ribbon but god I really do hate ppl that just don't give any respect, respect me and I'll respect you, had to tell the mayor do i love
I haven't talked about this yet but a few friends might as well post it, aug 3 will be my bday and I'm planning on doing something special with friends and I'm gonna be non stop streaming till Sunday night, 4 day stream and let's just cause some mayhem
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#VTuberEN
League it's just fueling my inner demons real bad right now I just wanna murder and crush all hope XD
Feel like doing another long league run this weekend let's see what I can do
I need to start talking more here and play more league, and for now I be streaming around 1am or sooner est till I love back to my normal work shift, gonna do a training arc of league to get back to the god I once was then I'll show y'all how to make money in league tournaments
You know sitting back in my lunch break sitting on a pile of jobs I start thinking now I'm pretty damn grateful for all the friends that I made this year and for those who I haven't met yet. I made Kyrios as a story to tell someone in the future whenever I meet her again. So
How I feel with my brother when he refund all the channel points just so chat can throw bears at me... brother's stream
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Art done by the amazing
@xyvherim
Holy fuck this year, I really never believe in myself to grow thought i would just stay around 100 followers with 1 or 2 ppl watching but damn, i have grown BUT its never enough i need to sleep less on stream and push even harder on my 40hr streams XD
#twitchrecap
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You know thinking about it now, the last time I have been excited for my bday was back when I was 21, drinking with my old friend getting drunk telling life stories and now I can finally have another bday to look forward and be grateful for the new friends I have made this year
I gotta take another min and shout out These 2 numbskulls
@PeriaTri
@silentnijima74
for yeeting all the love i give to everyone back at me in my last stream
they are just amazing and give them some love I know i will in the shadows i'll make yall cry like mumu XD
No longer doing 14-16 hr shift so I can finally start streaming again more consistently so gonna try to be starting streams at 6pm est or sooner/ might just vibe with some random steam game or league grind
Just got one of my art back and god I love it but still needs a bit more detail before I can share, I'm gonna be working late today likely a double shift but with that art of an adorable dragon just fuels me up I might just let my heart ravage my work load and stream
I can feel it this rage is building beyond anything I have ever seen devoring my darkness. Demolished my heart of love.
My ego is returning along with my rage. I'm coming home
its time to start this
SMASH OR PASS Vtubers
Drop your Vtuber down bellow, This will be my first time ever doing something like this, on my birthday Aug 3 I will start rating them Live. I can't wait to see all these lovely ppl
#VtuberUprsing
#Vtuber
#ENVtuber
I slept so long that it's rare for me to sleep more than 3 hrs, nearly 12hrs of sleep, and my body really wanted to crash. My dreams are usually chaotic, with painful memories waking me, but this time, it was peaceful thinking of 2 important people to me
It's just crazy how I went from just a few friends who sub to me to now at 105 we are slowly getting closer to my sub goal to start making the body pillow of my vtuber XD (150 is goal) my mind is blown away, guess I gotta look into making body pillows soon XD
So currently gonna be doing a Subathon for this Month it started on my bday but it wasnt really talk about so here we go, all money I get goes to my Mum to help her hospital bills, non stop streaming till sunday/ later today drinking league night then fnaf
Don't know why but my head is just telling me I wanna suffer this weekend XD so might just do a long stream of just league and Warframe
Image is me after all the caffeine pump in my veins it's so heavenly XD