Well here we go, my first ever edited you tube video for my new instructional series for Dungeon Masters. Big thank you to
@SterLovesFood
for the teaching me how to edit as he edited this video. So please tell me what you think!
Today, Yuki died in my arms, he faced death with no fear. I loved him more the I ever really said, more then anyone will know. He was 15. He gave me joy and love each day. Thank you for your service little buddy.
Man, I am starting to get overwhelmed emotionally from all of this.
I spent 18 years of my life making a world I used to escape my parents fighting, I had never really intended for this to be what it became. Thank you everyone.
Hey there
@jackblack
I am getting some people together for a DnD show, and this is themed towards musicians, featuring people like
@Jae_Day6
We need a 5th, would you like to join us?
Pardon Me,
@Corpse_Husband
I was inquiring as to your interest in perhaps participating in a dungeons and dragons game, next year. This is merely a gauge of interest, nothing has been scheduled as of yet.
Thank you for your time.
Man,
@LilyPichu
telling me she is willing to do art and music with me, seriously makes me happy.
I know this might seem out of nowhere, but the support from all these communities is just something i am not used to and it just really empowers my confidence in what I do.
Hey,
I don't want to seem selfish, but I got hit with some pretty hard mental stuff today, a lot I cant talk about, so I think I will need to take a personal day, so that means no stream or DnD. I feel awful for taking the time off, but I honestly need to catch my breath,
Hail
@CDawgVA
I was shown a clip indicating that you wish to play DnD, if that is the case, I can add you to my list and we can talk details. Let me know traveler!
So just got back from the doctors, apparently when I sneezed I tore my abdominal muscles and possibly cracked a rib, which is apparently something that is not so uncommon. I am taking some pretty powerful medication for it so I still plan on the game happening tonight.
Alrighty its that time everyone.
I am confirming my lists for this year, I will be sending out a lot of tweets today to confirm player slots.
If there is a content creator not on my list, or you are one and want to play, then please reply to me here.
Pardon me.
@hikarustation
I heard that you wanted to play DnD and that you believed that you were too small for me. That is not the case in anyway as a persons size is only relevant to weapon reach. If you wish to play, all you must do, is ask.
Man I am so excited and nervous, the end is coming and the final episodes of so many campaigns are timing up just right. The culmination of every thing I have done for the last 18 years meets its apex in like 5 weeks. So many things could go wrong. But I have hope!
Hey,
@xQc
I want you to know, that if you ever want to play DnD, I think you should, I will gladly make it happen. Even if not with me, I think the worry of a toxic community should not limit you. You may be surprised at what you find. Just saw a clip, which is why I said this.
Here is some wisdom from being 31
"If you cant think of what to say to a friend, just thank them for being your friend."
Everyone wants to feel appreciated and valued. A simple platitude may not seem like much, but enough of them can heal a soul.
After spending 5 days with them and hearing their stories and seeing the work that goes into themselves to maintain the level of quality required to maintain their profession. I personally think people are judging my friends who use OnlyFans with closed minds. I support them all.
Since I have been reading it in some places. I do not contract my players, pay them or do anything to make them play with me. I literally just offer to run for them. Thats it.
Just went out to the gym for the first time in a long time, new commitment to work out everyday mostly by swimming. My current weight is 300 lbs I am hoping to cut it down by 50 by the time twitch con rolls around whenever that is
After a lot of consideration I have decided to take a break from dnd tonight, I have a lot of things to deal with and I just need a day of rest, I want to thank the ladies of D a D for being so understanding and supportive
This started out as an escape and then a hunger for an impossible dream and now.. now I don't even know what to call it. I am excited but I would be lying if I didn't say I was bit frightened.
The past year has been beyond expectation. I have too many people that I could yank individually, but thank all of you so much for what you have given me. I will try to be deserving of it.
Hey there
@ProZD
I was wondering if you wanted to join in on some DnD!? I have a game forming I think you would fit in with, comprised of voice actors and anime enthusiasts. If not, I also understand, I am a big fan btw.
I guess my body was too tired to wake me up. Not a single alarm went off and I slept through The Heralds Call. This is super embarrassing, I hope everyone can forgive me.
More updates, no game today again as my emergency spreads into today and may be through the week. There is a lot going on and I am still processing it. I’ll speak on it in more detail when I can
I think I may have hit my highest average hours of stream time this week. I do think all this work had been worth it and I want to thank all the people that have supported me through it
I think my sickness may be stressed related, I am really messed up man. I have been trying to hide it because I dont want to garner sympathy. I am just so tired all the time.
I am still reeling from my recent rise to prominence. I was sitting in a discord a couple days ago and
@TSM_Myth
corrected me that he did in fact know who I was and he was in fact interested in playing. I was just randomly thinking about it
Hey there
@EsfandTV
I heard a clip saying you wanted to play DnD, if that is so, I would be happy to accommodate you and anyone you would like to join you!
What if we are all characters in an rpg controlled by players in another dimension, and some of those players are looking up optimal build paths while others are just playing naturally. This message is just a meta message placed in the program for the players to read...
I apologize if over the next few days I am unresponsive or off stream. I have been hit with a pretty powerful hit of sadness. Just lettings people know thats why.
Bad feelings are nearly gone, I was reflecting and I remember how hard t was to get top 500 in Overwatch and how disappointed that I never got it.
Then this happened on Twitch. Life is wild.
Hey there, any singers out there that can sing in mandarin, korean or really any of the eastern languages, as I want to make some music for my new dnd adventure in Glies.
Let me know, the work is paid. Also I think your great.
Even though I use it as a safe form of humor I am going to endeavor to try and not self deprecate as much as I do. Mostly I don’t want people to think I am fishing for compliments or making people feel uncomfortable. I’ll try to find a bit more of a balance
In a rare instance of taking care of myself. I will be taking today off from DnD and instead I will be playing Demon Souls all day, A) because I want to play it, B) because I need the mental break so please look forward to that!
Yesterday, Strange Roads came to an end.
I had the distinct pleasure of running for all of those involved and I am eternally grateful to them all for their support and for being apart of the world I have spent so much of my life on.
Their commitment and joy, made it worth it.
@MrBeastYT
I have dedicated the past 18 years of my life to creating a fantasy world for people to play Dungeons and Dragons in.
Now several fellow broadcasters and communities get to participate in it. Its pretty awesome.
If you ever want to talk about DnD my guy let me know
How could you do this to goofy, one is a man/dog teaching me the values of fatherhood, the other one just did a ton of meth and robbed a gas station.
How could you
I think tomorrow I am going to hammer out a new dnd group from the list . I will probably be messaging groupings of people and trying to get things set up. Time to start getting this year planned out.