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My fam got Louie (right) from a breeder years ago. Tell me why, Louie is at the park & stops dead in his tracks when seeing this dog (left). Turns out they are from the same breeder, have the same parents, meaning THEY ARE BROTHERS & RECOGNIZED EACH OTHER 😭 this shit made me cry
aye you know what’s not funny, how I went to an ER & the nurses thought I was faking or on drugs - turns out I had advanced stage leukemia. & that’s the common reality of Black patients in medical institutions, we esp not taken seriously. youre corny as hell for this.
Im not gonna romanticize how Chadwick Boseman worked thru his cancer. Cuz I’ve seen how able bodied people use it for inspiration porn of disabled ppl. I will uplift he did what he loved, I will uplift his wife and family, I will uplift the lives he impacted. May he Rest in Power
When my cancer went undiagnosed for 2 years, I was losing weight RAPIDLY & people, friends & family included, would say shit constantly like, “wow, you look so good.” Because too many of us equate healthiness to being thin & that’s biggest lie we have ever been told.
Reducing environmental destruction to individual choices is done to purposefully obscure how things are produced & the relations of production. When we start talking about that shit, then we have to talk about extractive industry, capitalism, & major corps role in climate change.
When my body was literally shutting down from cancer, some nurses in the ER considered sending me home because they thought I was on drugs. Only one nurse said to send me in to find out my white blood cell count was 660,000 (normal is 10k). W/o her, they were ready to let me die.
26 year old w/ advanced stage leukemia here. My immune system is messed up. I can very well die if I contract this virus &I've almost died from far less. Y'all need to take precautions for EVERYBODY and practice community care for EVERYBODY.
The thing anyone under age 50 has to realize is that we're probably not gonna die from COVID-19 but we will absolutely be the vectors who spread the disease around to old people who *will* die which is why we gotta take precautions too.
Cancer has no place here. 5 rounds of chemo. 8 rounds of radiation. 1 stem cell transplant aka new immune system. 31 days in the hospital alone cuz of a pandemic & I’m going HOME!! Thank you for all the love and prayers.
Rest in Power Nia Wilson, an 18 year old, who was fatally stabbed last night by a white man on the BART in Oakland. Her murderer remains at large. Fuck white supremacy. Fuck violence from settlers. Fuck toxic masculinity. Our kin are being killed for merely existing.
#SayHerName
for those who do not have relationships w/ their fathers, who have been harmed by their fathers, who have been abused, rejected, neglected by their fathers, I’m holding you in my heart today. You’re doing your best to parent yourself and that can be celebrated on this day instead
Protests do not have to be peaceful to be legitimate. Revolution is not peaceful, uprisings are not peaceful, they match the energy, they read the room. It’s COUNTERviolence esp when settler colonial rule IS violence.
Biopsy results came back - I HAVE NO LEUKEMIA CELLS
#FuckCancer
🥺😭😫🎉
Also, this genuinely makes recovering from transplant so much more peaceful for me.
As March comes I want to acknowledge the disabled, chronically ill, and immune compromised folks who have spent the entire year inside, who have suffered lack of care from health care providers because of the pandemic, &who have been so resilient in a time we shouldn’t have to be
if you are Black and can avoid it, DO NOT go to White Memorial Hospital for treatment in LA. they have high ass death & malpractice rates, & they were beyond racist and negligent when i was there for an upper respiratory infection in early 2019. do. not. go. there. especially.
an underrated yet crucial part of
@Kehlani
‘s discography that, for me, is one of her most intimate projects in which listeners are able to get to know and understand her in a way that is unparalleled. also The Letter will always be one of my top 5 Kehlani songs - so raw & real
You are not your partner’s parent.
You are not your partner’s parent.
You are not your partner’s parent.
You are not your partner’s parent.
You are not your partner’s parent.
You are not your partner’s parent.
please understand we are never going back to a pre-COVID life. too much has been done to fuck people over, too little relief has been given, and too many people have died for that to even be a possibility. nothing will be normal after this.
all commodities under capitalism are made by exploited labor - consuming them doesn’t make you a capitalist. capitalists extract profit from labor. a capitalist mode of production is based around commodity production. consuming a commodity ≠ being a capitalist. this is tired.
Hey everyone since Tuesday I’ve been in the hospital with a fever. My doctors have been trying to figure out the root cause but naturally as a recent transplant patient, it’s been stressful. Just asking for prayer 🙏🏽
GUESSS TF WHAT!!!!! I’m officially DONE with chemo!!!!!!!!!!! 🥳 5 rounds of chemotherapy and 8 rounds of radiation for this transplant and I handled my shit. “come celebrate with me that everyday something has tried to kill me and has failed” Still prayin for quick engraftment
Academics think anyone who isn’t in academia couldn’t possibly be autodidacts (self taught) and instead assume we just lead with emotions and lived experience. Surprise, surprise, people study theory and have discourse outside the ivory tower.
My heart is breaking for those who live in states that have lifted the mask mandate. Thinking of the colonized people who are essential workers who are basically being sacrificed. Thinking of disabled folks. Of elderly folks. I can't rationalize sacrificing whole groups of people
Y’all gentrification is not a metaphor. It literally in its etymology has the word “Gentry” which means middle class. The word gentrification means to turn a working class neighborhood to middle class. It isn’t “up for interpretation.” Read more and stop tryna excuse billionaires
Can y’all listen to Black disabled people who are saying stop doing this? Wanna know what happens to most of us with cancer when we work to be “strong” - we wind up in the hospital (personal experience speaking). He was a brilliant actor, he fiercely loved his ppl, focus on that.
Stop shaming people for having their Venmo, PayPal, or w/e in their bio. Y’all really have no idea what bills, debt, meals, rent, transportation, medical, or living needs to be paid for in other peoples lives. & nah it’s not as simple as go get a job, it’s simply mind ya business
I HAVE WHITE BLOOD CELLS!! It will still take time to reach the numbers I need to in order to go home but this is such an incredible start for engraftment. I continue to ask for prayer, good thoughts, etc so my numbers can keep rising so quickly ant swiftly 🧡
I’ve been trying to figure out why ppl celebrating Adele losing weight has caused me to feel v bad & then I remembered how from 2015-2017 everyone around me applauded me for losing weight & I wasn’t trying but I thought “wow finally I’m pretty.” Yea the weight loss was leukemia.
when I had visible abs I had undiagnosed leukemia... your lil video does nothing but showcase an inaccurate aesthetic or look with being “fit” and “healthy” nor are you even doin anything that is “fit” or “healthy”... just post ur selfie video and go on
For everyone tripping about this dog not being adopted, I don’t run shit at my parents household meaning I didn’t have a say in the process. All the animals my partner and I care for are rescue. Some of y’all wylin with assumptions first, asking for clarity later.
Parents who hold over their children’s heads that they fulfilled their mandatory responsibility of caring for their kids are the most manipulative. Your children don’t owe you for fulfilling the obligations that come with being a parent tf.
Elijah McClain had anemia &was wearing a ski mask to keep himself warm. Someone called the cops on him for “looking suspicious” &he was murdered. When I say the steps we take to protect our health as Black disabled ppl can be life threatening I’m not dramatizing
#JusticeForElijah
Just because I love you does not mean I have to endure what causes me distress or harm from you. I can love you from a distance and that still exist while my space, time, and energy are reclaimed.
In light of Spike Lee working w/ NYPD, here's an interview where Tupac speaks on Spike in 1992. The words said over 24 years ago still ring true now about how Spike Lee is consistently not here FOR black folx: "You can't compromise our culture and our principles"
Do Your Makeup Like Your Meds Challenge - Idk if this has been done before I just think my meds have pretty colors. Yellow is my oral chemo - Tasigna, purple is my anti depressant - Wellbutrin, orange is my anti anxiety med - Klonopin. This the shit that keeps me alive 🧡
4 years ago today, I was diagnosed w/ leukemia at a white blood cell count of 660,000 & was dying. Left photo I’m in the hospital, got out after a week, was on 4 oral chemos, did a stem cell transplant in 2020 - right photo is this March learning I’m cancer free, forever grateful
The romanticization I’m seeing happening is what kills cancer patients. It’s what sends my community - Black disabled ppl - to an early grave cuz we “should” do more, work harder, & we aren’t taken seriously. We aren’t focusing on his grind, we are goin to focus on his personhood
Day 0: the best gift: a new immune system 🥺 via stem cell transplant. please pray for swift smooth engraftment & healing. I am so thankful right now. Please register as a donor if you can cuz you can save someone else’s life like my donor did for me:
I have a match. She is 33 and that's all I know about her. My oncologist called me on April 8th to tell me she is my 1 in 30 million. And I cried with
@_introspekt
. It's taken me a long time to process what a miracle it is to find someone in just a month. But we out here (cont)
I HAVE A NEW DONOR!!!!!!!!!!! I’ll be admitted tentatively on Dec. 4th & will be in the hospital for roughly 4-6 weeks. This was the most unexpected news to receive. Please register as a stem cell donor so more Black ppl can have matches: 🦋🧡
all commodities under capitalism are made by exploited labor - consuming them doesn’t make anyone less anti capitalist. a capitalist mode of production is based around commodity production. consuming a commodity ≠ being a capitalist. this is tired.
Can we start a thing under this thread where ppl who are in areas with disinfectant supplies say they are willing to send a couple items out to immune suppressed ppl who don’t have any in their city? Or immune suppressed ppl say what they need??
Please stop using disabled people as inspiration porn or as a measurement of “well if this disabled person can do it then I, an abled, have no excuse.” It is SO fucking dehumanizing.
let's discuss how
@Kehlani
's mixtape demonstrates such emotional FUCKIN literacy. like this shit constantly got me checkin in with myself. also i don't think y'all realize how much she be STUDYIN her craft, to re-imagine the nostalgic elements of r&b w/o makin it corny is a FEAT
So LA has banned evictions during a pandemic but there’s nothing that’ll protect ppl who are late on rent cuz of the pandemic after the restrictions are lifted?? Except that we have 6 months to pay pandemic rent back on top of current rent?? Boi if you don’t just freeze it all
Take this down, this shit is ableist. Some of us are literally confined to our homes during a pandemic due to disability / being immune compromised. last year myself & other disabled ppl made a Google doc to get immune suppressed ppl nationally what they need & that’s good enough
When I got diagnosed w/ cancer in 2017, I thought I was no longer beautiful, handsome, or desirable (internalized ableism). 4 years later it’s amazing to learn how strong this body is: radiation marks, Hickman line, fuzzy hair& all w/o worrying of other ppl thoughts of me
IF YOU DO NOT SEE AN ORG, A COLLECTIVE, A GROUP THAT IS TRUSTED IN THE COMMUNITY AND BY ORGANIZERS FOR A PROTEST & INSTEAD SEE INDIVIDUALS OR SOLE CELEBRITIES PUTTING ON PROTESTS. DO NOT GO. I REPEAT DO NOT GO. IT IS DANGEROUS, MISGUIDED, AND FILLED WITH UNPREPAREDNESS.
Victims of abuse forgive their abusers all the time - so that whole point on what people “shouldn’t” be upset about is irrelevant. Rihanna can have forgiven him & that doesn’t excuse Chris Brown having a pattern of violent & problematic behavior towards women thats continued.
I will never look at my softness or vulnerability with disgust. I will never be angry at myself for extending my love. For being open. I am proud of myself each time I have the courage to do so, no matter the outcome. I will always remain true to myself in that way.
Hey everyone, if I die of my cancer it’s not because the disease ran its course and the health professionals did everything they could do. Nope, it will be because MediCal doesn’t give a fuck about poor people & I didn’t receive proper care in a timely manner.
People really be talking to poor people like “if you so poor why you got clothes on? Sell them, you can’t be that poor” “if you so poor, why you smiling” like wtf are y’all even saying at this point. Sounding dense as fuck.
DAY +100 POST TRANSPLANT!!! The first 100 days after a stem cell transplant are when patients are at the greatest risk for critical /fatal side effects & reaching 100 days means the stem cells have engrafted making new cells. Still got a year of recovery but we fuckin did this 🎉
STOP GIVING SHAUN KING MONEY. It’s actually disturbing watching how self serving and unethical and just shitty people are being during this pandemic. How can you just be capitalizing off a global health crisis?! Support local grassroots MUTUAL AID efforts
URGENT NEED: Mia (She/her/them/he) " I'm a BLK trans person with stage 4 cancer & I'm from Chicago Illinois and need help with rent, bills, medications, and food and hygiene materials" TO HELP:
$mwhatley71 cash app *any Chicago organizers plz tap in
I’m immune compromised. I am an advanced stage leukemia patient awaiting a match for a bone marrow transplant. This makes me
#HighRiskCovid19
. My life& the lives of other disabled ppl matters & is deserving of community protection. Please practice social solidarity in this time.
sexual coercion is not consent
sexual coercion is sexual assault
sexual coercion is not consent
sexual coercion is sexual assault
sexual coercion is not consent
sexual coercion is sexual assault
sexual coercion is not consent
sexual coercion is sexual assault
White disabled people do not experience the level of marginalization as colonized disabled people. Read it again. For some reason many white disabled people think because they are disabled then they are having what is similar to “a Black experience” - I promise you, you’re not
Is it a fake smile? Absolutely. But is it Christmas? Yes - my favorite holiday. So, wishing you a merry Christmas from my hospital room to wherever y’all are.
YG getting 20,000 ppl to Hollywood and Vine to “protest” only to shoot a music video...where he uses them as a backdrop...in the middle of a pandemic... is the weakest shit ive ever heard
I’ve been inside for 8 months cuz of the pandemic. I’m immune compromised & while it’s been hard it’s been worth it. I realize there’s a lot of things you can do from home like: registering with Be the Match as a stem cell donor cuz I need a transplant - text ItsWalela to 61474
@isaackingmusic
Nope it’s all problematic cuz all rise and grind twitter does is buy into the capitalist myth that our worth and “productivity” is measured by how our labor can be exploited. That’s the whole problem with that sector of twitter.
raise your hand if u were ableist w/ no understanding of disability justice until you, urself, became disabled - 🙋🏽 (me too) -this speaks to a lot of ways we arent educated at ALL about this but for me, im most disappointed by not learning about this in popular organizing spaces
I go to one of the best cancer centers in the nation and when the vaccine was first made available, the namely white nurses said they wanted to see how it would “work” on the janitorial staff who were all non white & working class. I lost so much respect for a chunk of my staff.
Black people have a 23% chance of finding a stem cell donor. It's a simple cheek swab to find out if you could save my life in my battle against cancer.
PLEASE SHARE! I have advanced stage leukemia & need a stem cell donor so I can have a life saving bone marrow transplant. Register w/
@BeTheMatch
to see if you could by my donor: TEXT ItsWalela to 61474 or go to • all it takes is a cheek swab to find out!
Hi everyone, I went to the ER today and found out that my white blood cell count is 200,000 indicating that my leukemia is acting aggressively. I’m being admitted and ask for prayers, meditation and good thoughts be sent my way.
Non disabled people rn are like: “how dare you say cancer is a disability, that he was disabled, that inspiration porn is ableist, how dare you check my ableist language, my grief outweighs anything detrimental I say? YOU disabled ppl are too sensitive” Yeah it’s bad look
Im not a fan of jameela jamil but its v strange how so many ppl are diagnosing her w/ munchausen who aren’t professionals treating her. It’s possible for ppl to have multiple disabilities & look “fine.” There are more timely critiques than this baseless shit rooted in ableism.
If you believe disabled people are “faking” our conditions because our disabilities don’t present in a way you’re accustomed to or because you think we are trying to “scam” people or “cheat” the system
#UHateDisabledPeople
I very much would like to know if you actually auditioned autistic actors, if so: how many, was there anyone autistic that you consulted, there’s a responsibility as artists that is to be had and your response to being held accountable is gross
yall using the CDC guidelines to inform your decision making of who you're going to expose yourself to post vaccination & how reckless you wanna be...just remember the CDC has said "lol jk" multiple times during this pandemic to shit THEY said was safe...take that how you will
To any Black disabled kid feeling like they gotta hide their disability, like they gotta work work work through their condition, who feel they aren’t enough because of the language ppl are using on here. Whatever you do is legacy, including if it is rest and repeat.
you contribution to organizing isn’t rooted in how much “in the streets” or “trenches” you are & to measure other peoples contributions that way is ableist and negates that there are MULTIPLE roles within organizing. not everyone is meant to be / can be frontline.
“Blood family” don’t mean shit if they don’t know how to: respect boundaries, support your development and independence. “Blood family” don’t mean shit if they: intentionally undermine your ability to be functional, are dishonest, manipulative, or are abusive
Bring multiple masks cuz youll sweat thru them, bring gloves & swap them out accordingly, portable hand sanitizer, wear glasses or work goggles to cover your eyes, cover your hair, use portable disinfectant spray and wipes. Signed, an immune compromised person
Is there a COVID19 vaccine? No. Is there a huge improvement in testing? No. Is there a standard protocol for effective treatment? No. Should you wear a mask? Yes. Can that party with your friends wait? Yes. Why? There’s still a pandemic & ur not immune cuz u spent 2 months inside