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⁺ cockroach eater ⁺ 30yo ⁺ they/it ⁺ no minors ⁺ edtwt ⁺ orthorexia ⁺ bulimia ⁺ psychosis ⁺ cw: 54kg ⁺ gw: 50kg ⁺ ugw: 44kg

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@vomitcruz
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⁺ edtwt intro ⁺ ⁺ Cruz the deranged ⁺ 30yo ⁺ they/it ⁺ orthorexia, bed, bulimia ⁺ cw: 54kg ⁺ ugw: 44kg ⁺ not new ⁺ I like: hospitals, insects, literature, noise, puzzle games, art, pills ⁺ I'm very friendly and normal
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@vomitcruz
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hey guys I'm 30 years old today so my eating disorder should disappear any time by now, right??
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@vomitcruz
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@SkinnyGrill WAY TOO MANY THINGS
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@spkishfortnite not yet, I'm starting to get worried..
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@vomitcruz
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⁺ edtwt intro ⁺ ⁺ Cruz the deranged ⁺ 29yo ⁺ they/it ⁺ orthorexia, bed, bulimia ⁺ cw: 53kg ⁺ ugw: 47kg ⁺ not new ⁺ I like: hospitals, insects, literature, noise, puzzle games, art, pills ⁺ looking for mutuals, the people in my head are still trying to kill me
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@vomitcruz
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@rottingblondexx thank you dear kat I'm sure it will!
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@vomitcruz
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@dostoevskgs I mainly just want men to stop sexualizing me, but I'm also aiming for an aesthetic I like. I want to be beautiful in MY own eyes, but at the same time not in men's eyes if that makes sense
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@vomitcruz
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wait I opened the app and now I have a gazillion new friends let's make a party and in the end we could all jump from a bridge or something, that'd be super cool
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@vomitcruz
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I bought art supplies :)
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@vomitcruz
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was depressed so I decided to eat and now I'm depressed and nauseous
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@vomitcruz
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I'm nauseous and drawing roofs poorly
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@vomitcruz
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30 days
hello I painted today
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@vomitcruz
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5 months
hey who wants to go with me behind that dumpster and sob until we vomit
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update on my weight loss quest: not doing good
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@vomitcruz
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this is a cry for. help im backc on my bullsiht
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@vomitcruz
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hello I woke up inside a horrid body again
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@vomitcruz
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people who eat mcdonalds have stinky dick
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@vomitcruz
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I want to do ballet but without the dancing thing
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@vomitcruz
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wait would you still love me knowing I drool myself a little too often
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@vomitcruz
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I die inside every time someone says I'm lazy or unhygienic. Sorry for being depressed and not seeing much point in washing dishes, I'm too busy thinking about killing myself
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@vomitcruz
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my dreams? I'm a simple man I just want a coke zero without aspartame and a painless suicide
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@vomitcruz
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6 months
hey guys I don't think I want to pay taxes so I just won't
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
almost ended it very romantically
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@vomitcruz
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new ddiet is only eating glass
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well, there's hope, I just have to never eat ever again
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@vomitcruz
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3 months
should I moisturize my skin or kill myself
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
don't feel like killing myself today this is unusual so here are some happy morning photos
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@vomitcruz
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so the CEO of Life just woke up today and decided to ruin every anorexic's day uh
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
it's gonna be anorexia wednesday or suicide wednesday, only these two options
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hello I dreamed I was trained by the catholic church to kill demons but I sucked at it because I didn't believe in god and also my weapons were made of plastic
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as a birthday gift I'm allowing myself a 5 hour nap on the floor today!
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@vomitcruz
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2 months
I need a zero calorie drink that doesn't kill me please don't say tea
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@vomitcruz
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3 months
hello I have a job now funny cruz is back
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@vomitcruz
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18 days
you could abuse me in the most despicable ways possible and I'd still be polite to you I'm that stupid
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im .garbage
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@vomitcruz
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⁺ edtwt intro ⁺ ⁺ Cruz the deranged ⁺ 29yo ⁺ he/they/it ⁺ orthorexia, bed, bulimia ⁺ cw: 55kg ⁺ ugw: 47kg ⁺ not new, just new account ⁺ I like: insects, literature, noise, puzzle games, art ⁺ looking for mutuals, the people in my head are trying to kill me
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
morning coffee and workout guess I'm not jumping off a bridge today
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@vomitcruz
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I'm adorable but also the worst human possible
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@vomitcruz
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this week I'll play a game called weighing myself on my birthday and letting it decide if I'll be frolic or suicidal
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@vomitcruz
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good morning it's substance abuse saturday!
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@vomitcruz
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eating the insides of my mouth because I'm so delicious
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
life hack just put a bunch of zucchini and carrots in the middle of the eggs, this looks like a lot but this plate is less than 300kcal
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@vomitcruz
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attention it's broccoli with cheese tuesday it's broccoli with cheese tuesday
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it's Anorexia April it's going to be so much FUN
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hey guys guess who gained almost 2kg after starving for a whole week god really does hate me
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i'm adorable and also a delight but this body sucks balls
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
I just want to take a nap why do I have to get up and be an adult
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@puppystarves thank you dear kei good to know we always have suicide as an option 🖤
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2 months
who wants to dig a hole with me and plant some tomatoes
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
just ended my fast with my body weight worth of food I think I'm doing it wrong
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this double sertraline caffeine combo is giving me a glimpse of what is a genuine will to live
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@vomitcruz
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5 months
morning guys, let's get overly caffeinated to thrive amidst the horrors today
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@vomitcruz
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14 days
im very happy some of you decided to get into literature because of some sexy cartoon men
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@vomitcruz
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went out today and I don't think people found my autism very sexy
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sometimes I think it would be nice if my life weren't just a series of miserable events I'm such a silly boy
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goodnight, if by some misfortune I don't die in my sleep then tomorrow is ✨Starving Monday✨ which will be so much fun
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my sweet potato is almost ready I really like sweet potato
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@vomitcruz
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Anorexia starts January 1st stay tuned
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the night falls and the horrors begin (munchies)
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I want to switch brains, this one is fucked
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every time my in law pisses me off I steal some of her cheese
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hello today's plan is to. eat sweet potat
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@vomitcruz
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28 days
hello it's Anorexia Thursday who's joining
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@vomitcruz
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21 days
not the hallucinations again please I just want to be depressed in peace I don't want to think my hands are liquid now
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
good morning just pacing around drinking coffee already did my morning exercises and studies just being a boy
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just ate a ton of broccoli
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4 months
good morning I dreamed my boyfriend bought me a bunch of ham
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hello I just woke up and already had ice cream so I'll just lay down on the floor and think about how much of a disgrace I am and maybe take a nap
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5 months
eating disorders are funny my whole day is just endlessly waiting for a miracle and yelling at food
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today was terrible but not enough for me to kill myself so calling it a win
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morning guys I dreamed I was nun in a convent and this woman was having sex with a phallic water drinker
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hello today's plan is to chug dangerous amounts of coffee up my ass until have enough energy to go out and buy art supplies
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@vomitcruz
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6 months
@pr1ncesscals "just take one bite of the thing you're craving and move on" yeah sure
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2 months
I drank coke zero for the first time am I Ana now
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also, I was drowsy when I woke up and hallucinated with a talking cat demanding cheese specifically at 6am
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my antipsychotic is not antipsychoticing today
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4 months
good morning let's survive this day with concerning amounts of coffee and a little self hatred it's gonna be awesome
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3 months
good morning today's goal is not killing myself
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6 months
now loading my body with the usual concerning amount of caffeine (through mouth, not anus)
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4 months
hello for the sake of my mental health today I'm going to pretend that I've never eaten even once in my entire life
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@vomitcruz
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every day I don't eat 1kg of broccoli in one sitting is a day closer to my suicide
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@vomitcruz
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a little rain arrived and fixed my rotten insides
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@vomitcruz
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Hospital visit review (7/10) - 3 hours waiting for the appointment - coffee bad, but free - doctor increased my meds - no free samples
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23 days
looking for friends I can exchange pills with
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4 months
highly anxious about an email so farting a lot
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4 months
still alive but not enjoying it
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wish I could squeeze my fat and vomit it
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3 months
hospital visit day they gave me many fun intravenous things but none made me eepy, also the nurse was a bit bonkers 8/10
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5 months
good night fellow inpatients today I didn't kill myself but there's always tomorrow ♡
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@vomitcruz
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I'm drunk so everyone is my friend and also I like hugs
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3 months
good morning I decided I'll become unhealthily obsessed with chalk, be tormented and never eat or shower
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@vomitcruz
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4 months
good morning I'm actually having a nice time and it feels weird
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@vomitcruz
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5 months
born to weigh my food forced to guesstimate..
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@vomitcruz
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I'm not narcissistic I truly am a delight??
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I dreamed my father tattooed my whole body and all of the tattoos sucked, what does this mean
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calling my twitter account a "collection of aphorisms"
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just pooped with my legs crossed while reading a book I think I might be psychopath material
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why do our loved ones always have to force us to be healthy, can't a boy have hobbies?
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4 months
stupid fat cat and fat legs
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@vomitcruz
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good morning it's been 8 days since I stopped being a defeated bastard here are some cute photos of today's doings
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