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@tokki2e

4 months

urge card i made during treatment, need to have it someplace visible to help remind me that i am more than this

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@tokki2e

2 months

cake so good i got another

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@tokki2e

2 months

ate this up

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@tokki2e

2 months

this is my third time having the same cake in the past 33 hours haha

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@tokki2e

8 months

“who ate the chips ?!? who tf ate the chips ?!?” i’m filled with shame. you have a bulimic daughter, can you really not connect the dots?? or do you purposefully talk about it so loudly to shame me ??? i’m fucking sorry i’ll buy more chips

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@tokki2e

2 years

my eating disorder has turned me into such a selfish and terrible friend

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@tokki2e

9 months

bruh me currently. it’s embarrassing.

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@tokki2e

2 years

if someone asked you your weight, irl, would you tell them ? i would legitimately be too stunned to speak

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@tokki2e

1 year

outfit of the day 🤍‼️

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@tokki2e

1 month

it’s so triggering hearing other ppl say they’re “so full” and “ate too much” ik i shouldn’t take it personally but i do

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@tokki2e

4 months

make it stop please i need to stop

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@tokki2e

2 years

i really liked my outfit this day but i forgot to show you guys ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

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@tokki2e

26 days

binged… well at least i got a lot of protein in 😅

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@tokki2e

9 months

i miss when i looked like this

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@tokki2e

10 months

oh wow, my 1yr-ago-today pictures… i remember staying up all night b/p everything here :/

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@tokki2e

11 months

do you think that you’re pretty ???

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@tokki2e

9 months

how do people eat one cookie, one bowl of icecream, one chocolate etc. how are they satisfied with just one portion of something… if i open a bag of chocolates i will devour the whole thing in one sitting, same with anything else. how does one let that go

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@tokki2e

2 years

my finished tattoo !! all stick n poke

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@tokki2e

11 months

"Whereas people with anorexia control their eating by restricting it, most individuals with bulimia cannot do this" psych textbook triggering me bad

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@tokki2e

8 months

i need people to understand that i struggle with BINGING a lot more than i do restriction. why can’t they get that ?? “you binge bc you starve during the day”. no, i eat throughout the day and purposely binge even though i dread and hate it bc i want to ruin myself

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@tokki2e

4 months

for me, having an ed is a safety measure to not have to deal with real life bc it’s much easier to let this illness overcome you to the point where you have nothing else than deal with the realities of life

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@tokki2e

1 month

bp from the other night

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@tokki2e

2 years

i remember actually thinking i was skinny here but i wasn’t even close to my lw where i felt huge, crazy how dysmorphia messes w you

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@tokki2e

2 years

based on dumb ed stereotypes that most ppl, unfortunately, believe in, do you think that if ppl looked at you they would think you have an ed ?

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@tokki2e

4 months

one year ago, it’s Always been the same

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@tokki2e

2 years

i just need to lose weight its all i care about lose weight lose weight lose weight please lose weight you have to lose weight lose weight lose weight you look so bad right now im embarrassed to go out im happier when i lose weight

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@tokki2e

1 year

if starving is the price i have to pay in order to feel ok with myself then i will 100% do it

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@tokki2e

11 months

9am 😻

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@tokki2e

2 years

i like purpleeee 💟

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@tokki2e

8 days

disgusting bulimic in action hahahaha

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@tokki2e

10 months

so many leftover donuts at work that they’re going to throw away… b/p time !

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@tokki2e

1 year

i hate having an eating disorder bc then ppl know i think abt my body and i don’t like that bc i’m embarrassed to care about my body and appearance bc i shouldn’t be allowed to ever think abt trying to be pretty

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@tokki2e

2 years

i need to look like this again

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@tokki2e

4 months

why did i take this for granted i need it back so bad

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@tokki2e

11 months

another fantastic night 😊👍

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@tokki2e

1 year

i need my arms to look like this again

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@tokki2e

11 months

tonight’s b/p 😻😵‍💫👎

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@tokki2e

11 days

felt so sick after this

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@tokki2e

1 month

last night

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@tokki2e

10 months

my life is so fun and fulfilling ☺️☺️

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@tokki2e

1 year

a picture from last summer where i was house sitting and spent every night b/p for hours and hours on end. believe me, there was a lot more where this came from this was only the first part of the night…

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@tokki2e

2 years

who here been at the psych ward before but for non-ed reasons

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@tokki2e

16 days

@glorxyz proud of you for showing up to the appointment, ik its scary

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@tokki2e

1 year

outfit of the day !! (plus low-top docs) 🤗❣️

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@tokki2e

1 month

anytime someone remotely skinny posts on instagram i end up stalking their entire account trying to decipher if they have an ed, it’s sick and tiring

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@tokki2e

2 years

i just wish i knew how people viewed my appearance/body !!! am i skinny to you ?? am i horridly horrendous and fat 🤔🤔 do i look sick ?!? gosh i just wish i knew from an objective view

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@tokki2e

29 days

goodbye lunch with my parents ☺️

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@tokki2e

4 months

gluttonous pig ☺️

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@tokki2e

12 days

what my weekend consisted of (plus more food)

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@tokki2e

2 years

i need more brandy tanks this is my only one *♡ ˚｡୨୧˚

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@tokki2e

2 years

very simple but necessary outfit because it was SO HOTTT today i was sweating sm by the end ok gonna go study guys bye byeee

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@tokki2e

4 months

it should be illegal for your family to comment on your food or body

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@tokki2e

9 months

lunch … had half

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@tokki2e

2 years

wait i looked cute this day in the summer i need her back ‼️

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@tokki2e

1 year

a year ago today, i have not taken any pictures that i like since these

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@tokki2e

24 days

hyper vigilant of anyone and everyone who is underweight,,, bmi 13-14 girl in my class and i was staring at her the whole way out so triggered

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@tokki2e

10 months

this always happens before i go home i get so stressed

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@tokki2e

17 days

i’ll get to where i want to be eventually, for now this is me

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@tokki2e

1 year

baked oats dinner 🍌🍫🥄

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@tokki2e

1 year

GAHHHHH i ate my roommates yogurt (for like the 5th time) and when i came home w a replacement i realized she had cleaned out the fridge… meaning she saw that it was gone … and now it is back

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@tokki2e

9 months

wearing summer clothes has me going crazy

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@tokki2e

10 months

earlier this morning, very tired

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@tokki2e

1 year

looking through old bereals (again), i miss those arms

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@tokki2e

1 year

ik this is edtwt but putting it out there that i support Palestine, so if you stand for Israel and try to justify their history of colonization and exclusion of human rights for Palestinians, then please unfollow

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@tokki2e

2 years

this was at the very beginning of the school year, i know im not that skinny but still would be so happy to look like this again

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@tokki2e

1 year

looking through old bereals…

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@tokki2e

11 months

i hate being bulimic so much no one wishes to be bulimic the things i do are disgusting binging in the public bathroom purging in my room sneaking food in through my window overflowing the toilet and sink with my throw up thousands of dollars wasted its nothing good

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@tokki2e

2 years

19th birthday haul !! 🤗 i bought/borrowed the two sonny angels myself though

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@tokki2e

2 years

ok guys. oatmeal or protein bar.

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@tokki2e

2 years

guys look at this necklace my mom made for me i am so beyond grateful and IN LOVE 🤍🎀

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@tokki2e

1 month

haven’t purged in a week, my mom goes “you don’t look like a bullfrog anymore!” kinda backhanded but ik she means well

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@tokki2e

9 months

airport dinner 🥢 it’s so scary having to keep food down …

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@tokki2e

2 months

in a lot of pain

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@tokki2e

8 months

NEED to get this jellycat, ‘amuseable oats’ 🥣🫐🤍

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@tokki2e

4 months

taco bell bp

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@tokki2e

11 months

great night 🐈‍⬛👍

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@tokki2e

10 months

after class lol !!! 3pm

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@tokki2e

9 months

i need to be small enough so that no matter what angle i’m at i look skinny

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@tokki2e

9 months

tried on this dress at urban,, too big bc i don’t have a chest lol but it was cute

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@tokki2e

9 months

hair reveal !! back to natural (ish) 🤎

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@tokki2e

19 days

yeah

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@tokki2e

9 days

from my PERSONAL EXPERIENCE, trying to recover from bulimia is exponentially harder than when i was recovering from anorexia. the level of shame, intrusiveness, disruption of everyday life and relationships. im slowly making progress, but still

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@tokki2e

7 months

chicken tikka- masala for dinner 🥘