there was another person that complained that giving him mental health problems in fic was ooc and somehow stealing from Dazai 😭

@himboheiwajima i actually like to think that the reason chuuya doesn't express like ptsd symptoms like atsushi, aku, and even dazai present bc he thinks he doesnt deserve to feel such human emotion😋😋(i explain it badly and shortly but i feels in character to me idkdkfjsg)

@urgentation I saw these posts on tumblr sort of talking about that and I thought they were really interesting

@himboheiwajima I'm actually so excited that people are talking about these scenes more😭 the last one especially was probably one of the moments in bsd I'm most fascinated with andd I also took it as the most blatant confirmation we were gonna get that he's at least passively suicidal, and it–

@himboheiwajima Won't lie I always thought about this. Chuuya's life is so messed up- like he was in a laboratory probably sold off by his own parents as a freaking experiment (i still have to read storm bringer so idk about that), killed people accidentally when he was-

@himboheiwajima To be honest i don't know this is out of context of this, but in the manga i think Chuuya eyes is have much more black than Dazai in present time