so in love with this official art of mo ran gently combing through chu wanning's hair with a sweet smile on his face while chu wanning there slightly blushing 🥹
this official art of mo ran taking long hatred flower to protect chu wanning while reaching out to him to say "shizun, soon im going to disappoint you, i won't be able to remember you anymore, soon you'll hate me" as the flower devouring his few sweet memories, it's so painful😭
this scene, ranwan watching a play that chu wanning isn't interested in but he stayed bc mo ran was enjoying it, a play which mo ran could never finish as a child bc he was always chased away, but now he can hence he hugged chu wanning & thanked him for accompanying him🥹
"his corpse is still resting in the red lotus pavilion in the southern peak, he's lying among the lotus blossoms, very well preserved, like he's only fallen asleep"
"why would it not fit! did you fetch the wrong set?"
"your majesty, let it go, you're not that young man of years gone anymore"
"im not…?"
"you’re not"
a long pause, "i can’t go back?"
"you can’t go back."
"i see… i see… i can’t go back… i can’t go back…"
"wanning...i love you, i love you from dawn to dusk, every day, all my life, for a lifetime"
"mo ran...a lifetime, i have given all i have, and i will give all i have— love you"
taxian jun nuzzling against chu fei's neck just to smell the soothing haitang scent after coming back from the blood bath bc this haitang scent had always been a safe haven for him 🥹
"a-ning, go slowly, be careful you don't fall"
"alright, ill wait for shizun"
OUR LITTLE CHU WANNING WITH A LOTUS LEAF ON HIS HEAD HE LOOKS SO CUTE SO TINY😭 MY BABY
"i was really too unkind to him, when the wonton are done take a bowl to mo ran, don’t tell him i made them, he won’t eat them if he knows"
"shizun.. shizun… im sorry, i was wrong…please come back with me…let’s start over from the beginning, okay?" sobbing 😭
these official arts of ranwan being together in the present time while taxian jun is all alone in the back with only the memories of chu wanning ...it hurts so bad 😭
so in love with this official art, chu wanning telling mo ran to sell all the red butterflies to him and mo ran in response saying "buy me, i would sell it to you for no money" while smiling ever so gently .... this moment always makes my heart flutter
in love with this official art, mo ran lighting the fireworks which said "disciple mo ran welcomes shizun back from his seclusion" to celebrate chu wanning's return, just bc he couldn’t physically be here but still wanted to make sure he would greet him properly 🥹🥹
this moment 🥺 , mo ran wandering the streets of the underworld, going door to door, alley to another alley with the soul calling lantern to find his shizun's souls but not being able to find him, but still not giving up till he finds chu wanning, makes me feel so devastated 😭
this moment 😭 when ranwan were running away from the ghost king & they got passed through the barrier of ghost king's palace which proved their ghost wedding to be real & seeing that ghost king said loudly "aiyah, who would've thought, you two really are star-crossed lovers." 😭
one of my most favorite official art of chu wanning...he looks so very beautiful also mo ran tucking a little flower in chu wanning's hair... my heart 🥹
mo ran sat down on the ground, he suddenly wanted to have a long heart-to-heart with this cold corpse, but in the end, he only managed to say, "shizun, pay attention to me" crying so hard rn
mo ran gently placing the pagoda lamp in the surface of the river, the lamp he always wanted to buy when he was little but couldn't and now chu wanning bought it for him, just bc he was staring at the pagoda lamp and chu wanning noticed it, this moment makes my heart melt 🥹
this moment is so cute 🥹 mo ran coaxing chu wanning to eat the dishes at mengpo hall while the other disciples are betting if chu wanning will eat those or not, also look at mo ran's cheeky smile while placing foods on cwn's bowl 😭
little mo ran holding the umbrella in his hand while tiptoeing to cover chu wanning's head from the rain since he saw chu wanning didn't bring any umbrella with him 😭 this moment makes me feel so devastated
ranwan being happy spending time together while mo ran having his hands wrapped around chu wanning's waist and chu wanning caressing mo ran's hair, this is everything to me 🥹
mo ran caressing the soul calling lantern with chu wanning's soul inside and gently saying "it's alright, shizun don't be afraid, im here" to calm him down while channeling more spiritual energy to keep him company, this moment makes me feel so devastated 😭
oh ....chu wanning looks so alluringly beautiful while bathing.... no wonder the disciples of sisheng peak tried to put their lives on line just to have a little peek..
"xianjun xianjun, ive been watching you for so long already, why won't you pay attention to me?"
"im mo ran, i don't know anyone here, but based on face alone, i like you best!" sobbing
the way mo ran is hugging chu wanning so tightly from behind while kissing his hair ever so gently and chu wanning there silghtly blushing.... this is making my heart melt🥹
"shizun, don’t worry, it's me"
"i was there all the time"
"i'll be in the future"
"thus…go back, wanning, don’t stay here, you have to believe me, i'll be fine, ill wait for you in another world, i'll always be by your side, forever" CRYING 😭
this official art melts my heart 🥹, post canon daily life of ranwan in their hut at nanping mountain, mo ran coming back with souvenirs while a happy goutou jumping around him and chu wanning trying to play with the white kitty so cute 😭
my heart just broke when he said "we needed aid we wouldn't have done this if we weren't in need" the fact he had to explain it to the whole world that they did it so they can survive , the appeal to the world...
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"don’t you feel like shizun is the one who's pitiful? he only has a small umbrella because he’s always alone, no one wants to walk with him" im sobbing
this moment🥹...when chu wanning made the large barrier to ptotect the disciples from the rain but they thought it's xuanji elder, but mo ran knew only chu wanning is capable of making this barrier & told him to come out from under the bridge and gave the umbrella to him😭
mo ran gege carrying his little shidi- xia sini on his shoulder with such sweet smile on his lips also xia sini's little expression IM SO SOFT FOR THIS 😭
mo ran touching chu wanning's hand while softly saying "chu wanning.... was it you who carried me back?... i won’t believe it unless you nod.. chu wanning, just one nod, and ill believe you, give me just one nod okay?" IM CRYING 😭
"would you like to see my eyes?"
"your eyes…?"
"did you see that? he’s the most beautiful person in the world."
ranwan confession scene is so sweet so beautiful that ill never get over
we have finally reached that part where our xia sini will get his first appearance in the manhua, we can finally see our little chu wanning 😭 IM SO EXCITED!!
little mo ran happily clutching on to chu wanning's sleeves while saying "xianjun xianjun, ive been watching you for so long already, why won’t you pay attention to me?" will forever make me feel devastated 😭