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@musesiq

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interests: cocteau twins, anime, vodka, misandry // she/her, 5’7, bmi 17s // {25} 20+ only

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Joined January 2024
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@musesiq
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4 months
in bloom
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@musesiq
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3 months
this made me want to cry
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@musesiq
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3 months
afraid it’s disordered eating and not ed
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1 month
screaminggg
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3 months
THIS i feel huge
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@musesiq
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2 months
i’m sorry but this is extremely believable. at my lw i constantly heard compliments in passing and strangers coming up to me to talk about how skinny i was.
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2 months
they did nawt say that😭😭
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@musesiq
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3 months
trying to be thin sucks the soul out of us
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@musesiq
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4 months
calling the adults of edtwt ! i’m trying be be mutuals with every cool 20+ on here and you should all meet each other too so like/comment or interact with this in any way 🤍🤍🤍 so glad to be mutuals with so many of you already !!
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@musesiq
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3 months
@aalv___ she is!! her caption “least i was fat and happy” broke my heart :/
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@musesiq
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4 months
weird question but outside of an ed, what do you think is your worst mental health issue? i feel like ocd and just anxiety disorders consume my life.
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4 months
what do we think? i feel like it’s pretty accurate.
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2 months
the caption makes me cackle
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@musesiq
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22 days
my body isn’t worthy of this summer
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2 months
this is beyond fucked
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@musesiq
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3 months
there’s no excuse if i really wanted it i would be at my gw already
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@musesiq
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4 months
HELLO?!?
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@musesiq
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2 months
if anyone is comfortable sharing, what has your highest bmi and how lowest bmi been?
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@musesiq
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3 months
@venus_ange1 and you sound like a c*nt what now?
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@musesiq
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2 months
lolol it is kinda wild to self-deprecate when skinny ppl post..like what do we want them to say 😭
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sab ✧
2 months
HELPPPP
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3 months
my man is so real
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3 months
shes insane for this
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@musesiq
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2 months
which one am? not the same angle but pls guess
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@musesiq
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3 months
can someone tell me who this is? 😭
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@musesiq
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3 months
someone held me at gunpoint tonight and made me eat a slice of cheesecake at 1:40 am like a ravenous creature. it was traumatizing but i’m okay now 😞 the police found the suspect and turns out it was seroquel that made me do it.
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@musesiq
melonella
3 months
there can be medical reasons for some ppl but NO this isn’t true and i’m currently losing at almost 26. unless someone shows peer reviewed research i’m not listening.
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trixie !!
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wait what
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@musesiq
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8 days
yeah they want us dead
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3 months
@annabelleedtwt and you’re a loser it looks like :/
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@musesiq
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2 months
whenever i see your food on the tl and i’m also eating, im pretending we’re having a meal/snack together <3
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@musesiq
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2 months
would you rather have a pretty face or get to your ugw??
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@musesiq
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3 months
the thought of what my bf thinks of my body during sex makes me nauseous. there are too many reddit posts about this.
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𝔢𝔩𝔢𝔫𝔞
3 months
oh my goddddd
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@musesiq
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3 months
the body is checkingggg
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catrin 🧚🏻
3 months
“Trying on Wednesday’s prom dress” 🪞
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@musesiq
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8 days
i wanna be so skinny and pretty that people are flabbergasted wherever i go. is that too narcissistic of me. why do i feel like i need to be beautiful to be worthy of being alive.
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@musesiq
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3 months
logged my weight and what’s she doing this for 😭 we’re supposed to be celebrating.
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@musesiq
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3 months
i just realized this is the youngest i’ll ever be again and i’m spending my time hating every aspect of myself
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@musesiq
melonella
3 months
so wild to sign off as a psychology major like you’re some verified know it all💀have you learned nothing? and using the excuse of having a mental illness doesn’t make this okay btw. unethical af lol.
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Why thinspo doesn’t work for you sometimes and why it is important to figure out what type of ed-inspo actually inspires and motivates you. 🩶 A thread from psychology major 🩶
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3 months
for ppl that look “ambiguous” what ethnicities have ppl perceived you as? i’ve gotten native american, japanese, armenian/middle eastern, etc.
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@musesiq
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3 months
wait am i just too drunk for this or…like 10lbs in 2 months is nothing??
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@musesiq
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2 months
lmaooo this literally happens
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@musesiq
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2 months
reminder: your partner does not care about you if this is the case. they might as well be your worst enemy. they are fantasizing about something that’s not you and are taking advantage of your mental health and insecurities.
@midulcecosa
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"my partner supports my ed!! I'm so happy!!"
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@musesiq
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2 months
bbs i’m sorry but i can’t follow if you’re posting pics of your purge :/
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@musesiq
melonella
5 months
#edtwt intro because i’m new here ! ❀ 25 (20+ plss minors dni) ❀she/her ❀ alcoholism, ocd, social anxiety, disordered eating patterns but not diagnosed ❀ bmi 19.4 but have been 14s-16s until the last few years ❀I love music, anime, k-dramas, etc. looking for mutuals🦢
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3 months
edtwt
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@musesiq
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4 months
if anyone is comfortable sharing what is your experience with depression like? i can barely shower or brush my teeth, my hobbies are gone, i am having the hardest time keeping up with school because all i do is rot in bed, not to mention drinking to cope.
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@musesiq
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3 months
me if you even care
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@musesiq
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3 months
tbhhhh i’m gonna be an asshole (i’ll delete this soon) but some ppl on here are major losers like i get second embarrassment reading your hate tweets. you want to shit on other ppl but i need you to be a naturally thin supermodel before you speak on someone else’s efforts.
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@musesiq
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2 months
does anyone have the problem where they fast all day but then end up ruining it with an omad that isn’t low cal. like sometimes i’ll fast for 24 hrs but then i have like pizza and it just ruins it i feel.
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1 month
i’m cooked
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@musesiq
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2 months
she made her “recovery” account over a year ago but looks the exact same :/ and posts wieiads where she cuts out the part where she’s supposed to swallow. i’m wishing her the best and hope she can eventually recover but i don’t feel like she’s being honest.
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2 months
is it just me or is she literally body checking in this
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@musesiq
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2 months
is high bmi 17s skinny? i know it's not edtwt skinny but...
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@musesiq
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3 months
what feature are you most fixated on? i need to feel like i have long thin legs.
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@musesiq
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3 months
:(
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3 months
@is48kg ppl say disordered eating as not having a real ed 🫠
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@musesiq
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4 months
wish i was this form of disordered and not this
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@musesiq
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3 months
social media is fake so here are some things im embarrassed about ▫️i don’t have my driver’s license ▫️im financially dependent on my boyfriend ▫️i can’t order my own food bc of social anxiety ▫️i barely brush my teeth/shower because of depression ▫️i’m a mouth breather :/
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@musesiq
melonella
27 days
you men love jerking each other off lmao. if you think you hit your prime the older you get why not date each other. women don’t want your balding, beer-bellied ass with rotting teeth and beef jerky skin because you’re afraid of sunscreen.
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Ja Leto
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A woman's prime starts at 18. A man's prime starts at 30. Women age like milk. Men age like wine.
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@musesiq
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2 months
are ppl who are overweight not allowed to want to lose weight?
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@musesiq
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4 months
does anyone else refuse to accept the weight on the scale until you’ve taken a sh*t. constipation is holding me back😭
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4 months
“maintaining is better than gaining”
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@musesiq
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3 months
WAIT I AM OFFICIALLY BMI 17s !!!!!😳 can’t believe i made it out of bmi 18s PRISON
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3 months
feeling so trapped in my life and i see no way out. i’m tired.
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3 months
@blueisntsuper and you look like you need to mind your own business lol
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@musesiq
melonella
2 months
1. ana is not the only eating disorder 2. if someone has a disordered relationship with food/their body image they are valid. you guys rotate this weekly give it a rest and mind your business.
@silly_slutty_me
✧silly little me✧
2 months
I feel like most of you are not really sick but are just using others suffering to motivate yourselves to eat healthy and restrict cals a little. That's not anorexia. You're not truly scared of food, you're pathetic.
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4 months
haunting
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@musesiq
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26 days
maybe controversial but being skinny doesn’t automatically make someone pretty nothing beats a lethal face card
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@musesiq
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4 months
anhedonia 🦢 (why does it sound like a pretty name from the 1800s)
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@musesiq
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3 months
be honest is bmi 18s skinny? i just can’t believe it is. i’m average average average.
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@musesiq
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3 months
what is that phenomenon where someone builds a following and people treat them like theyre the hottest person alive when they aren’t.
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3 months
the difference in how people treat this influencer because she gained 🫠
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@musesiq
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3 months
i don’t do anything about my unhappiness i just rot and continue being pathetic. this is me ranting like the whiney bitch that i am. gosh did you know i managed to not brush my teeth all week and i was wasted everyday. my teeth are gonna fall out of my mouth.
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@musesiq
melonella
3 months
this is how fasting feels
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@shaunapples
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this is how fasting feels
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@musesiq
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3 months
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@musesiq
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3 months
goodnight edtwt
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@musesiq
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4 months
is it weird to eat plain toast?
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@musesiq
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3 months
they had her do a hooters skit like bffr
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3 months
wait that’s not
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@musesiq
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4 months
you all are so sweet i wish i could reply to everyone 💌 i’m getting over a cold and have school but i will be going through and fb throughout the next few days🤍
@musesiq
melonella
4 months
calling the adults of edtwt ! i’m trying be be mutuals with every cool 20+ on here and you should all meet each other too so like/comment or interact with this in any way 🤍🤍🤍 so glad to be mutuals with so many of you already !!
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@musesiq
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hate when i see thinspo on the tl and find out it’s an 18 year old i don’t wanna feel jealous of a teenager 🫠 then i start to miss my old body again.
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@musesiq
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i wish
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@musesiq
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3 months
omad🍕🌶️
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@musesiq
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3 months
oh!
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@musesiq
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3 months
if you’re comfortable pls comment where you’re from :) i am originally from brazil but i live in the midwestern part of the u.s. and it is currently 2:30 in the afternoon here hbu? ♥️
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@musesiq
melonella
4 months
this is precisely my type
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2 months
do you find gum helpful in fighting hunger?
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@musesiq
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2 months
let’s put our thinking caps on pls 😭 if your omad puts you in a cal deficit then yes. we may often be bloated, constipated, holding in water but that doesn’t mean you’re not losing.
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@musesiq
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3 months
edtwt serious question, is there any celeb you think you could pull?
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3 months
@notshysana oh so the journey to get there made you happy too
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@musesiq
melonella
2 months
aspartame this and that. unless you’re drinking a gallon daily you’re fine. also no one is claiming it’s healthy lol it’s soda. can starving interrupted not be annoying for a day.
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diet soda will keep you fat, cut it out
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2 months
no one knows i used to look like a model and now i’m ugly
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3 months
bullying ppl for eating more than you is so unserious.
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@musesiq
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2 months
can i ask a question...when i see thinspo on here i noticed that people want a flat stomach/smaller waist more than if they have a thigh gap or are uw. do you think that's true for you? for me, i want a thigh gap/thin legs and arms more but of course flat stomach next.
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@musesiq
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3 months
not to be mean but this is sooooo embarrassing
@sinnister13
sinn 🔪
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☆ A personally informative 🧵 🪡 of my experience with Ozempic (Semaglutide) since starting it December 2023. -17lbs lost. For edtwt purposes ☆
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@musesiq
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genuine thoughts pls. what do you do if you’ve been dating someone who has your exact music and film taste, is hot, you love them, and you are best friends but they are also lazy (you end up doing most of the chores) and you’ve never had an orgasm.
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give me a HELL YEAH
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perpetually unhappy
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genuine question. how do you respond to people who are down on themselves about their weight in front of you. this person gave me leggings and then said they’re too fat to wear them and was putting themselves down to compare themselves to me. i wasn’t sure what i could say.
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