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@mari_recovery

1 month

Biggest fear

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@mari_recovery

16 days

Guys is this too much for breakfast or does it look normal?

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@mari_recovery

2 months

big tw but PLEASE can someone read this i'm about to cry

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@mari_recovery

3 months

@roll3rbrawl Oh he definitely doesn't 😭😭

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Tw Guys is this too much food? I feel so horrible today, i ate all this but i'm still hungry i hate myself

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@mari_recovery

30 days

During my ed: why is restricting so hard? During recovery: why is not restricting so hard? WHY IS EVERYTHING SO HARD??

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@mari_recovery

11 days

My ed is SREAMING at me rn

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

17 days

I eat something salty→i need to eat something sweet→i eat something sweet→i need to eat something salty IT'S A NEVER ENDING CYCLE

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@mari_recovery

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It's my birthday!!

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Am i in recovery or did i just up my intake

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

Today's food (+ an ice cream but i don't have a photo)

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Birthday+easter outfit!!

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Tw? Guys it's not too much food right?? Does this look like overeating? I'm freaking out so much because of the vegetable salad with mayo 😭😭

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Guys is it normal to eat every 2-4 hours? I've heard some people say that they have 6 hour spaces between meals and now i'm confused

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Todays meals!

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Is not having a thigh gap considered normal by non disordered people? Or do they think it's unatractive

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@mari_recovery

1 month

My grandma baked me a fish for dinner so i ate it, without any veggies, but with a wheat roll. Idk the calories and i'm not gonna check them, nothing bad will happen

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Day 1 trying not to count calories.. I'm losing my mind i don't want to gain weight

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Meals from today!

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

I wanred to make pancakes from protein yoghurt and banana but they didn't flip well so i just microwaved the batter and created this thing 😭

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@mari_recovery

1 month

I feel hungry → i feel bad because i'm hungry I don't feel hungry → i feel bad because i'm scared that i ate too much

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@mari_recovery

14 days

TW is it normal to still have the urge to starve myself and overexercise even if i don't want to loose weight? Why do i want to do this if i don't even have a goal? I won't do it ofc but is it a normal part of recovery?

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Tw I feel like i ate too much again i wanna cry

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Tw//calories Why am i so hungry at 1600 kcal? I'm a healthy weight and i don't even work out, whats wrong with me?

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Breakfast!!

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@mari_recovery

3 months

@changkyuncals That's a deficit for most people tho?? 😭😭 it's impossible to not be malnourished while eating in a deficit and maintaing an unhealthy weight 💀

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Reminder

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Tw What's the point of leaving my house and hanging out with my friends if my thighs are touching, i can never be pretty again i ruined it all i'm just gonna stay in my room all summer

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@mari_recovery

3 months

It was a really challenging day but i made it! I ate lunch and ice cream in a shopping mall with my mom :))

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@mari_recovery

1 month

@braiinnm0uld It is, but i just hope that it is possible to recover mentally and not just be in the same mental state but in a bigger body 😭

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Tw? Why does every single girl my age i see in public have a flat stomach? It makes me want to never leave my room again

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@mari_recovery

2 months

@Ki_loves_muesli Yeah, she also said that if i eat too much in one day then i need to make up for it by eating less for the next few days

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

I eat until I'm full → I'm terrified because i probably will get hungry again in half an hour → i sit and stare on my wall because I'm terrified → i get hungry again → I'm even more terrified because why did i get hungry so fast i literally just ate HOW DO I MAKE THIS STOP

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

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My meals from today!

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@mari_recovery

4 months

Pancakes :3

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

What if my anorexia is going to turn into BED? i'm scared i don't want it to happen

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

2 months

Guys i want to practise drawing people with diffrent features so i thought that i could draw characters with features that people are insecure about to kinda normalise them, so please comment your insecurities or just features i could draw!

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Why do all the girls i see have flat stomachs, what is wrong with me?

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@mari_recovery

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I need to start working out everyone is working out in recovery i'm the only one gaining pure fat

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

2 months

The pressure i feel to work out in recovery is insane.. I feel like everyone is doing it and i'm just sitting here rotting in bed and eating all day 💀

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Is brain fog normal in recovery or does it mean i'm still eating to little?

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@mari_recovery

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@bigdickorexic Their content is kinda triggering imo so be careful 😭😭

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@mari_recovery

20 days

Look for today

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

No proper meals today, just a lot of cake, popcorn and cookies 😭😭

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

18 days

Fish fingers and rice with veggies

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

Where to get healthy fats when I'm vegetarian and don't like avocado 😭😭 because my diet is only protein and carbs i eat like 2g fats a day

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

Should i make a wieiad from easter/my birthday? (They're the same day this year!)

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

Why does everyone eat less than me? I'm not even talking about healthy people, but recovery accounts 😭 everyone eats so little and works out in recovery, why am i like this?

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@mari_recovery

2 months

I'm gonna try chia pudding for the first time in my life tommorow :33

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Crepes with vanilla yoghurt, pineapple and strawberries

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Ice cream :33

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@mari_recovery

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I thought that afer loosing weight I'll feel tiny small and delicate, instead i feel cold, tired and miserable. Being skinny is not fun

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@mari_recovery

1 month

@dollistc Yeah it's triggering but mental recovery is possible, it's just really hard

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

15 days

TW guys i accidentally skipped breakfast today, what do i do now? Should i just eat normally for the rest of the day or try to eat a lot?

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

4 months

It's also repeating the cycle. You either recover, die or live an unhappy life forever. And we only have one life. Why waste it on going in circles?

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Breakfast today :3

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Tofu bowl with lentils ‼️‼️

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@mari_recovery

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Dinner made by my grandma! Chicken potatoes broccoli and a kiwi for dessert 🔥

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@mari_recovery

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Tw Guys is this a normal amount of food or should i eat more?

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Tw/disordered thoughts I already ate the amount of food a healthy person should eat today, why am i still so fucking hungry what's wrong with me? I'm going out tommorow i cant look like a monster i hate this i want to die

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Tw//may be triggering That's literally what calories are tho??

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@mari_recovery

2 months

Yes i eat pizza with ketchup.

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@mari_recovery

2 months

I'm gonna eat a whole ass pizza for dinner today idgaf

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@mari_recovery

4 months

I'm a person who has a body, nothing more nothing less. My body is just a tool and it's job is to work properly no matter how it looks.

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@mari_recovery

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Why do guys love showing their phone galleries so much?? Why is this such an universal experience to have a guy show you his whole camera roll???? 😭😭

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@mari_recovery

4 months

Recovery breakfasts :33

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@mari_recovery

1 month

It's the middle of the night, i have school tommorow but I NEED ANSWERS

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Sitting on a tree

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Will i get more toned and gain more muscle by exercising if i don't diet? Does exercising even have a point if i eat intuitively?

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

Dinner - baked fish with tomato sauce and cheese, homemade potato fries, some pickles and cherry tomatoes

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Guys does this look like enough for a day or should i eat more?

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

I feel so happy every time i don't buy something because of the price. Because like, i care about the price not the calories??? I can think ,,noo i won't buy it it's too expensive,, instead of ,,noo it has too many calories,, it's a really small thing but it makes me happy

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

4 months

Sefl care

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@mari_recovery

22 days

A weird breakfast today

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

2 months

Fr, i wanted to reach my gw for my prom, i did, i went to the prom, ate TONS of food until my stomach was about to explode, left after 3 hours because i was too tired, bloated and irritated, i look like i haven't slept in weeks in all of my prom photos💀💀

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@sicklysux

2 months

those “pov you reach your ugw by summer!!!” threads piss me off so bad

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

@roll3rbrawl IKK HE'S HUGE (he's totally healthy tho, vet said he's not overweight, just big af 😭😭)

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

29 days

Today's challange: liquid cals

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@mari_recovery

29 days

Why do humans need to eat so often? I want to be able to hang out with my friends without feeling hungry 2 hours after leaving my house 😭

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

3 months

I would've never started recovery without my mom, i love her sm

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@mari_recovery

3 months

20 days in recovery today 🔥🔥

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@mari_recovery

1 month

There's so many comments saying that that's what happened to people... I swear i'm gonna prove y'all that mental recovery is possible it has to be 😭

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@mari_recovery

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Biggest fear

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@mari_recovery

4 months

Tw//disordered thoughts, calories I ate like 2000 kcal today and i didn't even leave my room or exercise, I'm going to get fat i hate myself

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

2 months

Tw//calories I already ate 1500 kcal so why am i still hungry? I hate myself why can't i just stop being hungry for 5 MINUTES what's wrong with me

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@mari_recovery

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Is this birthday going to be the first in years without restricting or planned binging? I really do hope so

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@mari_recovery

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@mari_recovery

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I'm so tired of recovery i don't want to look like this

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@mari_recovery

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I hate the ,,girl dinner'' trend. Like, it's not quirky or cool that you ate string cheese and a cookie for dinner, youre just undereating that's all, people are supposed to eat normal meals💀

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

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@mari_recovery

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Omw to pick flowers to give to my mom (i love her)

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@mari_recovery

1 month

I hate weight gain, i can't take this anymore

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Sandwitches with hummus, lettuce, cheese and bell pepper

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@mari_recovery

3 months

Does anyone else eat the opposite of dessert after having something sweet for dinner? Like, if i had pancakes for dinner i have to eat a salty snack like some pickles after that 😭😭

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@mari_recovery

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TW cals Is it even possible to stop counting calories? I deleted all counting apps, i don't weigh my food, but my brain is still counting every single calorie (if i eat foods i don't know the cals of i'm just estimating but still counting it at the end of the day) HOW DO I STOP

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Tw? Why am i even alive? All i do is sleep and eat, i'm always bored, idk what to do, idk what to think of, i do have a lot of hobbies but i never do anything related to them, i don't have any friends, what's the point of all this?

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@mari_recovery

4 months

Bitch just eat omg 🙄🙄

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@mari_recovery

4 months

I'm fighting my extreme hunger rn because I'm a dumbass and I'm too scared of gaining 😭😭

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

1 month

@auddumb Yeah, there is no way because they're fictional, they're weight is made up (by men in most cases, and they know NOTHING about women's weight😭😭)

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Tw Idk why i'm even recovering atp. It's not getting easier at all, i don't have any more energy that i did before, i don't even really feel better physically. Mentally i'm even worse than before. It doesn't make sense i wanna give up maybe i'm just not meant to recover

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୨mari_recovery୧

@mari_recovery

4 months

I don't think i can ever recover, maybe I'll just give up it's only making everything worse anyways

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@mari_recovery

1 month

Soup for lunch because i feel really sick today

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