What an honor it was to write about the glorious Margot Kidder and the secret box office record she alone holds for
@RollingStone
(!!!!). Please have a read; itโs been 5 years since Kidderโs death and the narrative about her is all wrong.
No fat person is a whale, no fat person is a cute metaphor for your suffering. No fat person deserves to be represented by rubber and paint. And being fat is not a punishment, nor is it evidence of dreams unrealized.
This morning my 3-year-old told me I was beautiful and my 5-year-old told screamed โNo, he looks like an old clown!โ so everything is fine, everything is great.
Two writers who were very cruel to me are having moments and I need you all to know that Iโm not being silent because of my immense grace and kindness but rather because revenge, like a hoagie, is best served long and after soaking in its own juices for a day or two.
Both of my kids and all six of my nervous breakdowns were born during the writing of this big beauty (my dissertation), which I turned in last Monday! I defend in two weeks, send magic this way! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
I had an absolutely terrible writing world experience last month, and my confidence was shot. Here I am on my way to dear friends for a glorious, unexpected residency, and hope is restored. When things get bad, donโt give up!
I just made it a full hour into a book before figuring out the protagonist was a heterosexual. Unrepentantly heterosexual. Immediate one star on Goodreads, will be writing to the publisher. I will never get that hour of my life back. Devastated.
Oh gosh I got a rejection from an academic journal and I forgot how MEAN these things are! Like if youโre going to reject it I donโt need all of the insults while youโre at it. Of course my argument isnโt substantial, Iโm writing about gay fruit trees in Jane Austen!
New favorite photo ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ. Can I send this back in time to the Mike in his 20s who was so worried about everything? With a little note that says, โThatโs you, baby! Youโre a dad! Your dream came true! And your kids are insanely cool. They even love books!โ
You started writing because of Proust, I started writing because of that Days of Our Lives storyline where Stefano locked Marlena in a birdcage in the Paris catacombs and John could only see her with pre-Google Google Goggles. Weโre not the same!
My older child, who is 3, was upset with me and yelled, โYou are not handsome!โ
What demon force instructed him on how to cut straight through my cold ancient heart?!
Okay, submitted my novel to Roxane Gay Books so I need all of you to channel your queerest energy in her direction so that my submission rainbow glitters in the slush. Like when you see 8000 ads for candles and then must have a candle? That, but queer! Well, candles are queer.
My husbandโs delightful grandmother made cross-stitches for my boys when they were born just like she made for my husband when he was born and then, so I wouldnโt feel left out, she made me one and sent it from South Africa and itโs so gay and I love it.
These babies got gay married 10 years ago today in Cape Town. Sometimes time flies, but in measuring this, 10 years feels far too small to contain how big it all feels. Cc
@simonwillo
I'm so excited to say that I'm now represented by
@daniellechiotti
at
@UpstartCrowLit
. It took so many little miracles for me to find the perfect agent, and if you're one of those miracles I'm so full of gratitude. When my work and I found Danielle, it just felt right.
Before Twitter joins Atlantis at the bottom of the sea, I must tell you that I have a short story in
@fairytalereview
โs upcoming Rainbow Issue. Iโve dreamed of having a story in Fairy Tale Review since I started writing, and for it to happen w/ this particular issue made my year!
Wanted to share real quick that Iโll be teaching Creative Writing at Eastern Illinois University starting this autumn. Really excited to teach undergrads and graduates at a university that values diversity and where so many awesome writers teach/have taught!
Just found out that my story โDevilโs Islandโ is listed as a โdistinguished storyโ in this yearโs Best American Mystery and Suspense anthology and my year is made. My dad has every one of these on his shelf, and it has been a lifelong writer dream of mine to be on these pages!
If you publish something, please share it beyond the day it comes out! I think we are programmed to be shy about self-promoting, but social media is often how I find my very favorite stories!
I have gotten so many rejections that are like, "we're already running a gay column" or "we already represent a gay here" or "sorry there was once a gay parent who was a cousin of our weekend editor" and I'm very tired.
Bittersweet to pass my dissertation defense on the day we lost bell hooks, as her words were the foundation for so much of my dissertation. โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
Leo is 6 today and I am just amazed at how cool he is. He's fun, so smart, and so weird. Like me, he loves jewelry, video games, and scary things. Like his other dad, he loves '80s pop-rock and complaining. He's a good brother. He's a good son. He's beautiful and wonderful!
Iโm struggling. Itโs okay to struggle. How could you not struggle? Iโve been struggling hard for over a year now, and I wanted to say so because I often only share good news online. I love you all and youโre not alone. Iโm not alone.
This is so, so exciting. I am so excited! Ahhhhh! Thanks so much to
@HubCityPress
for recognizing my collection of weird wonders. What beautiful company to be in, as well.
Announcing the 2022 C. Michael Curtis Short Story Prize finalists: Mark D. Baumgartner for Last of the Icemen, Rachel Ewing for Like Disaster, Scott Gloden for The Birds of Basra, and Mike McClelland (
@magicmikewrites
) for What Used to Be Caracas.
This panic over the children seeing leather daddies and jockstraps at pride parades is bollocks. My parents took me to Pride in Provincetown as a young lad and while it did, in fact, turn me into a raving homosexual, I am a very nice person. I even pay my taxes!
Five years after Margot Kidder's tragic death, we pay homage to the star of 'Superman' who should be remembered as an ardent activist and box office queen
Four years ago today, our younger son Fox thundered into the world. His stressful and scary arrival directly contrasts his effortless joy and brave, bold sense of adventure. We are so lucky to be his dads. He lights up every day. We love you, Fox!
I need some love. You donโt need to put it on here or message or call. Just send it and Iโll feel it. And know I love you all and you give me so much!
I've been selected as the Fellow for the Lordship House Retreat 2023 and I'm over the moon! It's my first residency, and
@adrianf
and Michael are the absolute coolest. I can't wait to write queer ocean things while in fellowship with queers by the ocean!
Matt Bell, my fairy godfather of revision, was in my head this morning while I looked for "weasel words" in my manuscript. My two biggest offenders are "suddenly" and "seems" - and you should definitely subscribe to
@mdbell79
's No Failure, Only Practice!
@clhubes
This!!! I once got a taco in London (admittedly it was a street taco, I should have known better) that had a entire lemon in it. Just a whole lemon, plopped right into the taco.
Sent new novel into my agent, turned in my grades, got my hair blonded, managed to dress both kids in every โspirit weekโ outfit, and headed to South Africa tomorrow for in-law Christmas. Am I Mike or am I a feature on Charlize Theron in Good Housekeeping magazine?!?!
Yesterday was my first day of my 8th year of university teaching. Iโm teaching a graduate gothic writing workshop and an undergraduate fiction workshop this semester and I feel very lucky! To balance that out I dressed like the gayest person on your middle school debate team.
Omg Iโm so tired of anti-trans people โasking questionsโ and โwanting civil debate.โ Guess what? The rules of your sport are made up! Your sport is made up! Why not include trans athletes? On what planet do you think someone would pretend to be trans to โcheatโ at a sport?
Is there not a world in which one can be supportive of the transgender community and curious about the fairness of Trans athletes in sportย yetย not be labeled a transphobe or a bigot as we ask questions? Do we yet know the answers? And do we even want to know the answers?
My year-end writing list isn't as voluptuous as I would have hoped. I (finally) signed with my amazing agent, got my PhD, started a new job, and moved to a new city, and I'd love to say this was why I didn't publish much. But I submitted over 100 times and had just 1 acceptance!
Tomorrow I start teaching at Eastern Illinois University. Iโve been a student for 8 years! Iโm not ready to be an adult again. Can non-TAs teach in rompers? How much jewelry is too much jewelry? (Thatโs obviously a trick question)
I am so gay and so unused to actual seasons that I took my dogs out this morning and thought, โwho dumped all of these fabric swatches in my yard?!โ
Reader, the swatches were leaves.
So excited to be going to the Sewanee Writersโ Conference this summer! If youโve been before I need all of the tips! I also need to procure a serious-writer-but-summery-but-not-as-trashy-as-my-actual-summer-clothes wardrobe! Cannot wait! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
There was a shooting at our local splash park which sparked an online confessional of all of the local parents who always bring their guns when they take their kids to the park and I just cannot cannot cannot anymore. Weโre never leaving the house again. Iโm building a bunker.
@nkjemisin
My older son, who is 3, watched my husband walk through the front door from the store the other day and asked, โdid you get popsicles?โ and my husband said, โoh no, I forgot!โ and my son looked at the bag, frowned, and said, โyou remembered wine!โ
I took my five-year-old to see Black Panther and the whole theater was gifted with him repeatedly asking me โWhy did they put Tโchalla in a box?!?! Can they hear him from the box?!?!โ so maybe we should have covered death first.
Had to have my pants down in front of 5 medical folks for a doctorโs visit (not serious or sketchy, fear not), and the office had a live stream of Venice playing to soothe, and I joked, โNot the first time Iโve had my legs over my head in Italy!โ and, dear reader, no one laughed.
Not the โsend us something weโve never seen beforeโ and โNo genre fiction; literary fiction onlyโ right next to one another in the Submission Guidelines. ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ Is it not time to put the โNo genre fictionโ to rest? Can you only write fancy if youโre writing domestic drama?
Was finally able to schedule vaccines for my 3yo and 4yo for this Saturday and as soon as I booked the appointment I burst into unexpected tears. I didnโt realize the amount of tension I was carrying around over it, but itโs just been constant fear for 2 years so it makes sense!
Canโt read/watch Harry Potter anymore and Iโm upset about it every day. Not even in a boycott way; I just feel gross and sad whenever I think it, and that shadow has swallowed so many beautiful memories. Authors - if youโre a bigot, buy a diary and leave the rest of us out of it!
I spent months writing an essay about art and poetry and love and sold it to a big dream publication and they published it and, months later, it has gotten its first comment, which is, โthankks great blog post.โ How joyous, to finally sniff the sweet smell of success!
Itโs my delightful mother Dr. Virginia McClellandโs 75th birthday today. I inherited my laugh from her, she has the best smile, and sheโs such a fun grandma.
If anyone ever uses my tweets in a book review please use the ones where Iโm like 30 flirty and thriving and not the ones where Iโm live tweeting my mental breakdown from behind a grocery store.
This draft is where my novel took to the skies and became something beautiful that is mine but also like feels something of its own. I owe
@alexanderchee
and
@mdbell79
; I was struggling to wrangle the threads in revision so I typed it all out again. Listen to your favorites!
Some of my favorite new/new-to-me books from independent/small publishers that I read in 2021. I enthusiastically recommend any and all of these beauties. I read some on Kindle and have lent others out, so this isn't complete; I need to get better about sharing these treasures.
Naomi Osaka has started a long overdue conversation. Since this is all happening around Marilyn Monroeโs birthday, hereโs an anecdote. Marilyn was often disliked and dismissed for being difficult. Jane Russell, Marilynโs co-star in Gentlemen Prefer Blondes, shared that Marilyn...
12 years ago, I met this dreamboat at a gross bar in Cape Town. 11 years ago, we got engaged at midnight on a little beach in the Philippines. Itโs a great day to look back. The constant of it, the average of it, was just simple happiness. Itโs been that way from day one.
... was always ready on time, she was just too nervous to leave her trailer and head to set. So Jane would walk over to her trailer and pick her up on the way to set and shooting went wonderfully. On Marilynโs birthday, letโs spare a thought for the โdifficultโ folks in our lives