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19, killer bean’s #1 fan | @killerbeangirl

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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
why do ed movies never show the main character bodychecking like people with eds do it constantly
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
don’t eat
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
me after clicking ‘show’ on a pic thinking it won’t be sh
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
i’m insane i do 40k
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
tiktok dieticians when they find out you can restrict and still have energy to exercise
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@killerbeanguy
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10 months
a win-win
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Would you risk it?
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
anorexics worry before the meal. bulimics worry after the meal.
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
pretty good for 9 am i think
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@killerbeanguy
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10 months
thinking that slightly overeating = binging should be a symptom of anorexia i see it too often
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@killerbeanguy
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10 months
am i the only one who’s genuinely worried i mean they’re bmi 11 :(
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
at what bmi does your stomach not have any rolls when you bend over i can’t take it anymore
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
i love my ed so much i’m gonna cry it saved my life and gave my life meaning it makes me so happy
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
“i only lost x pounds”
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@killerbeanguy
ashtyn 🫘
2 years
you WILL have a thigh gap if you lose weight regardless of bone structure
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
would you guys like a thread on how i walk 40k steps per day
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@killerbeanguy
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8 months
my dad said “that’s a lot of marshmallows, i don’t think i’ve eaten that many in the past 3 years” it’s just 200 calories :(
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
but when i do it it’s anorexia 🙄
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
me after drinking 3 monsters to “speed up my metabolism”
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
i’m fucking sobbing i have to buy a new scale
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
c/s party bc i hit my gw
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
i’m not gonna teach you guys how to walk that’s not the point of the 40k steps thread, i’m gonna show you hot to not get bored and how i keep my energy so high
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
“i have no time to exercise!” *rots in bed all day*
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
what is this aesthetic called i love it so much
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
we’re all a little pro-ana just by being here
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guys moots and non moots what's ur most controversial €dtwt take? (i promise i won't unfollow😨)
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
no way i can just remove these myself??? i’m gonna do it
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
uhh i’m not hungry anymore 😊
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
me when i eat my first meal after fasting
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
pretty good for 6 am
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
does anyone else make anorexic choices in video games? like i’ll make my character fast and drink water 😭
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1 year
me when i drink a sip of water and step on the scale
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@killerbeanguy
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8 months
it’s never enough.
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
how i feel after shitting my brains out
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@killerbeanguy
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9 months
where are you guys finding these psych wards that allow you to have your phone??? that’s the first thing they take from me every time
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@killerbeanguy
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2 months
me when i see an absolute banger on the timeline but it refreshes before i can even like and i forgot who posted it
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
i’m convinced washing dishes is the best job for an anorexic. free appetite suppressant constantly AND you burn so many cals? plus you get to skip meals!
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
WOOHOO 🥳
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@killerbeanguy
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11 months
me telling my parents i’m eating with my friends while simultaneously telling my friends i ate with my parents
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@killerbeanguy
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10 months
if you’re at a higher weight still take bodychecks so you have progress pics you’ll regret it if you don’t when you lose weight
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
almost there
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1 year
guys i’m gonna get 60k steps today 🤞
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@killerbeanguy
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10 months
a girl at my table said she could never be anorexic because she loves food i want to beat her to death. like the ignorance??
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@killerbeanguy
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5 months
eating a burger 🔥‼️
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10 months
i don’t want an ounce of fat on me, i want my body fat % to be literally 0
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11 months
WHAT
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10 months
wanting the doctors to be shocked at your weight loss while also wanting them to think you’re okay and normal at the same time is so real
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11 months
sooo obsessed with my anorexia and getting thinner. it's all i think about. i just want to get worse and worse
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1 year
me if low cal monsters didn’t exist
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11 months
me looking back at those times i said i’d stop purging
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11 months
guys i’m not gatekeeping anymore. hydroxycut (the diet pill) works. it doesn’t magically burn calories but it makes me have so much more energy so i can exercise much longer. make sure to get the caffeinated version tho
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1 year
share what you eat as a binger and no one bats an eye. share what you eat as an anorexic, you’re the worst person in the world
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@killerbeanguy
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8 months
GUYS ARE THE POLICE GONNA COME?? FUCKKK
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10 months
i may lose followers for this but i’m far left
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8 months
if i walked for 24 hours straight how many steps would i get /gen
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8 months
my dad said i could afford to lose 15 more pounds idc if that was a joke fuck him like what the hell???
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4 months
ONE MONTH IN RECOVERY!!! i didn’t think i could make it this far and I DID IT 🥳
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1 year
me if i lived alone and could buy my own groceries
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4 months
me and my recoverytwt moots when one of our edtwt mutuals chooses recovery
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1 year
“you eat a lot for an anorexic-“
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guys the funny thing happened
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1 year
but if it were about anorexia it’d be wrong
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@killerbeanguy
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4 months
i updated my killer bean shrine a little bit!
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11 months
me when i feel full after eating a normal meal (i’m going insane)
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@killerbeanguy
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8 months
i have 8 and a half hours to finish this challenge i think i can do it
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8 months
how long would it take me to get to bmi 14 if i did at least 40k steps a day and ate very little if anything
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@killerbeanguy
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5 months
eating all my fear foods so my ed fears ME 😈🙏
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5 months
another absolute win
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11 months
how it feels when your parents/roommates catch you working out in the middle of the night
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1 year
i only got 18k steps because im sick
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@killerbeanguy
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8 months
lost another pound, i’ve lost 4 pounds this week so far
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9 months
nahhh i found the picture i’m giggling
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9 months
my dad did this for his birthday but without the frosting because he was on such a strict diet he’s gotta be disordered bro
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1 year
@lazulinea wanting to be disordered is disordered
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10 months
ok but what if they lost like 100+ pounds or something you never know
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10 months
what do you guys think is the average bmi of edtwt? i’m genuinely curious
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10 months
“i’ll wear whatever i want at my lw” me at my lw:
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9 months
would you guys hate me if i asked my doctor for some sort of feeding tube because of my arfid i genuinely cannot eat and i’m so miserable :(
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5 months
the killer bean shrine grind never ends
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@killerbeanguy
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1 year
did all of this while fasting + i haven’t even started work yet 😎
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10 months
become deathspo that gets recycled in ed spaces for years to come
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11 months
when you take the most massive shit of your life and only lose half a pound
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@killerbeanguy
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4 months
GUYS IT'S MY BIRTHDAY i'm 19 now!!!!
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2 years
anti-fatphobes calling fatphobes fat as an insult is the funniest shit ever. you sure you’re not a little fatphobic?
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1 year
@Proteinhater @dissectedfrogs no way i’ve lost weight after binging and purging that can’t be true
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10 months
i’m gonna be honest with my therapist so there’s like a 90% chance i’m going to the psych ward i’m sorry
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1 year
what if i don’t have an ed and i’m just on an extreme diet with a crazy goal
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2 years
i wanna make a gc where we’re pro-ana to each other, comment/rt if you want to be added
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1 year
i’ll do more tonight but i think this is pretty good since i’m fasting
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1 year
what have i done 💀
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11 months
this is why we have edtwt
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10 months
me when the psych ward locked my bathroom for an hour after meals
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4 months
im giving recovery another shot i have so much hope this time :) the sooner i start, the sooner i will get my life back
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8 months
guess who dropped a bmi point and is now bmi 15.8 😎
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9 months
the fat acceptance movement has gone too far and it doesn’t make you fatphobic to disagree with it
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What’s your most right wing view that could get you like this (for leftists)
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11 months
@bunnygrlward this pic bro 💀
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4 months
3 weeks in ed recovery, time is going by so fast but i’ve come so far already!!!
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5 months
i’ve been in ed recovery for a week now when i never thought it was gonna be possible for me
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5 months
i thought i’d lose friends for recovering from my ed but i’ve never felt more supported in my life. thank you guys so much 🥹 it means a lot
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5 months
surprise surprise guess who’s recovering
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1 year
yeah until you get to that point, think it’s not enough, and set a lower goal for yourself. and the cycle repeats over and over again until, shocker! you want to look like deathspo
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just a reminder that not all of us want to be deathspo, this is how I want to look like
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why can’t people just starve instead of doing this shit i’m so tired
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