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8 months
some bcs before placement (ᗒᗣᗕ)
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5 months
bc (video ss) maintained for the first time in months and i feel like fucking shit. i feel like a failure and so gross. AND it’s a lose-lose if i go to get weighed after my bloods tmrw because im on the verge of getting sectioned.
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
WAIT A DAMN MINUTE…
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
goin 4 a long walk bc i feel huge
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
dude? literally fuck off
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
lil ootd from earlier :3
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
hehehe
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
life is shit but at least i have my beloved
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
what. the. fuck.
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
you look like shit. you’re not even pretty anymore. you look awful. — i know, a big part of my ED is not wanting to look attractive, i want to scare people, i want people to avoid me and be disgusted by my existence. it’s fucked, ik
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
i love receiving sweet messages from my followers 🥰
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
i escaped (•̀ᴗ•́) lil (well deserved) asda trip
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
leg check ig they look bigger today - ik it’s not possible but idk they just do??? i look fucking gross fml (¬_¬)
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
i guess i could cope with bmi 11s for a while??? better than being in IP
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5 months
gna try and negotiate with my psychiatrist… if he lets me gain at home with my supplements, id cope with bmi 10-11s at most and if my health stabilises then i can “maintain” (i know i wont though maintain long tho lol)
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
almost there but not quite 🥲
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
in love w my new sweater :,)
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
what a way to start the year
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
lil ootd/(^ x ^)\
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
tw!! bodychecksss - - - - - - - sorry for the lack of tweets the deterioration is rly getting 2 me😛😛😛
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
needed this ego boost today
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Valerie // edtwt
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so jealous of her thigh gap
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
angle makes my arm look huge ;-; but how cute is my new crop top (•̀ᴗ•́)و
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
gm i’m so dizzy
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
ootd (*^‿^*) i’m going halloween shopping :3
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
it’s so embarrassing having to buy kids underwear💀like the stares i got today because i don’t look old enough to be a parent but im buying kids pants…
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
i was walking out of tesco and a little girl looked at me, turned to her mum and said “why is she so skinny” 😀
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
insomnias a bitch so time 4 a cig .-.
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
omg you literally look worse than eugenia i don’t know how you’re still alive — i look no where near as unwell as eugenia r u good-
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
♡︎a v long thinsp0/bonesp0?? thread only it’s just my body checks because i’m conceited♡︎ tw!! sh
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
bc - - - - - - - finally in the bmi 13s again \(^ヮ^)/
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
am i having a nd moment? what does this mean pls help-
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
woke up bmi 12.2🤧🤧
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
i feel so ugly tn lol
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
ask and you shall recieve ig
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6 months
lowkey hope i die b4 my bday lol
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
relapsed after almost 4 weeks (´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`)
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
college fit for today ^^
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
leg check ig i feel like they look bigger today?? i know it’s not possible but idk :,)
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
don’t know what’s dropping quicker, my bmi or my will to live.
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
feelin’ cute
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@itz3mbxr
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9 months
tw / bcs - - - - - - - zero energy for college today :,)
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
i feel humongous today (ಡ‸ಡ) but lil ootd ig
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
my mum started randomly crying while having her dinner so i asked her what was wrong and she said “i just wish we could enjoy a meal together like when you were little”
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
leg check ik it’s not possible but i feel like i look sm bigger already i can’t do this
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
@ ing them at this point idec, fucking vile.
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
i feel HUGE even though i lost again this week??? fuck my life.
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
do u guys ever see ur ex’s and think “what was i thinking”
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
NEW DRESS /POS /POS /POS
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
the new socks >:)
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
bought new socks bc i’m sad
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
i just woke up lol hi
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
todays lil ootd ^•^
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
i’m out bitchezzz
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
most unbearable 24 hours of my life. getting discharged tmrw hopefully 🤞🏻tysm for all the kind messages ilu guys
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
gna go 4 a walk in the snow
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
starved.
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6 months
hi i curled my hair
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8 months
ootd >:)
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
sainsbos trip
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
my cousin phoned me to say if i’m not back home by 11pm they’re phoning the police fuck this, why can’t they just let me rot in peace
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
my “mothers” search history 💀
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
merry late xmas to me
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8 months
feeling fuckin’ huge (´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`) going shopping to distract myself
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8 months
disabled bathroom leg check ( ͠° ͟ʖ ͡°)
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
GUYS I WAS TAKING BCS AND LOOK HOW WEIRD AND MISSHAPEN MY ARM LOOKS💀💀💀IM ROLLINGHSGSSGS
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
buying ankle weights so i don’t get readmitted to inpatient>>>
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8 months
what have i done i’m so sad oh my god
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
tw!! body checks - - - - - - - idk who i think i am posting all these bodychecks but fuck it lol
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
so sick of these bitches.
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
can we have a little commotion for the slippers pls
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
back in my fav place
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
bc ig ? i haven’t had a monster in so long ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
do you guys smell that?
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
i barely got to wear them😪😪
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@itz3mbxr
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3 years
i hate tiktok mfs.
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@itz3mbxr
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8 months
gm!! guess who woke up (ง'̀-'́)ง felt like wearing cute tights today
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8 months
shower time bc ig why am i built like that-
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6 months
it baffles me how in general hospital they just allow you to fast all day… not complaining tho (*^‿^*)
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
i think people underestimate just how socially isolating EDs are. i have compromised my health so much to the point that i have literally zero energy to socialise. im not just talking about going out, even replying to people on socials has become a chore.
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@itz3mbxr
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5 months
my heart rate keeps jumping from 30-110 and i’m literally sitting down??? not tonight pls
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@itz3mbxr
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6 months
ew the lighting but fit for tn
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@itz3mbxr
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7 months
my auntie got me new gloves :0 they’re a little big but still cute
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6 months
makeup for tn ^•^ still need to figure out what i’m gonna wear
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6 months
i feel like body dysmorphia just gets worse the more weight i drop, i feel like my confidence was better at like bmi 12 but looking back at bcs from then i look huge (´༎ຶٹ༎ຶ`) but the more weight i lose the bigger i look now??? idek if that makes sense but this is fucking brutal
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