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ہزاروں بار سوچو گے ہمیں تحریر کرنے تک۔۔۔ PMC '22

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Silently reading fatiha and dua e maghfirat for ahl e qaboor everytime while passing across a graveyard with a thought that some day when I'll be lying here in one of the grave, some one will read fatiha, some one will ask Allah for my forgiveness too..
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have you ever felt your hands shaking while you are doing just a normal activity. have you ever had Shortness of breath while you are sitting in an open air. or as if your heart is sinking while you are just lying down with blank mind or have you ever cried on just waking up.
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The hardest part of today was to take consent of this young patient for above knee amputation. He acted so brave while i was taking consent but while going to OT he started screaming like a child. And when he came back from OT, he himself was consoling his family, telling them..
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A strong desire to have a book shelf like this✨
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Had to take a patient from 1st floor to 3rd floor. Since she was of old age, i preferred going through lift. While entering lift, me: amma jee lift main chakkar tu nai aaty She :nai Me: phir mera hath pakar lain kiun k mujhy aaty hain.
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I think we all should be really careful about our choice of words when we are talking to opposite genders whether it's face to face interaction or through any social media app.. There should be certain limits, boundaries of respect which we must not cross.
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غم کی شدت انسان ��ے قوتِ گویائی چھین لیتی ہے۔۔ I witnessed this when i declared death of a patient and her son was trying to say sth, his lips were moving but there was no voice.. N When we counselled attendants about critical condition of pt. And his brother developed stutter.
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Sister video called me and said, "mujhy ghar dikhao, main ghar k liye udaas ho rai hoon". So i showed her each and every room and corner of home.. It's sad, the place where we spend our whole life, we women have to leave it one day. is sy zyada bhi barri koi qurbani ho sakti hy
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not to cry.. Pata nai mard itna hosla kahan sy laty hain.
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Two patients expired in our ward, i was in ER n pgr said to me, "aj Izrael (A.s) aye huay hain ward main,ap na jana ward". me: sir mera naam likha hua tu izrael (A.S) ER aa jayen gy mujhy leny n then we had multiple expiries in trauma, Izrael A.S came, mera naam nai tha un k pas.
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پچھلی رات کے پاگل پن سے باہر آ کے سوچ رہا ہوں کھڑکی کھولی جا سکتی تھی،کمرہ روشن ہو سکتا تھا
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This used to be my study corner in jinnah hall (old hostel). دن کے زیادہ تر حصے میں میں یہیں پائی جاتی تھی۔ میرے رَت جگوں کی گواہ، میرے رازوں کی امین اور ایک خاموش ساتھی۔۔ ہر قیام کچھ نقوش چھوڑ جاتا ہے مکین پہ بھی اور مکان پہ بھی۔
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My roommate woke me up for fajar saying, namaz ka time ho gia hy. And my first thought was "Konsy mareez ko namaz parhwani hy". It took me 5 minutes to understand what she was saying to me.
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Life is unpredictable💔. We are, may be, always a second away, a breath away from the death.. An accident, a car crash, a fall.. And we are done. We make plans as we'll live for hundred of years though we are unaware of what the next minute will bring to us..
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I always used to think if my parents see me working in hospital, they'll be super proud of me.. And today abba and bhai came while i was on duty and abba said to brother, "iski aik pic lo na". And the shine in his eyes🥺. Forever living for such things>>>
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Read a tweet a year ago that said, what if we die just after taking our final proff.. and someone replied with, " at least I'll be satisfied that i struggled my whole life for a better cause"... Hopefully our classfellow was satisfied too..
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We are two HOs with the same name in same ward. I had a day emergency and the other one had night duty. On-call Pgr called me at 4:16 am to ask, ap kahan hain. Me in sleepy voice: sir hostel main Sir, ohh dosri rimsha ko call karni thi, ap so jao. Me: G behtar
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anuv jain said, اور پوچھو نہ ذرا میرے دن کے بارے میں بھی بس اتنے میں سنبھل جاؤں ہاں at times all we want is someone, be it a friend, family or a lover, Someone who asks us about the little details of the day, what did we had for dinner, what made us excited, what broke us today.
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i missed distinction in pharma by 2 marks nd my friend said, you didn't work hard nd i was hurt bcz just 2 marks put question to my efforts I mean despite all the hard work a person can be unlucky But i still believe in hardwork Bcz distinction doesn't matter, but knowledge does
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May be years later, We all will meet again Not as our present versions, But as our destined versions💞. FMU Batch '22 🥺 ایک محبت اور سہی
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Alhamdulillah passed final proff. Alhamdulillah.... Officially a doctor..
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it was sister's rukhsati today and in morning i just randomly started singing, "rabba ny tujh ko banany main"n sis hugged me from behind and started singing with me and i got emotional Parents k liye hi beti ki rukhsati mushkil nai hoti, behan ko rukhsat karna bhi mushkil hota hy
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when i missed distinction in pharma by 2 marks, i had a hard time accepting it. like i was this close, this close but it wasn't for me.Then after so long, one day i said to myself, aj main akhri dafa is loss py ro rai hoon, ab r nai rona, ab dobara nai sochna.
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Be Obsessed Or Be Average
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It's systemic surgery night today, one of the three hardest nights of MBBS, and those lines of sakeena from parizaad are echoing in my mind. "بس آج رات کی تنگی ہے، صبح تک ان شاء اللہ بھلا چنگا ہو جائے گا۔"
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trigger warning⚠️ The moments before death. the silent tear coming off the eyes of patient and you know now he is about to die.. The gaze of patient shifting from you to someone else (someone we living beings can't see). The facial expressions which clearly tell that soul is...
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ER night 3:13 AM I never believed in comforting power of words until today when my HO Incharge said to me "you are my brave house surgeon". And My pgr said, "you are a quick learner future surgeon" Applied all types of stitches today Alhamdulillah and today i m proud of myself
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Batch '22 Final proff 2 months (ALMOST) 7 writtens 4 vivas A game of long cases, short cases and ospes 1 shot in sha Allah. It's End Game now.
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3rd june 2023, 1:21 AM 1st ER Night, just had a dinner. Had a near death experience because of hospital's cats. Managed trauma patients, Did sampling, PGR was impressed of a history i took. Lesson i learnt today, "If you don't know something, don't hesitate to ask about it".
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In the earlier days of hostel life, my sister asked me, kesa laga faisalabad. and i quoted that hashim nadeem's line مجھے تو سارے بڑے شہر اب ایک جیسے لگتے ہیں۔ and now when time of leaving is approaching near, i am thinking it's not about the place. it's actually about the people
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چہرے پہ عمر بھر کی مسافت رقم سہی۔۔۔ دل کے لئے تمام سفر لمحہ بھر کا تھا۔۔۔ Batch'22 signing off.👩🏻‍⚕️🧑🏻‍⚕️💞
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Parizaad was so right when he said, کچھ لوگ ہمارا نام لیں تو ہمیں اپنا نام معتبر لگنے لگتا ہے
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When dj in jannat k patty said,"ghar k akhri bachon k hissy main hamesha بوڑھے maa baap aaty hain", i felt that.
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24 june 2023, 3:45 AM The most traumatic ER night it is. Just got sometime to sit down... ATLS ko books main parhna r baat hy, apny saamny practically perform hoty dekhna r baat hy.. Flat ECG, fixed dilated pupils, absent reflexes... It's a hard night..
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13 yrs ago my 15 yr old cousin died due to cardiac arrest and after this i have seen my chachu turning into a completely different person. جوان بیٹے کی موت انسان کو اندر سے کھا جاتی ہے The death news of a junior reminds me of my cousin and our batchmate too. It's heart breaking
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I don't have an elder brother. For 22 years of life, many a times i wished for an elder brother. after sister's nikkah, i said to brother in law,"mubarak ho bhai" and he replied "apka shukria choti behan" and i felt the real feelings behind this word "bhai". bhai is an emotion,
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کل کیا پتہ کِن کے لیے آنکھیں ترس جائیں گی۔۔۔
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Being called "sister" instead of Doctor is still okay but what's this attitude of being addressed as "choti, baat suno". You don't even give due respect to doctors but expect so much from us. At least tameez sy baat tu karain na.
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A single meiotic error and we'd have down syndrome or turner syndrome. A single insult in first trimester and it would have resulted in us having congenital anomalies.Slight delay in cry and we could've had cerebral palsy. Allah have been protecting us since we were mere gametes
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پڑھیں اور اپنی رائے کا اظہار کریں۔ شکریہ
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ہر حال میں ہنسنے کا ہنر پاس تھا جن کے۔۔ وہ رونے لگے ہیں تو کوئی بات تو ہوگی۔۔
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فاتح کو تالیہ یاد تھی اور تالیہ کو وہ کبھی بھولا ہی نہیں تھا وقت کے اس چکر نے اگر کسی کو برباد کیا تھا تو وہ "ایڈم بن محمد" تھا۔ Haalim💔
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when in whole of your life you've observed most of marriages as a toxic relationship between two people, one person always compromising and the other one always dominating. so you always say a little prayer for them whenever you see a random couple. marriage is sacry,isn't it?
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میں جب بچہ تھا تو اکثر کھلونے ٹوٹ جاتے تھے میرے رونے پہ ماں آ کر کھلونے جوڑ دیتی تھی سنا ہے ماں سے بھی بڑھ کر تجھے الفت ہے بندوں سے تُو آ کے جوڑ دے یا رب میں خود کو توڑ بیٹھا ہوں
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Me trying to find veins of this female patient with full concentration (to take sample) .. Patient: kabhi kisi k sath dil lagaya hy ap ny.. Me : astaghfirullah, astaghfirullah..
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Passing in front of the university of sargodha where i gave my mdcat and saying, "look, i am a doctor now". کچھ خواب جو شرمندۂِ تعبیر ہوگئے، الحمدللہ
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Skipping meals in hostel is all fun until you get severe hypoglycemia and now you don't even have the energy to get up and bring something for yourself to eat..
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تم جس کو دستیاب ہو لازم ہے اس پہ کہ۔۔ ہر روز اپنے بخت کا صدقہ دیا کرے۔۔
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20 اگست 2017 تا 5 اپریل 2023 اک سفر تمام ہوا (ان شاء اللہ) دعاؤں میں یاد رکھیئے گا۔ Done with final proff Alhamdulillah.💞
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تُو ہمیں اُن دنوں میں کیوں نہ ملا جب ہمیں شوق تھے سنورنے کے ہم نے جینے کی عمر میں سرور پال رکھے ہیں شوق مرنے کے
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محبت ہو بھی جائے تو میرا یہ بخت ایسا ہے جہاں پہ ہاتھ میں رکھ دوں وہاں پہ درد بڑھ جائے محبت سرد پڑ جائے
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Proff preps in brown household be like: Me after every 2 minutes ماما ڈرامے کا والیوم تھوڑا کم کردیں۔ بھائی یہ گیم میوزک بند کر کے بھی کھیلی جا سکتی ہے۔ اٹھو اب جا کے پڑھائی کرو۔ ابو آپ پلیز یہ فیس بک کی ویڈیوز ہینڈز فری لگا کے دیکھ لیں۔ بس میں جا رہی ہوں واپس ہاسٹل🤦🏻
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How much disturbed is your sleep cycle? My alarm clock rings before i actually fall asleep.
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The recent construction work in hospital made me write this.. Do give a read and share views✨
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Pic 1: notes i used to make in MBBS Pic 2: notes i am making now
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ایک سجدۂِ شکر ان خوابوں کے لیے جن کو تعبیر مل گئی۔۔
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FINAL PROFF 5 MONTHS 4 SUBJECTS 1 SHOT (IN SHA ALLAH)
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That day i wrote in my diary, "There is one thing that can convert it to something more beautiful and that is "tashakkur" اور اگر تم شکر کرو گے تو تمہیں اور زیادہ دیا جائے گا۔". later in 4th yr i got distinction in ENT alhamdulillah. R Allah sy zyada sachi baat kis ki ho sakti hy
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This is exactly how my brother looks at me when i am telling him something funny and he wanna make me feel like it's not funny (even though he is laughing inside).
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I've always liked hostel life, it's a good learning experience. But in this period i am envious of dayscholars. When they go back home post call, at least they have someone waiting for them,to take care of them. we hostellites come back to tired /sleepy roommates.
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Cupboard aka my motivation wall☺
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we aren't 22 any more. happy 23rd birthday to me. آج سے 23 سال پہلے پاکستان کے معروف ہسپتال کے گائنی وارڈ میں مابدولت کی آمد ہوئی تھی اور 23 سال بعد آج کے دن ہمارا گائنی کا ہی سینڈاپ ہے۔
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پاس بیٹھے ہوئے یاروں کو خبر تک نہ ہوئی۔۔ ہم کسی بات پہ اس درجہ انوکھا ٹوٹے۔۔
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مجھے غرور کےاس ایک لمحے سے ڈر لگتا ہے جو میرے ذہن میں یہ گمان ڈالے کہ میں دین یا دنیا کے کسی بھی معاملے میں باقیوں سے بہتر ہوں۔ جو محنت کبھی کی جو علم حاصل کیا وہ اللہ ہی کا دیا ہوا ہے اور اللہ چاہے تو پلک جھپکنے میں مجھ سے یہ سب چھین لے، میرا تو غرور کرنا بنتا ہی نہیں ہے۔
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From کاش ہم مختلف حالات میں ملے ہوتے۔۔ To میں ہمیشہ تمہارے لیے موجود ہوں گا- ماہر Uff💔
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there is still this "کسک" of missing it but i have accepted it. as my friend said, کچھ چیزوں کے لیے آپ کی تہجد میں مانگی گئی دعائیں بھی قبول نہیں ہوتیں اور ایک وقت آتا یے آپ شکر کرتے ہیں کہ وہ دعا قبول نہیں ہوئی۔۔
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going back home after almost 1 and half month, carrying the tiredness of exhausting send ups, sitting at the window seat, handsfree on, watching these foggy roads, thinking وقت کی قید میں زندگی ہے مگر۔۔ چند گھڑیاں یہی ہیں جو آزاد ہیں۔۔
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ہاں مجھے رسمِ محبت کا سلیقہ ہی نہیں فیض۔۔ جا کسی اور کا ہونے کی اجازت ہے تجھے۔۔
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Took this picture in june 2022. Sharing it in remembrance of jaun elia.
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it's not the death that's cruel. it's life.. life is cruel for those who have to see the death of their loved ones and have to live the rest of their lives without them. It's cruel for those parents who have to carry the dead body of their young sons..
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Final proff is not about how well you've studied whole year, it's all about how well you can control your nerves in these 2 months. A game of nerves.
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"کاش ہم مختلف حالات میں ملے ہوتے۔" A line from maala and i am just so emotionally attached to this one line.
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do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it holds so much meaning to you but no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you
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Drop a cool picture of you doing your job🤩
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Drop a cool picture of you doing your job.!
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کبھی تو تُو بھی مجھے دیکھنے کوترسے، کبھی تو میں بھی تمہیں اپنا منتظر پاؤں۔۔۔
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23 yrs old and I still don't know how to respond when some one says,"can we be friends?" it's complex, isn't it?
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مجھ کو معلوم نہ تھا خواب بھی مر جاتے ہیں۔۔۔
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او ٹی اے: آج آپ نے مریض کو اینیستھیزیا دینا ہے۔ میں: انکل میں دو منٹ اور کھڑی رہی تو میں نے خود بے ہوش ہوجانا ہے۔ In my defence it was 14th hour of my 18-hour duty and i just had a biscuit and half slice bread in breakfast and dinner. (BP, SUGAR LOW).
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تو کیا یہ طے ہے کہ اب عمر بھر نہیں ملنا۔۔۔
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Send ups✨
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Back then in almost june -sep 2022 when life was going bad, anxiety panic attacks,insomnia, social isolation-it was all messed up.n i was unable to study too. So i wrote many notes for myself. It was one of them. By Allah's help I've done my part (almost).Results Allah k sapurd💞
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So today was the last working day of FINAL YEAR MBBS Alhamdulillah. Few months later we will be throwing our graduation caps, the same way we were throwing overalls towards sky on overall signing day In sha Allah یہ فکر تھی پہلے کہ سفر کیسے کٹے گا اب سوچ رہے ہیں کہ بہت تیز چلے ہم
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have you ever fallen in love with some one's words or thoughts. The way they talk so poetically, they write and give new meanings to words and you just wish to see them once.Not to meet them or talk to them but to just see them, to just see the eyes of someone who think so deeply
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My parents are very simple people. I eat proper meals three times a day and they get happy..
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The first advice my sister gave me regrading house job is "ab apna mobile silent sy hata k rakhna". Welcome to professional life..
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My colleague said, "apki personality r ap k whatsapp status match nai karty. You are such a happy person but your statuses are always sad." Inner me: آپ میرا چہرہ مت پڑھا کریں، جھوٹا ہے۔
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Have you ever stood on the prayer mat and started crying because it took you so long to get back to Allah.
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بس کی آخری سیٹ پہ کھڑکی سے سر ٹکائے باہر کے منظر کو دیکھتے ہوئے کہیں کھو جانے والے تنہا مسافر کا مسئلہ آپ نہیں سمجھ سکتے۔۔
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For me •The proff hardest to survive was 1st proff. •2 hardest nights were night b4 cmed written and 3rd proff patho practical •The year i enjoyed the most was final year. •The days i wanna re-live again are "fmu no backpack day" and "overall signing day".
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میرے ہم سخن کا یہ حکم تھا کہ کلام اس سے میں کم کروں میرے ہونٹ ایسے سِلے کہ پھر، میری چپ نے اس کو رلا دیا
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کاش یہ بھی غزلوں کا دور ہوتا۔۔ کاش آج بھی لفظوں پہ غور ہوتا۔۔
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ہاسٹل واپس جانا ہو تو واپسی سے دو دن پہلے اماں ابا کا بس نہیں چل رہا ہوتا کہ ساری دنیا اٹھا کے اپنے ہاسٹلائٹ بچے کے قدموں میں رکھ دیں۔۔ اررے اتنی محبتوں کی عادت نہیں ہے مجھے۔۔
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جہاں چھ سال گزارنے آئے تھے وہاں اب صرف چھ ماہ رہ گئے ہیں۔ پہلے سوچتے تھے اتنا لمبا عرصہ کیسے گزرے گا۔ اب سوچتے ہیں وقت اتنی جلدی کیوں گزر گیا۔ دوبارہ پتہ نہیں یہاں آ سکیں گے یا نہیں، آ بھی گئے تو یہ لوگ تو نہیں ہونگے یہاں۔ اب لگ رہا ہے یار داستان واقعی ختم ہونے والی ہے۔
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اب میری راہ میں حائل نہیں ہوتی یادیں۔۔ اب تیرے شہر سے گزروں تو گزر جاتا ہوں ۔۔
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while praying to Allah, sometimes name of some random people come in mind,to those i haven't ever talked even,whom i only know by name, face nd i pray for them too. phr sochti hoon pata nai wo Allah k kitny piary log hain k Allah un k liye logon k dil sy khud dua nikalwa raha hy.
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@iksafremusalsal
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Don't have time enough to enjoy the weather today.. مجھ کو فرصت ہی کہاں موسم سہانا دیکھوں۔۔ میں "سرجیکل ایمرجنسی" سے نکلوں تو زمانہ دیکھوں۔۔
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@iksafremusalsal
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Let's sit on the cafe back, then have a walk in rain together, talk our hearts out and call it a therapy..
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ستر سال کی ساری غزلیں، اک انسان پہ واریں گے ہم۔۔ بوڑھے ہو کر دھیمی لے میں، تیرا نام پکاریں گے ہم۔۔
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@iksafremusalsal
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Have you ever felt like you don't belong to any where, or if you've nowhere to run to when you are falling apart or no place to hide to when you want an escape. Have you ever felt as if you don't have a home.
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we 5 House officers discussing future plans, random funny stories, roasting one of the HO for coming late, laughing hard till i choked while drinking water. me roaming in ward with biryani ki plate in hand searching for oven. us going to opd ki canteen at 3:00am just for sting.
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