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victim to ednos ……………

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@haloetop
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1 month
protein bar omad accountability thread ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ !
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6 months
“i do not support genocide i just wanted a little christmas drinky drink” ?????
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8 months
y’all want anything
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3 months
only thing i got out of anorexia is binge eating disorder
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6 months
muting this but i just want to say — boycotting starbucks & large establishments that support israel is the absolute least we can do right now. if you’re actually struggling to boycott fucking STARBUCKS then pls do some self reflection i don’t know what else to tell u
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5 months
the only way i successfully get through fasts
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6 months
binged on the first day of the month
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29 days
does anyone wanna restrict together ☹️ i can make a little gc where we check in every day & keep each other accountable / talk each other out of binging (specifically talking to ppl with ednos / bed!)
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6 months
@caffeinesIut people are so stupid
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5 months
@clnnamonpoptart these people are so annoying like
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3 months
My moots watching me tweet another accountability thread for the sixth time this month
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6 months
i miss having self control. i miss seeing consistent weight loss every single day. i miss when i actually appreciated hunger & emptiness instead of giving into it. i miss feeling valid. i miss seeing noticeable progress in the mirror every day.
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6 months
fuck this ed i got a biscoff donut
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5 months
@goddesskcals i’ve never had an original experience
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10 months
I cant eat this but how exciting is it to smell it
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9 months
arab families are doing too much they act like you look skeletal & sickly at bmi 21-24 like are U crazy …………
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9 months
breaking my silence idgaf about liquid cals if they’re less than 100
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6 months
um so i did something extremely fat
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6 months
my irl asked me if i fast every day bc she never sees me eat
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6 months
told my mom’s friend that i was feeling homesick & she got me middle eastern food 😭 fuck this ed idc i’m eating good today
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6 months
todays omad — 532 cals
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8 months
this ed is simultaneously the best & word thing to ever happen to me
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6 months
i binged on this whole box of donuts 5 days ago btw i had a phenomenal time
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6 months
forever my favorite section
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2 months
losing weight you’ve already lost before is so painful and demotivating i’m so tired
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2 months
I’m literally a chef ? 333 cals
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11 months
out with my friends rn & had to pretend to eat this
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7 months
@hrubya_ id devour this in 3 minutes
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6 months
lunch! 229 cals
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7 months
1 cinnamon bun having 1.2k cals is just beyond me what are they putting in those things
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5 months
i just wanna be 45kg
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3 months
another yog bowl omad …
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6 months
i want to recover :(
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3 months
how can one speedrun if they struggle with binging 🧍‍♀️
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4 months
i don’t celebrate christmas but i binged in solidarity with those that do ☝🏼
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6 months
some omad we have here today
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1 month
lost 5kg in 5 days 🥹
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7 months
currently doing something extremely fat part 2
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7 months
currently doing something extremely fat
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5 months
why does losing 1kg make no difference appearance wise but gaining 1kg makes me look like i jumped 6 bmi points
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6 months
omad after a 42 hour fast ☝🏼297 cals
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11 months
why can’t i just be one of those people that never think about food i swear to god it’s always on my mind i’m TIRED
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7 months
are u guys morning or night bingers
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6 months
what if i kill myself
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7 months
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6 months
strolling through grocery stores & looking at all the foods i can’t eat is my favorite hobby
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6 months
omad idgaf
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1 year
@kazukcal id fuck this up so quickly oh my goodness
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5 months
the urge to semi recover & eat up to 1300 cals & have a solid gym routine vs the urge to rot in bed all day & starve
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5 months
omad 501 cals 💟 officially leaving my jonkorexic days behind me
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5 months
bananas mangoes and grapes … edtwt will never make me hate u
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5 months
eating a tuna sub
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5 months
today’s eats 991 cals …… getting a bit too comfy with high res for my liking but it’s better than binging every day i guess
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8 months
liquid fasting is so easy
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5 months
alhamdullilah i’m not american good luck tomorrow guys
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5 months
i’m gonna smash my head against the wall
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2 months
craving a binge is horrible like why does binging have to be so fun in the moment … the adrenaline and the rush of it all makes it so hard to stop
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4 months
another kg lost overnight thank u anorexia
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6 months
that moment during a fast where u start considering recovery
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5 months
day 1 of my liquid fast i have no words
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6 months
fuck it starting this tomorrow
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4 months
genuinely baffles me how easy it is to gain back the weight that u worked so incredibly hard to lose :/ wdym i gained 3 months worth of hard work in the span of 10 days it’s so horrible and unfair
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5 months
lying im at 1200 cals now 😂.
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5 months
365 cal omad after a 46 hour fast
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6 months
love love love liquid fasts
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3 months
yogurt bowl omad with more blueberries on the side bc i couldn’t fit them all in the bowl lmao — 340 cals
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6 months
what if i omad these tomorrow
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5 months
365 cal omad after a 46 hour fast
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10 months
oh my
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6 months
omad 143 cals
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6 months
my bmi doesn’t start with a 2 anymore who cheered
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1 month
10 pounds down in 4 days
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10 months
you are pushing 30 with “fatphobic asshole” in your bio put the phone down maybe
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get off of edtwt if you want to be a normal weight.. at my worst I rode a bike 12 hrs a day and would omad a half can of tuna and 3 crackers. You’re just an obnoxious loser.
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6 months
had jjajangmyeon for lunch today it slapped so hard — 580 cals
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6 months
do u guys trust net cals
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5 months
omad my ass i’m at 1100 cals now
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5 months
omad 419 cals ,, my safe meal
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5 months
reading this as someone who binged on the first day of november and proceeded to binge throughout the entire month
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Tina🌸🖤
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NO NUTRITION NOVEMBER HAS BEEN SUCCESFULLY COMPLETED!!
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6 months
i may have a problem
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2 months
weight gain has genuinely ruined my life i can’t even go back home to see my family because i’m so embarrassed, i can’t wear the things i like anymore, i can’t even see my friends, i can’t focus on uni bc i’m so depressed, i just rot in my own misery locked in my room i hate this
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@haloetop
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6 months
Hi does anyone wanna like . keep each other accountable via dms … like we can dm each other if we wanna binge or if we need motivation or something idk i feel like it’ll help
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4 months
what i’d kill to binge on rn nutella croissants milk and cookies cream filled donuts cake banana bread
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5 months
i eat i’m miserable i starve i’m miserable i gain im miserable i lose im miserable there’s truly no way out is there
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5 months
these are fucking heavenly
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5 months
i have so many essays to write & i can’t muster up the motivation to work on any of them 🧍‍♀️
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3 months
IM FREE
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5 months
omad 419 cals ,, my safe meal
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8 months
still thinking about this video
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7 months
i’ve been gaining & losing the same 3kgs for 2 months now
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1 year
took me my all not to buy these today
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6 months
omading a protein bar & halo top today
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5 months
“listen to your body” my body wants to me to devour 5k cals worth of cookies & chocolate
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6 months
@999camz kinder bueno & maltesers. my ultimate weaknesses
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6 months
at this rate i don’t care if i only lose 2kg before december i just wanna lose something
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6 months
good morning i ate 2.5k cals yesterday & maintained
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4 months
how miserable & lifeless are u to project ur insecurities onto this poor girl 😭 ur in desperate need of self reflection please get a life
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1 year
hiii #edtwt looking for mutuals ♡ ➝ she / her ➝ 18 ➝ arab & north african, i speak english & arabic ➝ 5’4 / 5’5 ➝ gw: 50kg / ugw: 45kg ➝ interests: lizzy mcalpine, ariana, art, books, fashion, chess following whoever interacts with this tweet !
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6 months
breaking my liquid fast idgaf
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5 months
omad of champions
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6 months
omad 189 cals
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8 months
my mom made couscous i’m gonna cry it smells so delicious and i can’t even eat it
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