You realize you feel worse than you ever would if you took a small sleep, a nap if you will, if you crawled into bed, under those warm covers and forgave yourself. Spared yourself.
Still, even now, you'll have to start over tomorrow but at the cost of a cake. A lot of cake.
(SCROLL PAST TO NEXT TWEET IF YOU HEADED OUT)
Shaking your head with a sigh, you decide rightfully so that you can start new tomorrow.
When the next day comes you take it easy, and slow. After months of this, you end up ending the cycle, and reach your gw in a safer way.
how your favs would react to your ed
but i rate their reactions!!!
part one??
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My man, any more than that would be detrimental… Please stop… I don’t want anyone to not accept you because you interact with disordered people on Twitter. Take it from me, a edtwt user. Not comfortable with misogynistic sexual comments about someone's weight.. Please stop
(By bite I fully meant a 1/3rd cup of frosting)
Anyway, you exert the only patience as you wait for this thing to bake, drinking your sorrows away with a 2L. (diet version, because we care about our health here you know.)
You pause midway to get milk, of course, you don't really need it, just like you didn't need to eat all that cake, but it tastes good, so of course it's fine.
Preheating the oven a bit late, you lather the pans with a unneeded amount of oil, starting to feel sicker than you would have ever been if you perhaps.. saved those 13 dollars.
Whatever... you stumble back home tearing open the cake mix and entire jar of chocolate frosting you bought within minutes, ignorantly unaware of how much raw batter you're consuming.
Uh oh! It isn't so long before you realize despite all that oil you slathered, the cakes are falling apart faster than you attempts you make at completing any goal you create for yourself, epic!!!
Also, you might not have enough frosting. I wonder where that went.
It is the end of a long day, and you feel horrible. You're sure you already overate after dinner, but you aren't sure how much. Despite being both tired and uncomfortable, you look at the time.
What do you do?
( IF YOU TOOK A WALK)
You decide to get up and go, you probably aren't gonna sleep after this anyway, better to go and clear your mind maybe, get a small treat on the way.
As you walk down the dark streets, you end up stopping and getting a bit more than you intended..