I want a relationship where we both provide, we both spoil & both fulfill eachothers wants, needs & desires. I want to experience reciprocation for once in my life.
I’m also tired of the gender roles that’s places in lesbian relationships. Bcuz I’m the masc/dyke in the relationship its my “job” to give more than I receive? & to provide for me & my partner? Fuck that & fuck you. I believe in 50/50 so I need a boss ass bitch like myself.
Don’t get me wrong I love to spoil my partner with love & gifts. I am naturally a giving so if I’m ever giving it’s bcuz I genuinely want/choose to, NOT bcuz it’s my “job/duty to!
I’ve been in relationships that required me to put my own wants/needs to the side or on a standstill for the other person. I always been the masc in relationships which always made me the “provider” so I was ever really receiving reciprocation as if I wasn’t deserving of it.