@pxnselenos
No youโre not miserable, I understand you completely. I used to try to OD just to make myself sick because I hope that someone would take care of me and see how much I was hurting. Youโre completely valid for that, but donโt let it control you, ypu deserve to heal.
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I know this is bad thinking. But I really want to be fed through a tube because it would means Iโm really sick and doctors care about me. But I know itโs awful and all, I know it would make me miserable but the sick part of me wants it so bad
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