thinking about the hard-wired trauma that comes with being perpetually broke.
having to plan out every single expense, stretching out money for as long as possible.
the devastating impact it has on your mental, emotional and physical well-being.
everyday is exhausting.
having no money is genuinely one of the most harrowing and demoralizing ordeals to undergo.
the anxiety, the guilt, the shame, the helplessness, the loneliness.
the overwhelming sense of dread.
i am so tired.
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i'm always constantly saving\stretching money, incase incase im homeless again
even when i'm stable and i have good income i dont think i'll ever stop trying to put every cent into my savings and never spending it. i dont feel like anything i have is permanent