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20 days

Some of you have been following my journey from day 1, which was, to be precise, the 28th of March 2022 when I had about 10 followers and I documented my first ever AA meeting. When I made this account, I intended it to be a private venting place for exactly that, about 10

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2 years

This time 2 months ago i was coming to the end of a 3 week drink & drugs binge. In just a few hours time I would OD and wind up unconscious, blue lighted to hospital & in resus. Today marks 60 days since this & since my last drink/drug. I would not be here if it wasn’t for AA.

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2 years

I am mindblown to be able to say that I have been sober and without alcohol for over 100 days out of the 365 of this year. That’s huge 😭

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2 years

oh I just realised, i’m 30 days sober today 😄

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2 years

Day 8 in sobriety and shortly off to my 7th meeting. The meetings for me have truly been my crutch. Weirdly I’m finding that my friends (who all drink) haven’t been in touch much since I stopped drinking, think I need new friends hahaha

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2 years

Hi everyone, it’s with a bit of a heavy heart to say that Saturday was my new day 1. I was very upset but I must remind myself that this journey emphasises progress, not perfection. I’m grateful that the lapse didn’t go on for days but I must also learn from this. Love you all. x

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2 years

37 days sober 💞🙌🏻

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2 years

116 days sober and counting ✨🌞

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@angelatheartt

1 year

Hey recovery posse! Today I am 210 days sober 😄 The 1 year mark is slowly but surely starting to creep closer. I hope you’re all having a great BH wkend whatever you’re up to 🥰 if anyone is struggling feel free to reply to this and i’ll try and help if I can. 💗 #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

I have good news. My job interview went well today and I have a start date in January! I also went ice skating, fell on my arse and now have a bit of a bruise but it’s been a lovely day. All made possible because of my sobriety 🥰⛸️☃️

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@angelatheartt

1 year

I’m 7 days sober again 🩷 i’ve smashed the meetings this week, caught up with my old sponsor (agreed I need to find someone a bit stricter) and i’m functioning back at a healthy level. I even returned to the gym, it’s been a really good week overall 🌻

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2 years

First sober Christmas & Boxing Day? completed it mate 🌚✅ #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

TW graphic The last photo is me at my rock bottom August 2nd 2022. I had attempted suicide & been on a drink & drugs binge for the 3 weeks prior. My mum found me convulsing on my patio at 1.30pm. Bottles, glass and bl**d everywhere. I am now nearly 7 months sober. #WeDoRecover

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2 years

Hi everyone, i’m 7 days sober after a pretty nasty episode after my birthday last monday which landed me in hospital. Im in therapy now and attending meetings daily. Also got this little guy by my side. Hope you’re all well xx

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1 year

Last night was kind of strange for me, I tipped my remaining alcohol and c*caine down the sink. I just knew I was done. Done with it. I’ve hated living in relapse the last 5 weeks. It’s been vile. I knew my time was up and I was craving recovery again. Ready to live again.

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1 year

My morning depression has now escalated to evening depression too. I just don’t want to go to sleep because I know i’ll wake up in tears tomorrow. I’m sorry i’m sounding so negative I’m just tired of my emotions being so intense all the damn time :( Love u all. Prayers pls :( x

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2 years

well the urge to drink is coming back stronger than ever. Feel like i’m on borrowed time and i’m gonna end up drinking at the weekend. shit

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1 year

Finally brought myself to reset my sobriety tracker. Seeing it go from 250 days back to 1 is hard. But this relapse has taught me a whole lot and i’m only just starting to unravel it all. First 24 hours completed. Onwards and upwards. Thank you all for the support 💗

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2 years

18 days today. Still no temptation, sounds silly but i’m looking forward to my 30 day chip. 30 days will be the longest i’ve ever gone. it hasn’t been easy and most days I have been pretty grumpy but the last 3 weeks have been miles better than any day during my 3 month relapse

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2 years

Active addiction (1st photo) vs 5 months sober (2nd photo) The 1st photo was 6am on a weekday last july during a wk long drink & drug binge, I hadn’t washed/dressed in weeks & although I was smiling I was very close to a rock bottom and was constantly drunk. ODAAT. #grateful

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1 year

6 months sober baby 🥳🦋✨ #RecoveryPosse

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17 days

6 days of drinking and I feel like tonight i’ve had enough. Tomorrow id like to go back to meetings. Clean up the house, have a much needed shower, maybe a walk somewhere and some proper self care. It feels good to throw in the towel again. Recovery isn’t linear ❤️‍🩹

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4 months

anyone watched Dexter? is it worth starting?

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@angelatheartt

1 year

This time 1 year ago I phoned the AA helpline and went to my first meeting on a Monday night. 28/3/22 I had no idea that my life was about to change forever. If i’d have told my petrified, lost little self a year ago that today i’d be nearly 6 months sober… AA is wonderful.

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1 year

30 days sober today, me and mum are heading down to Sussex to see some family. Going to try and find a nearby meeting I can go to, will be nice to see what recovery is like down there. Happy Friday #RecoveryPosse 🌻🧡🌿

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1 year

I’ve been off sick from work twice this week and twice last week. My heads not in a great place. My manager is starting to worry. I’m contemplating telling her I’m a recovering alcoholic 8 months sober tomorrow so she fully understands what’s going on. Is this a good idea? 🥺

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@angelatheartt

2 years

Hi everyone. Not been on here for a bit because i haven’t been sober. day 1 starts for me again today because i once again reached my rock bottom. I’m glad to be home and i’ve missed you all.

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2 years

i am spending so much money on clothes shoes and nails since i quit drinking 🤡🤡🤡 someone stop me

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20 days

sad to say I have relapsed, i’ve been trying so hard at this AA thing for 2 and a half years and sometimes I question whether it’s done me more harm than good. Im just not ready to stop. I’m 26, was 23 when I went to my first meeting and I am just still - not - ready. ily all.

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2 years

Monday! Hope you all have a great week, I will be 4 months sober this Wednesday 🥰 #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

Hi guys! hope you’re all keeping well and sober. Today I am 4 and a half months sober. Happy wednesday 🥰

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2 years

75 days and going strong 💪🏻🥰 there is no better gift than the gift of sobriety. #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

head full of AA and a belly full of beer don’t mix, take it from me who’s just back from a 12 week relapse. Value your recovery and guard it with your life 🩷

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@angelatheartt

11 months

i relapsed. i can’t put the drink down. i’m tired of this

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@angelatheartt

2 years

i’m 5 exactly months sober tomorrow 😭

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7 months

Being sober is not this pink cloud of happiness. Especially early sobriety. It’s really bloody hard. Learning to live with your emotions without alcohol is THE single hardest thing i’ve ever done. Yes, I absolutely know it will be worth it, but there’s nothing easy about it.

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2 years

So far this year, I have quit smoking weed, learnt to drive, saved up for a car, moved into a gorgeous new house, quit drinking, I now run 5k 3 times a week and I’m smashing my degree. I have low days but I must remind myself of how well I’m doing compared to a year ago. 🌻🌅🌿🪴

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4 months

grateful for 50 days #odaat

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@angelatheartt

2 years

just picked my 4 month chip up ☺️ #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

a very kind lady from my home group offered to buy me this at yesterdays meeting, as I now have a sponsor so was looking to get one. Last night my mum came along to the meeting with me for support, i think she loves AA more than i do 😅 it was a very emotional meeting #Recovery

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@angelatheartt

1 year

7 months sober today and I woke up so grateful for the life i’ve built in that time. Happy happy happy. 🌾🌞🌻

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1 year

Update: I asked him and he has agreed. 👏🏻🙂

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1 year

I’m going to ask a male old timer to be my sponsor. He’s about 50 years older than me. His message is a brilliant one and I always love his shares. He’s strict, which is what I need, so i’m praying he will say yes. #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

i’m going to my first AA convention tomorrow! tomorrow is also my 6 months sober birthday 🥳 #recoveryposse

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2 years

struggling today, not with any temptation to drink but with my head. had my second psychotherapy session and pretty much balled my eyes out for the hour, realised how much i project my fathers invalidation of me onto myself and it’s really shit. silver lining, im finally talking

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2 years

I can’t believe it. This time last year never in my wildest dreams would I have imagined 2 days without a drink or drug. Today I am 4 months sober. My life is changing before my eyes a day at a time. 🥰❤️✨🌻 #RecoveryPosse

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5 months

44 days sober today and been at work with all the pups. I’m doing well but I am struggling a lot with my appearance, i’m so insecure and feel very ugly at the moment, I don’t want to sound vain or whatever but i’m feeling quite upset about that. Posh problems? Just down about it

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1 year

I’m going to ask a male old timer to be my sponsor. He’s about 50 years older than me. His message is a brilliant one and I always love his shares. He’s strict, which is what I need, so i’m praying he will say yes. #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

my addiction is in full force right now, addicted to sleep, food and i’m smoking weed. I think i need to realise that alcohol is not my only issue, i can’t have any drug without needing more and more and more. think it’s time i started going to NA as well as AA. thoughts?

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2 years

Had a drinking dream last night and i remember being devastated. Serves as a good reminder. Woke up so relieved it wasn’t true. 50 days! 🥰

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2 years

Happy new year recovery posse and anyone else who has supported me over the last 9 months. 2022 has been a remarkable year, in March I walked into my first alcoholics anonymous meeting, I didn’t get it straight away but today I am 85 days sober. 2023, odaat I will stay sober ❤️

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@angelatheartt

1 year

Day 4, cravings have been infuriating, feeling all sorts of emotions, grieving my 8 months of recovery, wondering how i’m going to go the rest of my life without drinking, feeling like i can’t live with or without it. Went to a meeting and my cravings have gone. Another day sober

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1 year

caught myself dancing and singing around the kitchen and started crying happy tears. i’m so fucking glad i am not where i was 3 weeks ago. grateful for sober life, grateful for life 🌿🌱🌳🌻🤍

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@angelatheartt

2 years

Today is day 1 of my sober journey. Taken 12 years to admit I have a problem with alcohol but 23 isn’t a bad age to admit it. Gonna be the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do but also the best thing. I also went to my first ever aa meeting. #sober #AA #odaat #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

It’s really lovely to see people I started my AA journey with now with 8 months of sobriety. Very proud.

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1 year

24 days sober again & today has been rough. I almost feel like I want to buy some beers 🥺 i’m not going to, I know better. I have 101 reasons not to drink & only 1 reason to drink & that would be “because I want to” which isn’t gonna cut it. So screw you, alcoholism. Not today.

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2 years

i’m pretty broken atm. haven’t been at work and i’ve just been sleeping. really depressed and not sure what to do to pull myself out of this

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1 year

I have no idea if i’m ever going to drink again. All I know is I won’t drink today. #odaat

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2 years

Happy Saturday recovery posse 🌈

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2 years

I had a meeting with my sponsor yesterday which was very much needed. The insanity has started to creep in and the disease was trying to convince me that I could drink again and it would be different this time. Nipped that straight in the bud and my mindset is back where (cont)

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2 years

I find it mind boggling but at the same time incredible to hear how long people have been sober, years always shocks me, any length of time is an achievement but hearing that people have been sober for years never ceases to amaze me, I can only hope that’s me one day too

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8 months

I have to be really honest i’m really struggling. I am in a cycle of getting about 6/7 weeks sober and relapsing. I’m so so tired of this merry go round. AA feels like it’s slipping away from me and I feel like half of me has given up the fight to stay sober. #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

Hi! I’d like to follow more people back so please reply or like this if you are also in recovery so i can build my community 🫶🏼

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2 years

I met a girl tonight who also happened to be in recovery, (i’d never met her before). She gave me this. AA has presented me with too many coincidences for me to call them coincidences, this is a higher power thing. #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

Oh gosh! I almost forgot! I am so fucking proud of this. It feels great to see the word month and not days again. 1 month ago I was at the end of a horrendous and very painful relapse. One day at a time, but please, by the grace of god, never again. #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

I have so many addictions, alcohol, food, weed, my phone, sleep, chaos and destruction, spending money, pushing limits to see how much i can get away with. I’m a very flawed person but i’m trying to change this

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1 month

5 months today 🥳 #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

great meeting tonight, im loving doing service (tea and coffee) and I really do have a feeling of belonging. sobriety is starting to feel like the new normal and that is something i thought i’d never say

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2 years

I can’t believe i’ve finally got to 3 months, for me 3 months feels like the gateway to long term sobriety. I’ll keep doing what works, keeping it a day at a time, regular meetings and doing the work. I am so grateful. It’s only up from here ✨🫶🏼 #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

i’m pretty low if i’m honest. the relationship i’ve put 2 months of my time and feelings into has fallen apart (I know it’s not long but it still sucks) and i’m feeling super rubbish about my weight. No thoughts to drink but i’m just down.

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9 months

Sober christmas done & a sober new year’s eve planned with another recovering alcoholic tonight who also happens to be my best friend. I wish you all a very happy, safe & peaceful new year 🫶🏼 #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

i love being sober

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2 years

Clean house, clean mind. Now time for a quick gym visit and Sunday nights meeting. Oh and good news, I’ve also found myself a sponsor, so roll on step 1! 😊 #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

I’m in a “sober” group on facebook. It’s amazing how many people condone using other substances in replacement of alcohol and yet still call themselves sober. I’m not crazy for disagreeing with that, am I? I also won’t be apart of enabling peoples addictions 🤷🏼‍♀️ just my opinion!

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2 months

Endlessly grateful to be sober #RecoveryPosse

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1 year

back on the horse. first 24 hours over. back to recovery coming first. i need to change.

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3 months

ninety days babyyy #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

Hi guys. checking in. I’m 2 days sober and have been much better mentally the last 4 days or so. I’m going back to meetings next week. Hope you’re all doing well e xx

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1 year

How is everyone doing? Looking forward to the 4 day weekend now! Today I am 179 days sober. 👊🏻

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2 years

8 days babyyyy not a single drop 🕺🏼🎉

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2 years

#NewProfilePic sober with a sprinkle of autumnal gothic vibes ☕️🍂

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2 years

hey guys. im not so good, I’m functioning but i’m drinking again. kind of convinced myself i don’t have a problem but it’s daily again and i feel like i have no sense of purpose unless I’m drunk. im struggling in every area of my life and my only release is picking up a drink.

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3 months

hey #RecoveryPosse I am 99 days sober 🥰 hope you are all having a good week so far 🌻

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2 years

I’ve received a few new followers since sharing my 2 month achievement. If you’re in recovery and have followed me, like this/reply and I will try my best to return the follow 💗

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11 months

I can’t count on one hand how many times i’ve relapsed. Accepting and knowing in my heart that i’m an alcoholic is something that is going to take more time than i’d anticipated. Can’t seem to accept that this is where life has taken me, especially as i’m only 25.

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2 years

24 days since my last drink, and overall one blip in 3 months. I’ll never forget 2022 as it has been the year of my recovery commencing. Happy Tuesday & i hope you all had a fabulously spooky halloween 👻🎃

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2 years

I’m feeling 10x better than yesterday, forgotten all about that silly guy I was dating. Good day at work, and now going to see my sponsor. Thanks everyone 🥰

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2 years

another dream last night where I was with people who were drinking and I had the strength to refuse and leave the situation. It’s amazing to see the programme working thoroughly from the inside out. #recovery #odaat #RecoveryPosse

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2 years

I forgot to mention, i’ve also taken on a service position at one of my AA meetings, helping with tea and coffee. Service keeps you sober as they say ✌🏻

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2 years

Last October I tried to do sober October (and obviously failed lmfao couldn’t go 1 day) now I’ve done 18 days and I can’t actually believe it, 18 days since I made the terrifying decision to walk into an AA meeting, and that was the best decision I have ever made

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I hope this will pass, i’m away for a couple of nights and the plan was to feel more connected spiritually. The desire to drink has been insane! As i’m on my own, i’ve been very close. I’m not sure why I haven’t, I just know where it will take me #recoveryposse

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2 years

Day 6 is almost up and over and I am hitting the pillow sober. (No rhyme intended there😅) We go again tomorrow, one day at a time. As soon as the weather picks up here, I am heading straight on a country walk. I can’t wait to collect some of my sober thoughts. Night guys 💙

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1 year

can’t believe i haven’t changed my mind since last night. still going back to aa tonight. wish i could wear an invisibility cloak but such is life. will let you know how it goes

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2 years

90 days weed free and 11 days alcohol free 🎉🎉🎉 I smoked for 4 years daily and tried to quit several times, never made it 90 days and I’ll never go back to that. Now to carry on with no drinking either ☺️

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8 months

Having one of those days where I am absolutely full of rage. Everybody is annoying me, the gym is full of people I want to punch and I’m currently sat in my car having a mental breakdown! But I don’t want to drink or use anything, everything’s just getting a little much.

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2 years

Hey guys just checking in, my emotional mood last week surely passed and i’m feeling good again. Went for a meal with some people from the fellowship yesterday and my sobriety is going strong. Hope you’ve all had a good sober weekend!

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2 years

Feeling rather emotional today. Thinking of all the things my life could be if I manage to stay sober, and all the things I’d like to do. The possibilities seem endless, feels like I’ve closed one door and so many more have the potential to be opened.

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1 year

just been to my first AA convention and I won the first prize raffle! higher power or what! and on my 6 month anniversary 😄

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1 year

i had my first drinking dream last night since i got sober again, was horrendous but i’m always grateful for them. the gratitude of waking up and being sober is unmatched 🌻

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I’ve never really realised until now how grateful I am for my step dad… he’s been like a real dad to me and my brother, even though we clashed when i was growing up (i was a nightmare) he’s always been there no matter what. I love that man very much & although you can never

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