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6 months

i’m not a violent dog. i don't know why i bite.

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6 months

*gesturing at an adult man covered in blood.* yeah, that's my babygirl.

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5 months

i'll die before i stop loving you. they'll rip me to pieces and watch my heart stop beating and i'll still want my life to be yours.

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9 days

"but it made you stronger." i was a child. i didn't need to be strong. i needed to be safe.

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6 months

my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul.

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6 months

and i love you so much i'm going to let you kill me.

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5 months

"but it made you stronger." i was a child. i didn't need to be strong. i needed to be safe.

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6 months

you're an angel, i'm a dog.

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4 months

i’m (not) a violent dog. i (don't) know why i bite.

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7 months

*gesturing at an adult man covered in blood.* yeah, that's my babygirl.

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6 months

why should i apologise for being a monster? nobody ever apologised for turning me into one.

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3 months

"but it made you stronger." i was a child. i didn't need to be strong. i needed to be safe.

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2 months

in my dreams i am kissing your mouth and you're whispering "where have you been?" i say, "i've been lost but i'm here now. you're the only person who has ever been able to find me."

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2 months

i make coffee. i pretend i'm in love with the idea of being alive. i make a point not to stare at the knives sitting on the counter top by the stove.

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8 months

"but it made you stronger." i was a child. i didn't need to be strong. i needed to be safe.

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2 months

i have my father's nose and all his rage, but i have my mother's face and her grief.

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2 months

how have you survived this long when you're so violently self—destructive?

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5 months

a kiss is the beginning of cannibalism.

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3 months

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you have committed.

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6 months

i'm sorry that someone you loved made it feel as though loving you was a hard thing to do.

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4 months

you're an angel, i'm a dog.

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5 months

you follow orders too well for someone that loathes to be called dog, can't be anything besides a hound with how you bark and bite where pointed, tied down by leash of your loyalty.

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2 months

scary? my god, you're divine.

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6 months

my mother did not mean to hate me. she did not even know she hated me, and yet, i was hated. and i carried that hate with my through life with more pride than it perhaps deserved. a bruise of honour.

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4 months

[ gesturing at an adult man covered in blood. ] yeah, that's my babygirl.

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2 months

"you're not a monster," i said. but i lied. what i really wanted to say was that a monster is not such a terrible thing to be.

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3 months

get up. nobody is coming to save you.

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1 month

(gesturing at an adult man covered in blood) yeah, that's my babygirl.

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5 months

you are the sun, bright ﹠ beautiful. the world needs you. i am the moon, chasing you constantly, dull without your light.

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7 months

i forgive you. / don't bother.

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5 months

he felt warm and familiar. he felt solid and safe. i wanted to cling to his shirt, bury my face in the warm curve of his neck ﹠ never let go.

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2 months

do stay alive. i wish you the best of luck.

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5 months

and you're trying not to tell him you love him, and you're trying to choke down the feeling, and you're trembling.

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7 months

"but it made you stronger." i was a child. i didn't need to be strong. i needed to be safe.

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9 months

[ gesturing at an adult man covered in blood. ] yeah, that's my babygirl.

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4 months

and i love you so much i'm going to let you kill me.

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2 months

you tried to change, didn't you? closed your mouth more, tried to be softer, prettier, less volatile, less awake. you can't make homes out of human beings. someone should've already told you that.

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5 months

my biggest fear is that you'll begin to see me the way i see myself.

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3 months

to call you the love of my life does not do justice to how much i love you. my existence doesn’t make sense without you by my side. for the rest of our lives, in the next, in every alternate reality, i'll be yours if you’ll have me.

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5 months

and i'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck.

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5 months

mother, why don't you look at me? i'm not a mirror of my father, your blood is in me too.

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4 months

my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul.

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9 days

get up. nobody is coming to save you.

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6 months

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you have committed.

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7 days

he's fifteen years old and he's nervous about holding someone's hand. he doesn't know anything about touch beyond the fact that it almost always hurts.

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3 months

i am not god. i do not forgive.

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6 months

i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i did not break.

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4 months

scary? my god, you're divine.

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4 months

in my dreams i am kissing your mouth and you're whispering "where have you been?" i say, "i've been lost but i'm here now. you're the only person who has ever been able to find me."

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7 months

he's fifteen years old and he's nervous about holding someone's hand. he doesn't know anything about touch beyond the fact that it almost always hurts.

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2 months

you're so polite with your sadness. you don't want to ruin this for anyone.

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7 months

my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul.

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7 months

why should i apologise for being a monster? nobody ever apologised for turning me into one.

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6 months

grieving, grieving, constantly grieving. i mourn what could have been, what will not be, what i can't save.

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5 months

i need to stop fantasising about sex and death.

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2 months

why should i apologise for being a monster? nobody ever apologised for turning me into one.

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4 months

i confuse instinct for desire. isn't 'bite' also 'touch'?

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3 months

you follow orders too well for someone that loathes to be called dog, can't be anything besides a hound with how you bark and bite where pointed, tied down by leash of your loyalty.

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2 months

i have a very childlike rage and a very childlike loneliness.

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4 months

i'm sorry that someone you loved made it feel as though loving you was a hard thing to do.

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8 months

[ gesturing at an adult man covered in blood. ] yeah, that's my babygirl.

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1 month

you're an angel, i'm a dog.

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7 months

i confuse instinct for desire. isn't 'bite' also 'touch'?

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9 months

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you have committed.

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5 months

congratulations. you have survived the war. now live with the trauma.

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24 days

mother, why don't you look at me? i'm not a mirror of my father, your blood is in me too.

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2 months

“declaw me”, whispered tender—sweet against the breath of another's lips. “pry my fangs out from my gums. leave me bloodied and defenceless.”

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6 months

in my dreams i am kissing your mouth and you're whispering "where have you been?" i say, "i've been lost but i'm here now. you're the only person who has ever been able to find me."

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5 months

i could recognise him by touch alone, by smell ﹔ i would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck earth. i would know him in death, at the end of the world.

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16 days

you follow orders too well for someone that loathes to be called dog, can't be anything besides a hound with how you bark and bite where pointed, tied down by leash of your loyalty.

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6 months

i could always rely on you. you could always rely on me. we’re a team, a group. group of the two of us. and we've spent our existence pretending that we aren't.

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6 months

to love someone is to firstly confess: i am prepared to be devastated by you.

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6 months

your hands are scarred from murder, and yet i trust them completely.

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7 months

a kiss is the beginning of cannibalism.

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3 months

do you understand the violence it took to become this gentle?

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3 months

my biggest fear is that you'll begin to see me the way i see myself.

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6 months

i confuse instinct for desire. isn't 'bite' also 'touch'?

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5 months

i came to you as a lover, you to me as an executioner.

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5 months

i'll take care of you. / it's rotten work. / not to me. not if it's you.

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6 months

i'll take care of you. / it's rotten work. / not to me. not if it's you.

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6 months

I WAS A VICTIM BEFORE I WAS A VILLAIN.

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2 months

in another universe, my window is open and i’m laying on my floor. i am twelve years old. nothing bad has happened to me.

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7 months

he was my best friend. my one ﹠ only.

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5 months

you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you have committed.

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6 months

if you want to kill me, then kill me. there's meaning in that.

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5 months

how have you survived this long when you're so violently self—destructive?

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4 months

grieving, grieving, constantly grieving. i mourn what could have been, what will not be, what i can't save.

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1 month

i’m not a violent dog. i don't know why i bite.

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7 months

get up. nobody is coming to save you.

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6 months

him pressing his lips against me, his lips at my neck. yes, i do believe his mouth is like heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars.

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2 months

i turn cruel when i am empty. if i cannot be loved i must be feared.

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6 months

i never had a chance to be soft. i was always bloody knuckles and shards of glass. i wanted people to be afraid of hurting me.

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3 months

i'll take care of you. / it's rotten work. / not to me. not if it's you.

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5 months

happy new year. i hope it’s my last.

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7 months

oh, look at these two. how they wish to destroy one another. how they wish to control one another. how they both wish to be free. can you see? can you see how much they need one another?

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6 months

break my heart. break it a thousand times if you'd like. it was only ever yours to break anyway.

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5 months

get up. nobody is coming to save you.

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6 months

I'M NOT BUILT FOR LOVE, I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH.

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6 months

and i'd probably still adore you with your hands around my neck.

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