Physically and mentally, some days I refuse to leave the house because of my appearance and that shit hurts man. I pray this is over soon and I can heal in peace
For real being ill for a prolonged period of time fucks you up differently, change in behaviour change in everything man so to the people that send me death threats on talking about this shit go suck your mum x3
These past 3 months have been hell for me the worst my health has been in the last 6 years and it’s slowly creeping back into that dark place I was a few years ago the shit I’ve been through people wouldn’t last a day
People always say he’s asian tryna act black because he wore a durag no I wore it to cover the scars that are there because I was insecure about how it looked now I couldn’t give two shits what anyone thinks about me if you like me you like me if you don’t like me don’t talk to
2020 so far
- WW3
- Kobe and Gigi’s death
- Australia bush fires
- Corona virus global pandemic
- All sport events cancelled
- Confrimed UFO Sighting
- Parralel universe
- Muder hornets
- Riots across the world
- Anonymous are back
insecure about it. A freak accident whilst playing football resulted in my life being hell for the past 5/6 years. The doctors neglecting me and giving me the wrong medication for the first 3 years of my treatment and honestly going round in circles with no proper solution and 2
Allah SWT gives his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers. 8 and half years later I have been given the final all clear. Alhamdulilah for everything 🕋☝🏽
through what I have I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy so before you come for how I look or anyone looks just think what if that was you in their position and you were the one that was getting all this shit thrown at you. 5
This is a subject that I’ve never fully discussed in detail and in depth but all I ask is to keep me in your duas with my treatment still continuing this year
to pools of blood in my own bed sleepless nights sometimes with the pain and I endured it all and came out the other end still I’m ill but the difference is I’ve learned not to care what other people think or say about me because more time they don’t know what it’s like to go 4
This has been honestly the hardest year of my life. Im finally starting to see results from my medication and I’m getting my confidence back I’m so happy man
cure to my illness. Countless day surgeries and operations and it’s just got worse and worse I used to be so insecure about what my head looked like the looks id get the names id get called. And I honestly thought to myself Is life even worth living at this point. I’d wake up 3