Jenny was one of my closest friends. We had plans for her to come to
@f1rstwrestling
this summer, but unfortunately she passed away in December. Jenny was obsessed with frogs, and I always knew she’d LOVE
@Thunderfrogger
. This tattoo will always remind me of her
Welp. It's my first
#TransDayOfVisibility
being out as trans. It's been obvious to every person in my life how much better my life has been the last 9 months. For example; I have a life, and it's very full. Dreams coming true type shit. Thank you everyone who helped get me here🏳️⚧️
Happy birthday to one of the best people on this planet,
@ValPancakes
. I honestly can’t describe how wonderful a friend and person she is. Every very good thing that has come my way this year drinks from the confidence, support, and friendship that she has given me. The very best
CW death/suicide
Yesterday I spent most of the day thinking about a friend who passed away 6 months ago. Then spent my night getting a friend to safety after they tried to kill themself. I'm tired of losing people. If you're in my life, you make it better, please stay if you can
Hey. I guarantee you. If we’ve ever interacted; I like you. I like hearing from you. You are not a burden. You are not bothering me. I don’t secretly think bad things about you. You are my friend. I love my friends. I ENJOY hearing from you, and want you to do it more often
Last night was phenomenal. It’s my last day here. Tomorrow i drive home. This kinda trip might not be unusual for some, but i am still in awe of myself. The last 10 months I have been so bold. Audacious. And it always pays off. This is who I’m supposed to be
Hey. Teenage Topanga. One day you're gonna be driving to another state, and getting to see Rob Van Dam wrestle on television on 4/20. Yes. You are. Also, your name is "Topanga" now. We have a lot to discuss, actually
An 11 year old trans boy came into the store today, and the way he reacted to my pins and seeing me there…that got me through my day and I’m still feeling it
Me: So when you say recovery is 4-6 weeks from this surgery...is there a way to guarantee it's 4?
Dr: Why, you need to get back to work earlier? Or some responsibilities to take care of?
Me: ...I want to drive to Chicago for a wrestling ppv...
So. I said no to this guy and he was like “give me a chance over mozzarella sticks.” I wanted mozz sticks. And he was insisting on driving. Cause he thought he could win me over…with FAST FOOD! Didn’t even spring for the “large.” I told him off (hilariously) & am home 🤣🤣🤣
Welp, I am as packed as I can be night before. Then I drive down. Then i go to Uprising, where i have purchased meet and greets with Emi Sakura and Maki Itoh. Then I see Collision with RVD on 420, Okada, and a bunkhouse brawl. Then i drive home in the best mood ever
Hey. Not everyone I like might reciprocate. I might feel mostly tolerated by people. I might think horrible things about myself that I never say out loud for fear of being institutionalized. But this podcast wants me available as a guest for 6+ hours of recording this week. Yay?
In December, I lost a very close, old friend of mine. At the funeral, I told her sister and daughter I want to be there for them like I was for my friend. And this morning I have been invited to their adoption hearing. Thinking of getting a tattoo for my friend after
Kinda hope this is real, and TK takes it personally, because if he does, he will possibly sue them into the dirt and hire more trans wrestlers just cause he’s pissed
Leaving Culver’s, hear an angry “HEY!” and I am still mildly on edge from recent traumas, I slowly turn around,
“Is that a Bryan Keith shirt? I LOVE him! I just saw him at Wrestlepalooza!”
So we talked a lot and I made a new friend. Hell yeah🤘
Brain is always likes "everyone secretly hates you." But like...
I'm on wrestling twitter...
Pretty sure if anyone hated me, they'd be saying it. Very very loudly.
In 30 minutes I have my first job interview in over a decade. I went to 25 places to see if they’re hiring. I sent over a dozen applications. I got the 1 interview. This is one of those “positive vibes” moments, if this goes badly…well, let’s just stay hoping for the positive
As someone who literally wrote a MALE ISSUE SEX ED FILM, one of the most common discussions in the writer's room ( a DECADE ago) was the FALSE idea that "men kill themselves because they can't get women." It's one of the most harmful LIES taught to boys; now JDX is spreading it
Apparently I can be an “intense” friend. Yeah. If you’re my friend, I’m really happy about it. I buy your art. I support your business. I give to your gofundme. I buy you gifts for fun. And i’m super poor. I remember having 0 friends. I appreciate yall too much to not be intense
Today is International Transgender Day of Visibility. Which is held each year on March 31st.
We strive to be a safe and welcoming place for trans and non-binary people, both in and out of the ring.
Trans rights *are* human rights! 🏳️⚧️
#TransDayOfVisibility
One of the new people I brought to F1rst Wrestling last month? Just bought 7 tickets for their whole family for the next show. I'm gonna get everyone hooked
I don’t have a full length mirror at home, so kinda stricken every time on this trip walking past this mirror that I actually really like how I look below the waist
I guess this is what happens when you pass out directly on the part of the pillow case near the opening where there’s a sew line, and you sleep so deeply you don’t move an inch for the entire nap
I am simply shocked. Shocked, I say! That these two, who I have seen so often, smoke the weed. Just cannot believe it.
(Also, RJ, come to MN, I got you on that last thing you said)