I’ll be honest folks…
I can’t see myself coming back and streaming again.
I’ve been working on myself so much and I really want to keep it up!
This social media stuff just isn’t for me and doesn’t work with how my life is going right now.
People in the FNF community need to learn that if you don’t like something, it’s most likely not made for you.
It’s a community where anyone can make anything and that should be respected.
We should be encouraging people to do as they please, not harass them about it.
Woke up to this email this morning.
Please don’t use someone’s tragic death (such as Technoblade’s) to randomly ask strangers for money.
It’s sickening.
Hey guys!
Just popping in to say hi from my hiatus.
I’m still on it and to be honest, it’s been really nice to just kinda… be away from everything. I’ve honestly been heavily considering quitting all together. I don’t know quite yet but I’ve just been feeling like my old self.
Currently sobbing after the VC in the Dino Nuggies Server.
Thank you guys so much for everything.
I care about all of you and I’m wishing everyone the best!
❗️HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT❗️
Hey everyone! I just wanted to say after a while of thinking, I’m going on a hiatus from Twitch + Twitter and I don’t know how long I’ll be gone. I’ll definitely keep you updated but please read below this tweet. (1/4)
💖🦕
Hi! I’m Shini Trexx!
I’m a
#PNGtuber
, soon to be
#Vtuber
!
Below this tweet, you can find helpful links/resources for your convenience!
Twitch Link:
Discord Link:
(Shini Ref: @/Tofuisstilltofu)
(Dill Ref: @/LatteBunss)
💖🦕
“I thought you left the community” is an annoying comment that I see everytime I mention the game.
I can play the game.
I can stream the game.
I can help my friends with their mods.
I can support a mod I really like.
All without being apart of the community.
It’s that easy.
Reminder that no one is entitled to an explanation as to why you blocked them.
No matter if they made you uncomfortable, you didn’t want to see them in your feed, or just for any personal reason.
You did it for the better of yourself and that’s all that matters. :)
@sakaruchibi12
Just showing some friends the unused model! Don’t mind me! Not trying to get anyone’s hopes up sadly but life is going really well right now! I’m the happiest I’ve been in a while! Ily guys!
Happy Holidays Dino Nuggies!
Reminder to stay positive during this time and not to dwell on a distant memory that may ruin the time spent with those you care about!
I’m wishing you the very best as we go into the new year!
I know a lot of you have been looking forward to my return from hiatus but a lot of the habits I picked up over the past year have been really unhealthy.
I’m sorry if this news comes as sudden or not what you wanted but I need to focus on my wellbeing for once.
Finally, thank you guys all for being just wonderful people. I’ll miss interacting with a lot of you in chat and in replies.
I wish everyone the best always and I hope all show everyone the same kindness you showed me.
Thanks again,
Shini.
I’m an adult now. I’m looking into potentially going back to school and trying to focus more on maintaining long term relationships, both things I’ve struggled to do.
IT’S TIME FOR THE BIRTHDAY STREAM AND UPDATED PNG-TUBER DEBUT!!!!
COME JOIN US FOR THE STREAM PARTY OF LIFETIME!
RIGHT NOW!
LINK BELOW!
#Vtuber
#pngtuber
Self improvement and focus on the future are things I need to do right now.
They are important to me.
So… I guess I’m leaving this Shini persona behind in order to these things as it’s held me back. I got a bad ego and tunnel vision. Shini… doesn’t feel like me anymore.
To answer some questions.
- What about Fun Gang?
I’ve talked to the guys and they were really supportive! I was invited to join streams from time to time so I’ll never really be gone. Just off focusing on myself.
- What about Soft Mod?
Again,
@dat_davi
directs the mod now. I’ll just be on the sidelines helping with decision making and making sure the vision is met like a proper credit and system and stuff.
MY BIRTHDAY STREAM + NEW PNG TUBER DEBUT STARTS IN ABOUT 2 HOURS!
COME DROP IN AND LETS CELEBRATE WITH A PARTY!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE THERE!
Peep the shinicore keyboard my BF got me for now and spread the word!
🥳🥳🥳🥳
- What about the Discord Server?
It’ll shut down sometime soon. I do wanna have a big night in there before it does since you guys deserve it. More details will be posted in the server as things become clearer.
Some people have been asking me how yesterday went and it was honestly the best time I’ve had in a while.
I don’t have any friends offline (sad, I know) so being able to hang out with online ones in person, even if it was just a day, was honestly just… so nice!
If I were in an anime,
I’d be that one character in a cheering crowd who, at the end, is just yelling the most random shit that’s barely heard as the cheers die down.
I’M LIVE!!!!!
LETS SEE IF MY COMPUTER CRASHES AND HAVE SOME FUN!
I’M TALKING ABOUT WHATS BEEN GOING ON IN MY LIFE, THE PNG-TUBER DEBUT TOMORROW, AND MORE!
SEE YOU THERE!
LINK BELOW!
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking over the past few months. I just don’t think I can handle being on social media due to my struggles with communication skills and I overall don’t think I’m mature enough to be safe online quite yet. (2/4)
I want to take time to stray away from my unhealthy addiction to social media however I will still be active on discord. I just wish to better myself as a person and focus on more important things like my relationships and personal life. (4/4)
Someone just sent me the sweetest email!!!
It’s nice since the one I got earlier and posted was the only one sitting in my new business email so to get such a kind message really made my day.
Now I get to see it every time I check my inbox. :3
I know this is sudden but I know it’s what I need to do. Thank you guys for all of the support and I’ll be back to update you. I have a lot of stuff I need to work on.
This past year has put a toll on me. I hopped into things without thinking, made decisions out of anxiety/stress, and overall neglected a lot of responsibilities and people. I can’t explain how my mind works but all I know is that I wasn’t ready for all of this. (3/4)
Most mods are released as intended.
“Should’ve had more music.”
“Should’ve had better art.”
Etc.
No it shouldn’t. If the people who did it wish to improve on it, that’s their choice.
But they released what they were happy with and we shouldn’t be putting people down for that.
It’s just 5 am.
It’s thundering.
My drama queen of a dog was crying and scratching at my door so I moved to the living room so I could comfort her.
She just ran off and did the same thing to my brother’s door.
I feel so unloved right now.
Ungrateful dog. ~.~
Anyways…
I’ll keep you guys in the loop on how things go. I just wanted to share what I’ve been thinking.
I recommend taking a break from social media if you feel like things are getting a bit much.
That’s what I’ve did and I’m honestly enjoying it.