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@Beelzebub_irl

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wannabe pretty boy, in my ptsd era | sw:178 cw:147.6 cgw:140 ugw:90

17yo he/him
Joined October 2022
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@Beelzebub_irl
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3 months
please excuse me for being cringe, I'm trying to romanticize my disorder so I have smt to live for
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
nothing makes me drop my pants faster 😍
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@Beelzebub_irl
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me when I see someone who's sh is worse than mine
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@Beelzebub_irl
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6 months
@vonasterrors ummm the robot is CLEARLY a BOY😑😑😑
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
me if threatening suicide was a job
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
I just want to be human like everyone else
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
little do they know my sparkle is self h @rm
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5 months
me when the function has se|f h @rm
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@Beelzebub_irl
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3 months
an irl sent me this ??? he doesn't know?
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
the masculine urge to permanently disfigure my face
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
me going to bed knowing my attempts to care for myself are ultimately futile
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
actual image of me begging for attention
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5 months
y'all don't love the nightmare like me fr
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
do you guys not rotate in the shower???
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Violet πŸƒ 988twt | recovery era
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guys this is so important to me rn when do shower do you
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
I started drawing a fence in English to distract myself but I messed up and started tweaking
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@Beelzebub_irl
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10 months
@antimiaprodick bro is ridiculously down bad
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
do.... do you guys not cvt everyday?
@bef0reimg0ne
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been cutting for 4 days straight god i feel awful
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
y'all don't just let it crust?
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5 months
I cvt so often I actually dream abt it
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5 months
I am hideous
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
I'm sad I cvt, I'm happy cvt
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
what do we think? the jirt looking a little long
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3 months
he's literally thinsp0
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@Beelzebub_irl
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2 months
how I look at my wrist after one slight inconvenience
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
I wish I had time to cvt more styros before school today
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5 months
@beaunspo @verapantsush technically this works out to a cal deficit
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4 months
I love men soo much I am a flaming homosexual
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4 months
I'm so fucking pathetic
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5 months
@gunraepi @nanasliitz this sounds like an amber alert 😭
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3 months
I keep having thoughts and thinking
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5 months
at school again
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
thinking abt how this is a legitimate addiction and not just a silly little thing I do
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5 months
deep styro... save me deep styro
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5 months
I can't take this shit no more
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
took my pills with cereal milk
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5 months
I want macroni but I already ate too much...
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5 months
who up thinking of all they have lost
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4 months
literally all I want to do is cvt
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
I love getting anonymous surveys from my school, Imma trauma dump on these hoes
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@flwufflez @sadladybug2 thought the first one said cum
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@Beelzebub_irl
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5 months
forced feminization
@heartzjpg
❀︎
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girlypop batman
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2 months
I'm finally getting to the point where I actually look goth instead of weird
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5 months
me every few days when my brain forces me to imagine in detail when getting shot in the head would feel like
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me when I breathe
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i’m such a failure.
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5 months
I am not in enough pain
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5 months
hurts to rest my hand on my thigh
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4 months
when the English teacher is explaining smt but the only thing I can think of is cvtting my skin open
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5 months
I love liquid cals 😍 they're so filling
@marcidgirl
Khloe πŸ¦„ is speedrunning
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200 cal meal 200 cal drink
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I think I'm actually getting thinner
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5 months
unpopular opinion I don't subtract cals burned
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5 months
it's 3 in the morning and I'm cvtting myself to family guy episodes on yt
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4 months
how it feels to tweet one million times a day
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how I feel when/after I binge
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mourning the loss of myself (I have to turn the lights on)
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8 months
@Koinzy20 is this a statement or manifesting
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3 months
give me attention NEOW
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me when I see someone living a normal and structured life
@hourly_shitpost
πŸ•HOURLYπŸ•‘ shitpost
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@Beelzebub_irl
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when having open wounds on your body actually causes you pain
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is suicide an option?
@rotfuck
piersβ™ŸοΈon that grind
5 months
eat this in an hour and thirty minutes and you get to your ugw (and stay there no matter what), but if you go over time you’re back at your hw + 20 lbs
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me when I remember I have free will and nothing's physically keeping me from over eating
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me hearing human yelling from the woods
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pacing around in the school parking lot at night
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cross dressing
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that time I was at a restaurant, and I was eating fast, and the people I was with were looking at me weird
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I am fat
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yearning πŸ₯΅
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5 months
it's crazy how medical professionals say you can't medicate autism, in my experience every drug makes you not autistic
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i think the Alcohol is curing my Autism
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
there's no service in this room so I can't check my bmi
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I'm so cool and mysterious
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being 17 is so silly bc you abruptly go from "I just a baby" to "I am a grown man"
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@vonasterrors monster supports Israel:<
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ooo wee ooo I look just like buddy holly
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I'm so insecure abt my cvts I feel like they aren't bad enough for my sh to matter ☹️
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do you guys count sleeping towards fasting hours?
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4 months
whenever this happens to me I just slap them hard asf
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Sometimes i have the urge to rip the scars off my legs. It feels like the itch is under them
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@Beelzebub_irl
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4 months
everyone gets a medical name but the junkorexics 😒
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sal ✩ vampiretwt+mcrtwt
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friendly reminder that not every ed is anorexia and that also anorexia comes in all sizes and forms. some are severely underweight, some b/p [an-b/p], some r overweight or normal weight [atypical anorexia], some do high res. some have ortho and others are junkorexic. ur all valid
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I have school tomorrow
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me after a long day of romanticizing my suffering
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how I be chilling with my severe mental illness
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me when I face minor inconvenience
@bef0reimg0ne
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GONNA SLIT MY FUCKING WRISTS STOP
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I want to experience life
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when the high cal food actually makes you full faster
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me off the milk
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"self harm is badπŸ€“" my mood after stabbing my leg with a mechanical pencil πŸ“ˆπŸ“ˆπŸ“ˆ
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@Beelzebub_irl
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omw to text my ex "I want you" then leave him on read when he responds
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can't wait for school tmr!
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I may be the loser bf
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just like me fr
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Jacob Elordi revealed in his SNL monologue that he’s rapidly losing weight in hopes of becoming a twink.
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