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a whole fucking lifetime of this

semi recov ☆ foodtwt ☆ bmi 20
Joined September 2020
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@517suspirium
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@517suspirium
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3 months
weigh in : 125 lbs / bmi 20.2 :/
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@517suspirium
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5 months
bcs, bmi 21.0, down 7 lbs in a week 🤗
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@517suspirium
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3 months
holy sheeittt this is so triggering
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@517suspirium
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1 month
fav thinspo thread (ongoing)
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@517suspirium
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5 months
bc, been feeling so fat :,)
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@517suspirium
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6 months
😐 testosterone got rid of everything other than my ass
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@517suspirium
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6 months
@elsashowergel Blood pooling, take less hot showers and maybe increase your salt intake. Thats what helped me.
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@517suspirium
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6 months
i feel like i look alright with tighter clothes on but i feel so fat just lounging around in my boxers wtf bruh i hate having a body
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@517suspirium
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7 months
post shower bc yes im bloated leave me alone
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@517suspirium
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2 months
Day ruined
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@517suspirium
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3 months
weigh in: 123 lbs / bmi 19.9 at least im maintaining after eating like shit the past few weeks
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@517suspirium
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1 month
no way he isnt doing this on purpose atp THE FIRST PIC? HIS RIBS? its so over
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@517suspirium
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7 months
so cold
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@517suspirium
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8 months
@THINPIXI Dont have any before pics (the before pics are from when i already lost like 20ish+ lbs but i was still like bmi 27) I went from 180 lbs to 100 over the course of a year.
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@517suspirium
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5 months
@ganyufem How do dolls and eds correlate? These ppl prolly played with dolls at like age 5-9 and i most ppls eds start in in their preteens/teens bc of trauma, control, ect. Its a doll, not thinspo for 6 year olds.
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@517suspirium
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3 months
I hate how this shirt fits me but its too cute :/
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@517suspirium
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6 months
🐶
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@517suspirium
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6 months
i wanna know the lyrics that u think of when ur high
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@517suspirium
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3 months
brief intro - he/him, 5'6 / 167cm, 🇮🇹/🇵🇷 - hw: 180 lbs bmi 30 / lw: 105 lbs bmi 16 - cw: 125 lbs bmi 20 / gw: 115 lbs bmi 18 - dx ednos but i relate more to ana-r - i post uncensored bcs often - no i dont work out, yes i prolly should interact, im always active and bored
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@517suspirium
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1 month
@lowcaldeity @Lilys_love8 Tell me you got ana brain without telling me you got ana brain. Muscle weighs more than fat. Ofc shes not going to have a super low bf% becaause most muscular people dont lol its hard to get like that. But she has way more muscle on her than fat.
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@517suspirium
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2 months
slight progress, attemping to rebuild some muscle bc i have a lot of back/arm pain from muscle wasting and i dont wanna go back to physical therapy 🥲
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@517suspirium
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1 month
Yall fuck w the haircut or nah
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@517suspirium
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8 months
@cigsncalories rice cakes. taste alright but dont fill you up at all. those 70 cal fiber one brownies are where its at.
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1 month
Decided to try light makeup for today r we fucking w it or do i look too feminine
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@517suspirium
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2 months
yummy vitamin d
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@517suspirium
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25 days
bc
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4 days
125lb 5'6 bmi 20.2
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@517suspirium
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2 months
do the first two even count as bcs?
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@517suspirium
jude
15 days
actually this is what healed scars look like. These are from 5th grade and theyre still there. Different skintones will have different colored scars, different deprhs will have different textures. Papercuts wont scar but of course styros will. Use ur brain.
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@ADead_Body
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@17grasshoppers @maxterbatorrr @b0n3yard They’re clearly not though 💀 this is what healed sh scarrs look like. You can’t really see healed sh scars
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@517suspirium
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10 days
bmi 19.9 again i guess
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@517suspirium
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4 months
@purpl3death2 @crochetlifts @orthomexicana a pb&j is higher cal but first off kids need more cals and it also has better nutrition esp since peanuts have protein. She made it from scratch so she knows exactly what ingredients are going into the food. 4 donuts and apple sauce isnt nutritional enough for a child to grow.
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2 months
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@517suspirium
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28 days
@DEATHC0RECUTIE Id estimate like 250. Rice is high cal
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@517suspirium
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26 days
when da fit cute but it makes you look fat
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@517suspirium
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19 days
accidentally ordered a large instead of medium and tell me why the fuck its bigger than my head. american portion sizes are insane
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1 month
@lowcaldeity @c4tlover305 Nor is she fat. Shes litwrally just muscular so whats your point?
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@517suspirium
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1 month
Guys i realized my hair stylist just accidentally gave me a mullet yall IM FUCKIN CRYING this is my hair now
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@517suspirium
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5 months
zzz
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1 month
I wish my collarbones would show more
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@517suspirium
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8 months
@vvorsten I this isnt the case for everyone, i think recovery looks and feels so good on some ppl but im sorry its not working out for you
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2 months
hai
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@517suspirium
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25 days
me 3 years ago, ive been out as trans since 2018. I dressed fem while out as trans. Post hrt and top surgery i still dress fem (last pic is my outfit rn). Youre actually fucking stupid if u think clothes = gender
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@517suspirium
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1 month
why is bmi 16 the most uncomfy bmi. Whenever i see ppl at bmi 15/17 theyre chilling but its always ppl at bmi 16 goin thru the worst health issues with extreme eye bags, bad circulation, grey skin, and the worst fucking body dysmorphia. Justice for anyone stuck in bmi 16 jail rn.
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@517suspirium
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5 months
gn
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@517suspirium
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6 months
people when they realize that the "schizoid" in my intro is srs and im not actually the mysterious sarcastic funny boyfriend of ur dreams: 😱😱 no but seriously why do 80% of my friends end up developing feelings me are you TRYING to get me to ghost you?
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@517suspirium
jude
1 month
Edtwt be forgetting basic math exists
@sweetbittercals
𝒮𝒶𝒹𝒾𝑒 🌺🫐🐚
1 month
I need a calorie estimate! My friend gave me it halfway drank
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@517suspirium
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6 months
Hear me out.
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@517suspirium
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2 months
:3
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@517suspirium
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6 months
how it feels to eat a meal over 200 calories
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@517suspirium
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4 months
this world is broke, arent iii?
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@517suspirium
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2 months
@anaddreas Nahh whats wrong w dudes wearin skirts?
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@517suspirium
jude
7 months
:3
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@qermicide
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7 months
i have never seen a edtwt boy look breedable in a tank top 🙄
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@517suspirium
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3 months
already? ☠️
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@517suspirium
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5 months
Omad, cal estimate? I ate less than half
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@517suspirium
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29 days
i love when ppl clown on me for being an average weight bc ik damn well all they ate today is a fucking cucumber on a rice cake while i get to eat 3 meals + snacks (and not gain) AND i dont deal w as many health issues anymore 😜 i love how testosterone sped up my metabolism
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1 month
:]
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26 days
i need to redye my hair but idk if i wanna go back to brown/black or all blue.
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1 month
Any of these
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@517suspirium
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1 month
baggy clothes >>>
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@517suspirium
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14 days
peaceful morning, made this while listening to mazzy star
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@517suspirium
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4 months
very greasy hair reveal, i def gotta redye it the blue didnt stick that good but its not too bad
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4 months
bc :/
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@517suspirium
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1 month
Drooling over this while having a sad ass cigarette for dinner
@lumospo
⊹ ݁ emm. ꒱
1 month
why does crumbl have to be so high cal 💔
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5 months
Me in abt 5 min cause my vape just died
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6 months
sleepy
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@517suspirium
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6 months
how tf u transmasc ans transfem... HOW TF YOU LESBIAN AND GAY AT THE SAME TIME?????
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@517suspirium
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5 months
ull understand it one day
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calling your partner "my love" is cringe.
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@517suspirium
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14 days
i just failed a test TWICE. I RETOOK IT SND GOT AN EVEN LOWER SCORE. I CHEATED, HOW DID I STILL FAIL..????
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@517suspirium
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13 days
Ive never seen such a cocky anorexic lmao
@PH0ENIXOXO
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I'm such a small bitch
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@517suspirium
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5 months
Hey
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@517suspirium
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2 months
i actually lost 2 lbs somehow even tho ive been eating maintenance. ill take that as a sign my metabolism is speeding up again
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@517suspirium
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7 months
hello hi fit check kinda boring but i like it
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@517suspirium
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1 month
Ana begins tomorrow, today i enjoy sushi ...
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@517suspirium
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5 months
i feel the blood behind my face its cold as hell, im cold as hell
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3 months
Now what the hell ...
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@517suspirium
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20 days
got bored of the blue contacts so i put some green ones in and omfg im in love with them
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1 month
The testosterone should be going more towards my facial hair and less towards my d ck because how am i almost 3 years on t yet i cant even grow a semi decent beard
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6 months
hello
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3 months
i wanna stretch my septum to 2g but 4g was already wayyy too painful
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@517suspirium
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3 months
2021 bmi 17 bcs 🥲
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29 days
Lookin very colorful today
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5 months
3 years ago today .. the bedazzled vape bro
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22 days
Update on the hair oil: its soo good my hair is so soft and i keep getting compliments on it BUT my hair is already this greasy on day 2.5 no wash when im usually able to go 4-5 days
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@517suspirium
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6 months
bc/fitcheck hehe i love these pants
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@517suspirium
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5 months
Yaaayy
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