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🤍🧸⬦I just want to be the tiniest, prettiest doll on the shelf⬦🧸🤍⬦CW•No♡⬦HW•216lbs⬦❀Food×Fashion Diary❀ ⬦Lover of the color orange, maple syrup,﹠the moon

4"11 ⟡ ♏︎Ⓥ ⟡ 🍊🍁☽
Joined March 2020
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
Might just be my best meme to date. Not sure I can top this one.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Gets me every fucking time.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
My family like "omg she's disappearing 🥺💕" when I literally look like this 😐
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
I did it. I weighed in this morning at 114lbs. I broke out of my plateau. I passed the 100 pounds loss mark. I have in total lost 102lbs. I did that.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
Me after ditching restriction for a single week:
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. You're not hungry. You're just bored. Repeat.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
When ppl think that anore×ia is the only ed:
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
I'm literally so domestic and cute. How do I not have a girlfriend yet?
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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I'm really, really sorry because I know that people tend to get annoyed at these kind of posts, but the longer I look at this, the less difference I see. Please, please tell me if the weight loss is actually visible or if I'm just going insane. It's a 70lbs / 32kg difference.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
"Oh I just eat until I'm satisfied haha :) x" WHAT DO YOU MEAN???????????????????????????????????????????????
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Actually fucking fuming right now. My aunts are accusing me of being on Ozempic because they cannot fathom how I lost weight without drugs. I'm this close to outing myself. I literally told my mom, "Are they being serious?? I have starved for this body." And she said, "I know."
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
MY MARY JANES AND SKIRT CAME YAYYYYY!!!!!
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Everyone, please know that this is an INCREDIBLY safe space for anyone who has a high starting weight. I have been over 200lbs, & currently at a weight that is MOST of edtwt starting weight. It is okay to exist at any size. I will never, EVER, bully anyone here for how they look.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
11 months
If you can pinch it, you can lose it. Keep going.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
@4lmondmllk Going to km$ in front of them to forever change the trajectory of their life bc wtaf
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Holy shit.... I haven't been in a normal bmi range since I was 7....
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
Omad 600cals Frosted Flakes with almond milk
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Me trying to ignore the demons and fall asleep at night: The demons:
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
Ppl with eds make the best or the worst chefs there is no in between
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Need to delete this from my gallery because it destroys me every time.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
STOP ✋️🚫 Put DOWN the chips ‼️ Would Ana SkipDinnerWakeUpThinner Dot Rexia Dot Com eat that 🤨?? That's RIGHT ❌️ I didn't think so 😠 Back AWAY from the bag ⚠️🫷
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
This. This is what my bio means.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
1 year
I've eaten out the trash, lied to family, blamed missing food on others, eaten animals/animal products in blind binges, hidden and hoarded food, and snuck into the kitchen at 3am to inhale thousands & thousands of calories. Binge eating disorder makes a monster out of you.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
yeah im fine dw i love being bmi 20.5 at 101.6lbs haha why do you ask
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
Do NOT lose focus. Do it for the outfits. Do it for the new and improved you. Do it for love, envy, concern. Ignore the tears. Ignore the hunger. If it's all temporary anyway, choose your temporary struggles. You'd rather be hungry in a size 000 than miserable in a size XXL.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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ATTENTION!!! TODAY MARKS A FULL MONTH OF ME BEING BINGE-FREE AND EVERY DAY UNDER 600 CALS!!!!!!!! :) 🎉 The urges during nighttime have been HORRENDOUS, but I've been strong. Here's to manifesting another month of successful restriction and weight loss! Love you all ♡♡♡♡♡.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Actually the biggest loser in the world for getting triggered over not being able to fit into a children's age-8 petticoat.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
You do not have to be underweight to earn the right to recover. It is beyond ridiculous that this illness is often only taken seriously when by de4th's door. If you can get out, RUN. Any time is a good time to recover. You are not less deserving for not being "emaciated enough".
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
I'm not sure exactly what kind of pose I was going for back then, but the facial weight loss difference makes me so happy to see. Left: June 15th, 2021: BMI 39.9 197.5lbs/89.5kg Right: Aug 11th, 2023: BMI 24.9 123.2lbs/55.8 (as of last Mon) A 74.3lbs difference between these.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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216lbs Devin literally haunts my dreams. I say that with zero hate in my heart for her, though. She was so beyond, beyond depressed and miserable. I feel such a deep sadness for her. For us. Things were so bad. Have they gotten worse? No. But they've never truly gotten better.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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The sheer depression knowing that my waist could have been snatched as all hell if I were never morbidly obese.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
My heart aches for her. 216lbs/97.9kg > 110.4lbs/50kg
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Some crucial reminders I'd like to stress: ▪︎ Atypical anorexia is still anorexia. ▪︎ Your bmi does not dictate how mentally ill you are. ▪︎ You are valid no matter your weight. ▪︎ You deserve recovery at any size. ▪︎ You are safe and seen and loved here.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
How I feel coming on edtwt after binging:
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
1 year
Me approx 0.5 seconds before binging:
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
11 months
Pls show ur mom @cutscals
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
Pintresting.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
You know what, if my entire family is talking about me being anorexic anyway, I'm going to be shameless. I've been b0dychecking and making cups of tea all evening because if they're going to speculate, I'll give them something to watch. Now I'm on the treadmill. Go ahead. Talk.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
7 months
From a size 18 to a size 0-2.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE SHE'S HERE
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
7 months
Today marks my 8th month binge free & without exceeding 800cals for even a single day.🎉 Feb 25th: 179.2lbs (Not my hsw. This date was just when I broke out of my binge cycle.) Oct 25th: 108.2lbs (Currently stuck in a hell arena of a plateau.) Loss: 71lbs Total Loss: 107.8lbs
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
11 months
Does anyone else feel really invalid for not doing stereotypical ana things? Like I don't cut my food into tiny pieces or chew super slowly or eat as little as humanly possible or refuse to eat or hold food in that weird, pincer-like grip like the girls in those documentaries do.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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Please unfollow me if you wouldn't try my peanut butter chocolate chip cookies that I made for my family.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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Deflect. Change the subject. "ur anorexic" "No, I'm not! 😊" Bam. Case closed. Can't argue with a wall and I am one massive fat brick made of lard and concrete. You ask about my calorie intake, I'll ask how your marriage is going. Didn't like that? Neither did I. Leave me alone.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
I felt beautiful today. I think it's because of the wig. It really uplifted my confidence! Plus I went thrifting and got some new pants!!!
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
3 months
"oh! i didnt know u had an ed. bed or bulimia?"
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
Just a gentle reminder that you're still valid even if your choosing to "turn off" your ed for the holidays. We all make up our silly little rules anyway. There's no sense in invalidating yourself or others over theirs. I hope that this season finds you all well, safe, and loved.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
3 months
Having a body is such a burden.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Nobody move. 116.2lbs down, 29.8lbs+ left to go.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Now that I set my account to private, I can share my fit today with all of you lovelier people on here! I love what I'm wearing so, so much and it brings me a tremendous amount of joy! Especially since these are the size 6 pants I've been waiting to fit into!🌈🌟 ❤️🧡💚💙💛💜🌟🌈
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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I want to be small. I want to be perceived as small. I want to be instinctively seen as someone to protect and care for. I want to be beautiful and fragile and sweet and comforting. I want to bring love and I want to be loved. I want to be cared for.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
♡ Devorah's Vegan Coffee Jelly Recipe ♡ 𖦹 11 calories (+ more if adding milk!)
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Nevermind, I made it work. 🤍🧸
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
If anyone else was curious: Yes! My tattoo looks far better now than it did back then. At the time, it looked like a piece ON my arm, but now it looks like an arm PIECE. It wraps around my arm now - which I VASTLY prefer! Much more sleeve-like, much less like an isolated tattoo.
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@0rangeh0neys it's an insane difference!! your thighs now are like what your arms used to be. also, does your tattoo look any different now than it did at your hw?
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
I went off the treadmill after an hour and forty minutes. I was seen by others and got the stupid validation that I wanted. I lied to my mom about eating extra, I actually ate, and I feel both better about things and also bad for how poorly I've managed today. I'm sorry, loves.♡
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
Made my little sister onigiri for dinner <3
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Today we dance and sing together in the streets because we don't know if we will survive tomorrow. Here is what I ate today. You all know that's it's vegan, gluten free, 800 calories. It doesn't matter. I hope to be here tomorrow. If I'm not, know that I've loved everyone here.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Angel number today. 🪽 105lbs down from my highest weight.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
TODAY MARKS MY 7TH MONTH BINGE FREE & WITHOUT EXCEEDING 600CALS FOR EVEN A SINGLE DAY!🎉 The weight loss is certainly slowing down, but that means there's less fat to lose! (Me trying not to go insane.) I'm gonna weigh-in tomorrow & let you know how much I've lost in total+pics.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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Today marks my 9th month binge free & without exceeding 800cals for even a single day! 🎉 2020, Highest weight: 216lbs Feb 25th, Binge cycle breakout weight: 179.2lbs Last week Sunday weight: 101.6lbs Loss: 77.6lbs Total Loss: 114.4lbs Will weigh-in tomorrow for updated loss!
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
1 year
You'll always regret eating, but you'll never regret st @rv !ng.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
I must have her.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
You don't have to lose x amount before the end of the year. There will be more time, even when December passes. It's okay. Losing weight has no expiration date and never goes out of fashion. Smaller clothes and social approval will still be there for when you lose the weight.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
I lost exactly half of my hsw today. There's a deep echo of pure melancholy that fills the hollow of my lungs. The smile that ghosts my lips as I peer at my new low weight on the scale is plastered and practiced. As though I do so because I'm supposed to. I should be happier.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
No one here deserves to suffer. The binging, the restricting, the texture avoidance, the food group aversion, the overexercising, the fatigue, the hunger, the non-food consumption, the purging, the lax, it's all hell. I will NEVER clown someone for choosing recovery. It's brave.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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Grit your teeth you baby. It's been an hour and a half. You're fine. You're fine. You're fine. You want pretty? You want skinny? You'll have to work for it then. Push past the fatigue. You're bmi 19. You aren't exactly going to drop. You're fine. Do this for you. No one else.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
It's hard feeling euphoric when the loose skin makes this invisible unless posed right. Still absolutely gobsmacked that I got here from being 216lbs.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Do this pls 🙏 I need the motivation 💕
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
The 90's are so close. I'm coming for you.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
I made a meme about me and my family's dynamic now that I'm not anorexic anymore. It's so lonely here.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
Save me unrealistic 70 pound weight loss in a month.... unrealistic 70 pound weight loss save me....
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
I'm just a girl with a pair of scissors and nothing to lose except for the rest of my thinning hair.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
1 year
Does anyone else get irrationally pissed when the an0rexic character in an ED movie chooses recovery? I can't possibly be the only one.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
7 months
Bmi 100, but I had a little fun today. As a treat.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Alright besties, what are we thinking? The front hair is mostly mine, and all the rest is a wig. Is it obvious? And how do we feel about the bandana in general, is it cute? Do we like it? The hairline looked obvious to me as inauthentic, so the bandana was my solution. Thoughts?
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
Screaming crying fucking yelling and sobbing
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
5 months
Just a girl with tiny braids and choppy bangs getting dressed solely to go out and buy Dr Pepper. 🪰
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
"I'll just have one last binge and start restricting tomorrow."
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
10 months
I won't forget those who have been so kind and humane to me when I eventually reach a low weight. This tweet is intended for those who are seeing it at this time. You are seen. And I appreciate you. Thank you for not treating me as less than for the "crime" of having a high sw.♡
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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Look what came in the mail today :D!!! Now I can st @rv3 , but cutely :3. ~🌸♡☆✨🩷🩶🩷✨️☆♡🌸~
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
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@decomposedmoon Moon, I would press my palm against a hot iron, cut off all my hair, and dance naked in a construction site while Trump watched to reach my ugw. This is light work.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
I had previously said that it was okay to address me by Devin, but going forward, I ask that you please only refer me by my given name, Devorah. Thank you. ♡
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
4 months
☆ Absolutely ENOURMOUS thread of ED memes and reaction images that I've collected over the years because I need to offload them since my phone storage is full. ☆
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
In the BMI teens now.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
9 months
OMAD: Chocolate twizzlers Carrot Almond milk Cal Total: 500
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
If you're ana, can you confirm if you enjoy eating? Because I do. Am I a fraud? I think I've subconsciously absorbed what the media sensationalizes. The idea that anas avoid food and eating at all costs. I get so excited for my omads, so how can I possibly have the same disorder?
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
6 months
Maybe I'll eat again in a month or two.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
7 months
Hi, everyone. Please heed to these gentle reminders: ♡ Drink around 2 glasses of water each hour. ♡ Take breaks from social media. ♡ Moisturize your tattoos. ♡ Moisturize your hands. ♡ Moisturize your lips. ♡ Sanitize your piercing jewelry. ♡ Sit up straight. Love you.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
7 months
It's been ten days since I raised my intake to 800 calories and in that time I've gained 2 pounds. Here's my omad. I don't care.
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
3 months
"Just follow your natural hunger cues! <3!!!" Has it ever occurred to you that I have binge eating disorder underneath this anorexia? 😐
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| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
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@0rangeh0neys
| ✡︎⚢ | Devorah | 24 |
8 months
Hate myself for not having a limit of 300 calories a day like other disordered people. I'm such a fraud.
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