like i can’t CANT forget it because my mom used to do the same thing and it’s why i’ve had an ed for so long

@lovrcal my mom taught me to not eat before school dances, choir concerts, etc, to have a flat stomach so my bdd wouldn't get triggered. she also suffered so she was trying to help but now i can't do a music video shoot or a fashion show without starving

@lovrcal Thank you for the inspo bc that’s now a new goal for me 😭😭🫶🏼

@kloudynoirana three?? weeks?? that’s honestly ridiculous im sorry :((

@JENNIEDlET mothers need to just shut up atp

@lovrcal My aunt was demonstrating how another woman called my cousin fat and poked her stomach by poking me and thinking it was funny as when I freaked out and told her not to touch me :/ (that was 3 months ago)

@lovrcal purging outside

@lovrcal jesus :(( i’m so sorry june that is horrid

@waterhaszerocaI wtf that’s so weird and unnecessary??

@lovrcal overdosing on laxatives and hitting a second wave of overdose who like on a date with my ex boyfriend and him having to wake me up after fainting

@lovrcal i have quite a lot but these (especially the second one) did a lot of damage

@lovrcal growing up my dad would call me “fatso” and then when i started telling him not to comment on my body he would scream at me. he also called me fatspo when i was severely underweight and malnourished to the point my period didnt start until i was medicated for digestive problems +

@lovrcal i was in 6th grade holding an ice pack to my stomach cuz i read somewhere that it freezes fat (bs) and my mom walked in and said “omg i should do that too then” 💀💀💀

@lovrcal Mom said my education doesn't matter and she would be happy if i just lost some weight:)

@lovrcal I joked about getting a belly piercing and my bf at the time looked/sounded disgusted and said "Maybe you should wait until your stomach gets... tighter." Skipping because a bunch of other people were and being yelled at to stop because I'm "shaking the ground".

@lovrcal My parents calling me fat my whole childhood, but specifically when my dad said “no one wants to see that” in regards to my tummy when I was 11

@lovrcal at my lowest point i was in a relationship with a fetishizer, i regret it so much it haunts me to this day. i was pretty young so it totally fucked up what i want from my relationships with other people & the way i view my body, i feel like I’ll never truly recover.