TW: Infertility (fears)
Today I was informed I have a mass on my only ovary. The amount of wounds this opens up & the fears it triggers is insane. I’m being as cool, calm & collected as I can be. This already happened to me in high school hence why I only have one ovary left. 😞
I don’t have kids. I’ve always said I’m not sure if I want them or not but it’s a decision I’d like to make for myself. I feel broken but I also know this is genetics and there’s nothing I can do or could’ve done to make a difference.
I’m so sad & mushy right now. 🥺😭
Also! Because this is AL where obgyn’s are focused on pregnancies, the monitor was facing me, I have a bit of nursing background + I’ve had so many ultrasounds done to me, I saw the mass before they could even tell me. Then I watched her type “OVMASS” as my 💔 into little pieces.